A keresés eredménye oldal 4
Találatok száma: 191
2020.12.09.
I'm Alone And Lonely
I'm miserable
I'm alone and lonely
I'm lugubrious
I'm awful
2020.12.03.
The House Cries
The roof is looking daggers at me
The bed keeps pushing me to the ground
And the nightstand decided to scream
your name really loud to wake me up
I look in the mirror and I see your face
I brush my teeth, but your taste doesn’t go away
I sit on the sofa and turn on the TV
The news lady looks at me and asks about you
Even the house cries all the time
Who loves too much will suffer a lot
Will drink a lot, will cry a lot
And without love, what can you do
You don’t do, you don’t do
My heart wants you and my body wants you even more
Who loves too much will suffer a lot
Will drink a lot, will cry a lot
And without love, what can you do
You don’t do, you don’t do
My heart wants you and my body wants you even more
Ah ah, ah ah and my body wants you even more
Ah ah, ah ah
I look in the mirror and I see your face
I brush my teeth, but your taste doesn’t go away
I sit on the sofa and turn on the TV
The news lady looks at me and asks about you
Even the house cries all the time
Who loves too much will suffer a lot
Will drink a lot, will cry a lot
And without love, what can you do
You don’t do, you don’t do
My heart wants you and my body wants you even more
Who loves too much will suffer a lot
Will drink a lot, will cry a lot
And without love, what can you do
You don’t do, you don’t do
My heart wants you and my body wants you even more
Ah ah, ah ah and my body wants you even more
Ah ah, ah ah
2020.11.30.
Suicide
Why did I commit suicide, dear bather*?
Look more carefully at my body
You'll get the answer, while you bath my own body
The life stigmatized my body
2020.11.29.
Game
Come brother, afraid of the storm?
It's way too cold outside anyway
Come a lil' closer, lemme warm you up
Closer and feel my warmth, little brother
Feel my warmth...
Don't you be afraid, little brother
My sole purpose is you to get warmed
My sole purpose is you to feel warm
My sole purpose is a little bit more warmth
A little warmer...
Should you keep your hands off, you can't get warm
Ah, I'm warming you up little brother of mine
If that spot of yours don't get warmed, it'll be a big noy for the record
I'm gonna warm your butt up too little brother
How about a game, brother?
It's a little, amusing one...
We're gonna play a game and you'll be sitting on my lap
And no call for telling your parents about this
Sit on my lap brother, there you go, sit like this...
And bounce little brother, bounce...
How about me opening your tiny spot...
Would be a better game then, huh?
Bounce brother, bounce faster...
Faster, ah....
Let us venture into orgasm with this game
Oh, what does Orgasm mean?
Orgasm, it's like letting your hair down, dear brother
I'm having an orgasm, bounce faster brother!
Don't pay attention to that thingy pouring out like a milk, it's just a confetti
Ah, I'm drowning at the orgasm's pit
Are you getting hurt?
May you don't, little brother
Which you don't...
Would anyone ever get hurt while playing a game?
LET'S
PLAY A GAME
A GAME
A GAME
LET'S PLAY
A GAME
A GAME
LET'S PLAY
A GAME
A GAME
LET'S PLAY
A GAME
A GAME
LET'S PLAY
A GAME
2020.11.29.
Alliens Welcome
Versions: #1
As I heard that,you have come from outer space
Let's have a seat and let's have a chit-chat
What brings you out here?
Aliens Welcome
It was straining my mind
Aliens Welcome
We are very glad to see you
Are you hungry or full?
How is everything in the Atmosphere
Aliens Welcome
Which section is your nationality?
Is that what your clothes really are?
How is your relationship with the sun?
Aliens Welcome
Is Mars or Moon your province?
From which language is your language?
Do you have a lot of mads as well?
Aliens Welcome
In what condition your state?
Does anger have in leaders?
İs form a goverment difficult?
Aliens Welcome
Is there the act of break a heart in there of you?
Is there any nepotism?
Is there discriminatory behavious like Rightist or Lefttist?
Aliens Welcome
Is it winter or snow in there?
Is your budget wide or narrow?
Do you have any petroleum shortage?
Aliens Welcome
How's there...
2020.11.28.
Fucking Pudicity
What's your beef with this word anyway?
How many lives will it claim this pest called pudicity
The blood you've shed will fall short of you
Y'all, y'all are pricks, sons of bitches
Pudicity pest, yeah right
Fuck your pudicity!
Your sister that you've killed when she was fifteen
What crime did she commit, beyond taking her lover by the hand
The blood you've shed are now watering the firmament
The lives you've claimed, the mothers who cry
Won't fuck you on the very spot when you say pudicity pest
Sentenced one too...
The lives you've forbidden the use of, ah those lives that smell like rose
Maybe they won't bring you to book
That fucking missing law is taking the side of the people like you
May y'all choke death on every water you've drunk, on every bit you've swallowed
When that prick was beating your sister that you've given in marriage when she was fifteen
I'll ream that mindset of yours' ass that says, he's your husband, he can beat and clapperclaw you
The lives that you've mucked up will surely wreak vengeance on you
Enough, enough, enough...
How many more Fatma's, Emine's should depart this life
How many times should the people suffer agony
How many more women should be raped
That fucking missing law...
One or other day
Underdogs will curse for their cruelty for sure
I swear black and blue, on that day
You'll run at full gallop
2020.11.27.
COCK SNOT
Me
A
Cock snot
Who fell down
To this earth
Maybe a laced mutton's
Customer's bastard
Maybe a prophet's son
Maybe a child bride's virginity's disappearance
Maybe a manifestation's gatecrasher of a high school sweetheart
Reflecting on sex
Or a prick who took condom to pieces
Me a
Human
Eighty-sixed
Sunk into oblivion
Me human
Bitch
Exploitative
Exploited
Fuck yourself
You
The one who flatters me better than myself
Fuck yourself
FUCK YOURSELF
FUCK YOURSELF
FUCK YOURSELF
FUCK YOURSELF
FUCK YOURSEEEEELF!!!
2020.11.27.
Lépj egyet, majd mégegyet
Ez rendben van, csak légy az aki vagy
Csak nyugi, nem fogsz semmiről lemaradni
Amikor egy kicsit elveszettnek érzed magad
Miért nem állsz meg egy pillanatra? Nem kell kapkodnod, oh yeah
Oh, fordulj meg, majd nézz hátra
Látod a lábnyomaidat?
Én egyfolytában büszke vagyok rád
Oh, te már most különleges vagy
Büszkének kéne lenni magadra
Gyerünk!
Lépj egyet, majd mégegyet
Az én ütemembe
Lépj egyet, majd mégegyet
Egy nekem szóló ütemben
Nem kell sietned, pihenhetsz is
Folytasd úgy, ahogy vagy
Csak higyj magadban
Minden jó lesz (Jó lesz)
Minden rendben lesz (Rendben lesz)
Minden jó lesz (Jó lesz)
Minden rendben lesz (Rendben lesz)
Légy mindig mellettem
Mindig mosolyogj, barátom
Még akkor is, ha egyedül érzem magam
Ha kinyújtod a kezedet, én beléd fogok kapaszkodni, oh yeah
Oh, megbotlottam
Hiszen előre haladtam
Én mindig veled leszek
Oh, nézz a tükörbe
Az mindig úgy fog mutatni, amilyen te vagy
Gyerünk!
Lépj egyet, majd mégegyet
Az én ütemembe
Lépj egyet, majd mégegyet
Egy nekem szóló ütemben
Nem kell sietned, pihenhetsz is
Folytasd úgy, ahogy vagy
Csak higyj magadban
Érintsd meg az arcodat, majd érezd a szelet
Ha becsukod a szemed és kiélesíted az érzékeidet, látni fogod
Ne tévedj el
Gyerünk, ne aggódj, higyj abban, hogy meggyőzöd
Tudom, hogy rendben leszel
Attól még, hogy senki más nem tudja
Ez a te sajád jövőd, sosem lesz késő (Oké)
Haladj tovább lépésről lépésre, készen állsz?
Nem kell egy rövidebb utat választanod, csak mert az könnyebb
Tégy a holnapért a saját kezeiddel
És majd azon a napon tudsz mosolyogni
Lépj egyet, majd mégegyet
Az vagyok, aki vagyok
Lépj egyet, majd mégegyet
A magam módján
Ha letérsz az utadról, az is rendben van, én is a saját utamat járom
Mosolyogni fogok, és végre élvezni amit csinálok
Csak higyj magadban
Minden jó lesz (Jó lesz)
Minden rendben lesz (Rendben lesz)
Minden jó lesz (Jó lesz)
Minden rendben lesz (Rendben lesz)
2020.11.26.
Go Fuck Yourselves
Versions:
Let those take it personal
The ones who doesn't work
For this country
Go fuck yourselves
Those who want religious law
Revile against Ataturk
Go fuck yourselves
All the way to Arabia
Those who think they're the bee's knees
Those who're the masters of disguise
Those who cut across all boundaries when it comes to ass-kissing
Go fuck yourselves
Those who interfere in people's lives
Those who split people into raghead, rabelaisian
Those who have their bread buttered on both sides
Go fuck yourselves
2020.11.17.
Story of The Loneliness
Do you remember we used to dream often?
Ah, how short those streets seemed when walking with you
Now there's no voice nor sound anywhere, everywhere is silent
Whatever i do, these stories don't change
Lie to me just like you did that day
Lie to me even when i don't buy it at all
A story of loneliness
Your absence is everywhere
Only if you come once more, we would forget all of our sufferings
Flow inside of me, clear up all the fogs just like the rain falling to soil
Ah If only you were here, we would forget all of our sufferings
We lived whatever there is, the best times of our lives
Fearlessly dreaming together and then believing in them
Those time are too far away now
Believe me, no one was like you and will never be
Lie to me just like you did that day
Lie to me even when i don't buy it at all
A story of loneliness
Your absence is everywhere
Only if you come once more, we would forget all of our sufferings
Flow inside of me, clear up all the fogs just like the rain falling to soil
Ah If only you were here, we would forget all of our sufferings
2020.11.17.
Deniz
If only they knew that I love you
As much as Deniz loved revolution
They'd hang me by the neck, certainly
In the wee small hours
2020.11.16.
I have to wake up
It's hard when you realize
Nothing to do when you give up
There is no meaning, there is no reason,
the thing i believe, is something like this
Possibilities, awareness, road divides as you go
Old loves, tiredness, people get lonely as they grow
I have to get used to the crowd in my head
I have to wake up one more day
I have to live for tomorrow's good days
That's exacly why,
You know it better
Tell me, tell me, tell me
2020.11.11.
A message to my lover
Do you write the poem with me?
Or you are a part of my mouth?
Or are you my voice?
How do you move to another space?
After you have lived in my eyes and my house?
*****
You still ask me about my birthday
So Register your permission ..what you do not know
The date of your love for me.. the date of my birth
*****
I complained you to the sky
How did you, how, to summarize
All the women in the universe
*****
In vain, what I write my lady
My sense is greater than my language
And my feeling for you is skipping
My voice ... and my throat
*****
In vain, what I write .. as long as
My words .. wider than my lips
I hate it all my writing
My problem .. you are my problem
*****
Because my love for you is above the level of speech
I decided to shut up ... . And be in peace (Salam)
2020.10.27.
Little Affairs
You're going through it. Without paying attention.
I have my life equal to me.
All my life.
Incidents.. You may not interest you.
I'm building palaces.
And live on it for months.
And I spin a lot of stories from her.
And a thousand heavens.
And a thousand islands.
Affairs..
Your little affairs.
When you smoke, i kneel in front of you.
Like your good cat.
And I'm safe.
I'm chasing a fan.-
Smoke strings
Distribute it in the corners of the place.
Circles.. Circles
And you leave at the end of the night for me.
As a star, as an immigrant.
And leave me, my life friend.
For the smell of tobacco and memories.
And I keep.
In solitary frost.
And all my supplies is
Cigarette debris
And a plate. It's made up of ashes.
Featuring gray.
***
And when I'm sick.
And you carry your precious flowers.
My friend.. To me
And you put my hand in your hands.
It's up to me to color and wellness.
And the sun sticks in my cheek.
And I'm crying. And I'm crying. Without will.
And you're giving my cover back to me.
And make my head over the pillow.
I wished all the wishes.
My friend.. If I
I keep. I'm staying aday.
To ask about me.
To bear me every day.
Beautiful roses.
And if the phone rings in our house,
I'm flying to it.
me.. My dear friend.
With the joy of a little boy.
Longing as a lost bird
And embrace the rigid machine.
And squeeze its cold wires.
And i'm waiting for the sound.
Your voice matters to me.
A double. Full.. Strong
Like the voice of a prophet.
Like the sound and impact of the stars.
Like the sound of the fall of the ornaments.
And I'm crying. And I'm crying.
Because you thought about
Because you're from the balconies of the clouds.
She cheered for me.
***
And the day I come to you.
To borrow a book.
To pretend I came to borrow a book.
Stretch your tired fingers.
To the library.
And I keep. In the fog of fog.
It's like I'm an unanswered question.
I'm staring at you and the library.
Like a good cat.
You've found out?
See you know?
I came to change the book.
And I'm nothing but a liar.
And he quickly went to my room..
I add the book to my ribs.
It's like I've been with me.
And light my light. And i'm going to stow away around me.
And dig between the lines. And behind the lines.
And get back behind the commas. Come back.
Behind the spin points
And my head is spinning.
It's like I'm a hungry bird.
You're looking for seed waste.
Maybe.. Hey, i don't know what you' My dear friend.
I was left in one corner.
A short love phrase.
A little longing garden
Maybe among the sheets, you hid something.
A little peace. Bring peace back to me.
***
And when we're together on the way.
And unwittingly take my arm.
I feel like I'm.
With something deep.
Something like a fire.
On my elbow.
And raise my hands to the sky.
To make my path unfinished.
And I'm crying. And cry without interruption
So i'm going to keep losing.
And when I get back in the evening, I'm back in my room.
And take off my shoulders.
I feel like, and what you're in my room.
That your hands.
A phone at the mercy of my elbow.
And I stay to worship, exhausted.
Where your warm fingers are.
On the sleeve of my blue dress..
And I'm crying. And I'm crying. Uninterrupted
It's like my arm's not my arm.
2020.10.26.
A woman walks inside me
1
No one read my cup.
Unless you find out you're my girlfriend.
No one studied my handwriting.
Unless you find out your four letters.
Everything can be refuted.
Except for the smell of a woman we love.
Everything can be hidden.
Only the steps of a woman moving inside us.
Everything is debatable.
Except for your femininity.
2
Where do I hide you, my love?
We're two woods on fire.
And all the TV cameras are on us.
Where do I hide you, baby?
And all the reporters want to make you
The cover star.
And they make me a Greek hero.
And a scandal written.
3
Where do I get you?
Where are you going with me?
and all the coffee shops keep our faces by heart
And all the hotels keep our names by heart.
And all the sidewalks keep the music of our feet.
By heart.
We're exposed to the world as a balcony.
And visible as two gold fish.
In a crystal pot.
4
No one read my poems about you.
Only the sources of my language are known.
No one traveled in my books.
Unless he gets to the harbor of your eyes.
No one gave him my home address.
Unless you go to your lips.
No one opened my neighborhood.
Unless he finds you sleeping there like a bed.
And no one digs up my papers.
Unless he knew the history of your life.
5
Teach me
I'm holding you in the
t-tie.
And stop you from going out.
Teach me to draw around your breasts.
Circle with purple pen
And stop them from flying.
Teach me a way to arrest you as a point at the end of the line.
Teach me how to walk under the rain of your eyes. And I don't get wet.
And i smell your body full of Indian spices. And I don't get dizzy.
And i'm rolling from the towering heights of your breasts.
I don't get apart....
6
Take your hands off my little habits.
And my little things.
About the pen I'm writing in.
And the papers I'm scribbling on.
And the key relationship I'm holding.
And the coffee I'm having.
And the ties I'm getting.
Take your hands off my writing.
It doesn't make sense to write with your fingers.
And breathe your lungs.
It doesn't make sense to laugh with your lips.
And you cry with my eyes!!.
7
Sit with me for a while.
Let's reconsider my love map.
Harshly, a Mughal conqueror.
And the selfish woman wants to tell a man:
'Be. So it's ..'
Talk to me with democracy
The males of the tribe in my country.
They've mastered the game of political repression.
And I don't want you to practice with me.
The game of emotional repression.
8
Sit down until we see.
Where are the limits?
And where are the limits of my sorrows?
Where does your regional waters start?
And where does my blood end?
Sit down until we get along.
On any part of my body.
Your conquests will stop.
And at any hour of the night.
You're going to start your conquests?
9
Sit with me for a while.
Until we agree on a way of love.
Don't be in it.
And I don't have a small colony.
On your list of colonies.
That's still going on since the 17th century.
Your breasts demand liberation.
And they don't hear.
And they don't hear.
2020.10.12.
My Walls
Between my walls
Worse than an abyss
Spoof, blood, pus, dirt and utter darkness
Welcome!
Here is a hell for you
For me this is nothing but the heaven!
I'm at the peak of my insanity
At the bottom of orgasm
Come with me
Follow me
Boiling oil
Overheated arbalet arrows
Chock-full sulphur barrels
Suppress your narsist sensations but all for you!
No, no one will hear your shrieks
Yet my laughs can be heard by everyone
Dear guests
I assure you
You will all want to die
When I'm closer than the breath you take
Where are my beautiful whores
My slaves
My souls
Worship to your only master
Heed all of my laughs
Between those walls none of you are human
None of you is higher than me
Stop screaming you wretched inferiors
There is no one can hear you
Inferior human beings
What more you can be further than being slaves
Tis obvious that possessing you shan't satisfy me
Yet tis me who worships to orgasm and pleasure
The god of yours has come, worship you inferior beings!
2020.10.12.
My Walls
Between my walls
Worse than an abyss
Spoof, blood, pus, dirt and utter darkness
Welcome!
Here is a hell for you
For me this is nothing but the heaven!
I'm at the peak of my insanity
At the bottom of orgasm
Come with me
Follow me
Boiling oil
Overheated arbalet arrows
Chock-full sulphur barrels
Suppress your narsist sensations but all for you!
No, no one will hear your shrieks
Yet my laughs can be heard by everyone
Dear guests
I assure you
You will all want to die
When I'm closer than the breath you take
Where are my beautiful whores
My slaves
My souls
Worship to your only master
Heed all of my laughs
Between those walls none of you are human
None of you is higher than me
Stop screaming you wretched inferiors
There is no one can hear you
Inferior human beings
What more you can be further than being slaves
Tis obvious that possessing you shan't satisfy me
Yet tis me who worships to orgasm and pleasure
The god of yours has come, worship you inferior beings!
2020.10.08.
In Flakes
Even though I knew the end of this, I crossed this border.
I chose what was the best for both of us.
None of my dreams go by her nature.
All she is good for is herself.
This time I'm leaving for sure, there won't be a return.
It hurted me once but the second time wouldn't touch me.
And her life doesn't fit in my life.
If you can find the same person whenever you want, that means he is deprived of character.
It is snowing in flakes onto my heart but my beloved won't see.
With whom the seeds I planted in you will blossom?
She hurted and hurted me, she ended up slapping my soul, but she will never know that.
Each and every difficulty I went through will go back to what caused it.
I couldn't see any way out, she left and I waited.
I haven't smiled ever since I loved her.
Her height fits my height but the problem is with her behaviours.
''Someone who is so in love can also leave'' , my eye!
Her pink lips came to my mind.
I couldn't hide it, she crippled me.
Whom did my love bring clean?
Her cheeks wait 2 streets away
and I can't kiss them.
It is snowing in flakes onto my heart but my beloved won't see.
With whom the seeds I planted will blossom?
She hurted and hurted me, she ended up slapping my soul, but she will never know that.
Each and every difficulty I went through will go back to what caused it.
2020.10.04.
March of Turkish Submarine Fleet
We are named after Murat, Oruç, Burak
Flowing blood in our veins are of Barbaros' and Turgut's
We dive blue high seas day and night
Our motto is 'We're ready, anywhere and anytime!'
Our true home is these blue deepnesses
Defending the homeland is our sincere dream
Green board! Dive! We are coming, enemy!
In silence and depth, give no one quarter
Officers, sergeants and privates join hands
To make the deep darknesses a home together
Our true home is these blue deepnesses
Defending the homeland is our sincere dream
Bearing on end distance, torpedoes are on guard
We work to be veterans, our wish is to be martyrs
We devoted our life to the seas, we'll sacrifice this very soul,
Long live the homeland, the submariner vows!
Our true home is these blue deepnesses
Defending the homeland is our sincere dream
2020.09.25.
You are prettier than on the photos.
I hope you are happier without me
and I mean it, it's not just I sing about it.
Whoever has not died for love cannot live.
I didn't want to die so quickly.
I'm not singing it to make you come back to me,
or to make that they will feel sorry for me,
but I have to throw it out.
Because Fendi, Gucci or Louis V did not help me.
I know you are watching me on a different account.
How do I know? I also watch.
Everyone around tells me that I'm 21 years old
and I have time to get to know another girl.
But I don't want to trust anyone anymore.
No, if that's what it looks like.
You taught me to drive.
Others are asking me to slow down.
So I drive alone more and more often and faster
and I try not to crash.
It's my fault, I love too much and my love is toxic
I've never been able to admit.
You are prettier than on the photos,
although on them you were already beautiful.
You tell me how much 'forever' mean.
You are prettier than on the photos,
although on them you were already beautiful.
You tell me how much 'forever' mean.
You are prettier than on the photos,
although on them you were already beautiful.
Forever.
Forever.
Forever.
I feel uncomfortable around people.
But you can cure it.
When they wanted to kill me, you had ridden with me.
And you had two pistols in your purse.
You'll never stab me in the back with a knife.
You are my G, you are OG.
If we're fucking riding, then we're riding.
I never want to be alone again.
I will love you until my death.
For others, I am the greatest,
but I'll be small for you today,
or I'll be big.
I will take you where there won't more storm.
Although I love it when it rains on us.
I will fuck motherfucker up, if he hurts you,
because I love you.
You are my little 'Bibi'.
It's your birthday every day.
Every day I will sing 'Happy Birthday'.
I don't see the point without you.
Stop talk nonsense now and get in.
I don't want to sit in Range Rover without you.
You are prettier than on the photos,
although on them you were already beautiful.
You tell me how much 'forever' mean.
You are prettier than on the photos,
although on them you were already beautiful.
You tell me how much 'forever' mean.
You are prettier than on the photos,
although on them you were already beautiful.
Forever.
Forever.
Forever.
2020.09.21.
Farewell My Brother Sea
Versions: #2
Here we are, we go
Farewell my brother Sea
We took some of your pebble
A little bit of your blue rich salt as well
Also a little bit of your everlastingness
A little bit of your gleam as well
A little bit of your grief as well
You gave some voice to us
About being a sea's destiny
We're full of hope a bit more
We mended our ways a bit more
Here we are, we go
Farewell my brother Sea
2020.09.19.
The scent of the sea
I am bringing the scent of the sea
Humidity pervaded into my salty body
My eyes are red because of the morning frost
I am singing a song
Randomly
I can't make it stop
I can't make it stop
I am bringing the scent of the sea
The top of the snowy mountains
Is Freedom
The bottom of it is a sea
Here is the Mediterranean Sea
A frivolous lightness
Is flying around my head
I can't believe it
I can't believe it
Ankara is half day away
To play the docile, urban (person) in the streets
To read the newspapers again
The night weariness, again
To get used to the night hastes, again
I am bringing the scent of the sea
The sun burnt skin of mine
I don't know why I am careless and bare
Like after sex
I really don't know
I really don't know
Ankara is half day away
To play the docile, urban (person) in the streets
To read the newspapers again
The night weariness, again
To get used to the night hastes, again
I am bringing the scent of the sea
The sun burnt skin of mine
I don't know why I am careless and bare
Like after sex
I really don't know
I really don't know
2020.09.07.
Fairytale
Versions: #1
People always love what's hard to get every time
The truth is hidden with me
and the fake one is hidden on tongue.
I'm the one who turned out to be upset
over the word love
and the one who made me upset is hidden in my heart.
I know it is not easy
If this is life, what's reality,
Since you made me get used to crying
from now on even death will feel like a fairytale.
It's so hard.
Trust me I can't put it in words.
It's too hard.
You're not there when I face what's real.
By looking at the mirrors,
I find myself complaining about me to me
like I'm going insane
2020.09.01.
To İsa, To Eylül, To Efe, To Timuçin, To Sinan, To Utku...
''God loves everyone the way he creates''
People and their norms
Out of 'em, hell and fire
People and their brains
Nothing but potato sack
Geography is the destiny
Wherever you go, they're after you
They are not us, they must die
They are not like us, they be burned
The chains of the ignorance of mine are grits in the ocean
My glasses is nothing but blinders
What be said! To anomalies
Must be hanged, be cut, be fusilladed
I was this, in Baku, they didn't want my face everlasting smiling
I was this, in Istanbul, they shutted my mouth that always talks good
I was this, in Tehran, they exiled me into Turkey
I was this, I'm this, I'll be this, I died being this, I've been murdered!
Long live the everlasting ignorance of yours!
Shall never end the superstition made by your minds
The god you believe gave me this burden, you didn't help me at all
Things you believe gave me this, you've never wanted
I've been murdered without having said what I've done to you
''Go kill yourself, do not waste our efforts'' I was told
''You shall be prostitute, eh'' I was told
I found the rope on my neck without having said I feel myself the way I'm
Only solution I have was the rope on my neck and the chair beneath me
Only thing will solve this, is to make oxygen can't flow to the brain
How could I manage my own life, they hate me already
''God loves everyone the way he creates''
''God loves everyone the way he creates''
''God loves everyone the way he creates''
''God loves everyone the way he creates''
If he exists, he loves already, but people he created
They don't, because they don't possess hearts
Ignoramus this bigot herd is, they won't relief without killing
For the people who think like me, the death is the only solution
My pride is the only chance
My pride
Pride of EFE
Pride of EYLÜL
Pride of Timuçin
Pride of all of ours
Run away from 'em
Don't die
Don't leave me be
2020.08.30.
You without me, me without you
Versions: #1
Out there, a summer rain
Wet streets, without you, without me
Evening has fallen, a warm wind
Dim lights, without you, without me
Past years, a fairy tale
How many leaves do we have in our hands
Love had been a dream, we awakened
The name of it remains on our tongues
The instruments aren’t resounding
Of the taverns, without you, without me
Strangers at our table
Memories, without you, without me
Past years, a fairy tale
How many leaves do we have in our hands
Love had been a dream, we awakened
The name of it remains on our tongues
Let this story end
Let fate close our door
Closed in our hearts
You without me, me without you
Past years, a fairy tale
How many leaves do we have in our hands
Love had been a dream, we awakened
The name of it remains on our tongues
2020.08.09.
God (Deus)
You threw me into this world
Without saying anything
Without saying even a word
Without saying a shit
You expected me to learn everything on my own
But you gave me only sixty years
During the lifetime you dragged me through the mud
I haven't known what to do!
It was true that sorrows instruct one, but that much of it
Made me suicidal, wanted to end this shit
You made suicide is a great sin, eh shrewd god!
You sent us a book centruies ago
You forbade everything joyous
To the world which I was sent only to be hurt
You told us to worship you, you recited azans for five times a day
You wanted me to worship you five times a day, eh egoist god
You told us not to go against you, if we do, you may send all of us into the hell
Well said, to the souls who already got hurt a lot in this world you said you may
Send all of them into the hell to make us suffer eternally, eh sadist god!
You gave nothing good, why would I worship you
Men aren't man
From mouth to nose not man
Thought in mind, not a thought
Acts not decent
Whom you expected me to pattern
The man who lived centruies ago
What? Should I crusade the Arabia like him?
What do you want me to do? Level with me
You told us to behave well to each other
First you behave us well
Afterwards you will have the right to teach us the good
You sought what you haven't
Eh, what should I tell you, a bizarre creature?
Existence or non-existence no matter?
Those books sent by you
All of them are demoded
Not even once, you adressed the Eskimos
Not even once, you mentioned the boreal forests
Always desert, always Red Sea, always same place
Those books are yours, aren't them?
You not exist, admit it
I created you!
Actual 'Deus' is me, not you
Because you not even exist
Your existence is mine
I'm the creator
When I die, you shall come with me
Your angels and djinns are me, nothing more
I ran away from my fears, in my minde
I ran to you when I've been slandered
I ran to you when I've been ignored
So into my mind, my brain where I created you
Everything of yours nothing but a paradox
Everything of yours is bizarre
Should I worship you
I'm the actual god, you worshipe me
Eh the object in my mind, eh the being
Eh the eternety, the universe circling in
Eh, existence, ye non existence, take this burden from me
I'm nothning but a human in flesh
Eh, the god who satisfies himself
I created you in my mind, now it's truth's turn
I know you can only exist only when I do
Thus, I'm destroying you, killing you!
2020.08.05.
Gianizm Scolding (Seven)
Expose your unique, different form right now, right here
It's the one and only of its kind in this world
After all, only you guys who don't know yourself gather
You should still be in time if you wake up now
What do you think of, and what do you seek?
Hiding a decisive spirit in my heart
I can surpass the inevitable that may happen
Tout that self-importance
Don't trifle me with trivial things
No matter what kind of jeering is thrown at me, there's no hesitation in my heart
I'll grasp these vexing emotions, and make them the power for tomorrow
I'll keep showing my own resolution and good faith
And I'll carry out the intentions I've imagined
Harboring the growing fury in my heart
At the end of oblivion, carve your name in this earth
Hiding a decisive spirit in my heart
I can surpass the inevitable that may happen
Tout that self-importance
2020.07.31.
Chinese kiss
Stopping a car in the harbor, chinese kiss
I stand tiptoes a little
Shy you invited me to a date in the wharf
Lovers here and there, chinese kiss
Shake like a beautiful silhouette
I throb but I'm fine because we can be two
Chinese kiss, to the country
Chinese kiss, of love
Come with me
Nobody comes, nobody is here
Please let's be in the middle of the fog
At the café where the tides are heard, chinese kiss
I could get wet with a silk rain
Why I can't return knowing that it's past midnight?
Chinese kiss, we join
Chinese kiss, our cheeks
Burning softly
When you say that tonight
I'm beautiful, it's lovely
Stay with me just a little
Fly with me please
I love you so
Chinese kiss, to the country
Chinese kiss, of love
Come with me
Nobody comes, nobody is here
Please let's be in the middle of the fog
2020.07.20.
The List
Now that I know about everything,
I hope there's some way
to bring back the kisses I gave you,
and all my time wasted with you.
I'd rather be alone,
go find another fool,
to give you what I gave you,
you're already late.
I don't believe you, no, I know that story, no
don't say anything, with you, I understood.
When you told me that I was everything for you,
that was a lie, and I believed you,
even though it hurt, I realized
I was not the only one in your life.
One more on the list, one more on the list,
you think you know it all, you think you are clever.
But you're always calling me to go back,
ask me to stay the whole night,
baby, you know how to play, but I taught you so,
in a couple there's no space for three,
let me tell you, everything is fine.
Now that I know about everything,
I hope there's some way
to bring back the kisses I gave you,
and all my time wasted with you.
I'd rather be alone,
go find another fool,
to give you what I gave you,
you're already late.
I don't believe you, no, I know that story, no
don't say anything, with you, I understood.
When you told me that I was everything for you,
that was a lie, and I believed you,
even though it hurt, I realized
I was not the only one in your life.
One more on the list.
2020.07.19.
All languages, without your eyes
The letter begins its journey, from your eyes
All languages, without your eyes, are lost...
2020.07.19.
Love, in your body
Love, in your body ..
Old and eternal ..
As salt, is part of the sea ..
2020.07.16.
I Didn't Fall,Yet
Step,Zemheri× eyes is step
İf the earth and sky are four wall slowly
I didn't fall,yet
Those who in love with heavy narrow streets deeply
Make to stand up those who fell slowly
I didn't fall,yet
Dry cold,hit me,if you are gonna hit, with no shame
O Fortune,you turn back,too if you are gonna turn back
Quickly lose your light,Orphan star and dive in deep
Doomsday,you come too,if you are gonna to come
Why didn't your night,your day recognize me?