A keresés eredménye oldal 7

Magical remedy

It's not that the sparks survived that much
That the problems of love could be solved
But a bitter night can become tranquil
I want to give you a drop of remedy
 
Men always want to be the first boyfriends
Women want to be everyone's last lovers
That's why in the end we can't think
They desire each other with the same feelings
 
Pretend that you woke up, give me a surprise attack
Who says 'I want what I want' better wins
Remember my previous boyfriend
Though he was a Casanova, yesterday can't erase him
 
Men always want to be the first boyfriends
Women want to be everyone's last lovers
The first thing is to have a little of margin
Thereupon the baking powder will have effect
 
Pretend that you woke up, don't run away
Who says 'I want what I want' better wins
Pretend that you woke up, give me a surprise attack
Who says 'I want what I want' better wins
Sleep tonight with the magical remedy
 

Beautiful Season

Your breathing disperses in the daybreak light as you're asleep
Takes me back to that day we suddenly went our separate ways
 
Without writing even a farewell letter, I left for a journey
Always thinking about you in some strange town
 
Love me again, we'll never be apart again
The beautiful season has come to an end
 
But if I hold you, I can stand even the cold wind
 
I used to live lost, stumbling in the darkness
I was told to follow my passions
 
Why do we only notice what is important after it is lost?
I hope you can forgive the selfishness of my youth
 
Love me again, this revived love is for eternity
The beautiful season has come to an end
 
Our hearts' bond will grow stronger after the storm passes
 
Love me again, we'll never be apart again
Love me again, this revived love is for eternity...
 
Love me again, we'll never be apart again
Love me again, this revived love is for eternity...
 

Alex

The sky was white, the garden was full of light
It was a dream of a summer afternoon
While you and our children
Were playing cheerfully in the pool
 
A gentle breeze was blowing
I was sitting on the veranda
I was watching you and
Our angels the whole time
 
The retriever run up to you and you played with him
It was me who gave you your name
 
I have been dreaming of such a day coming
But I don't get to face this wonderful future
The rain is hitting the window, and I have noone to address the song to
Now it's time to say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,
I used to love you, you know
 
When we were going through the ring of sunflowers
The hand I touched must have been yours
What did you say? I couldn't hear it
So I searched for you everywhere
 
There's no way to catch up with the passing
Of the minute hand as short as I am
 
Being short and weak, I lost control and fell to the ground
Even though I want to embrace my sad future over which i cried a lot,
Without being able to get to know your words in time
Now it's time to say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,
I used to love you, you know
 
The retriever run up to you and you played with him
It was me who gave you your name
 
I have been dreaming of such a day coming
But I don't get to face this wonderful future
The rain hits the window, and I have noone to address the song to
Now it's time to say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,
I used to love you, you know
 

Reindeers are better than people

Kristoff: Deer outnumber humans
Sven, I am in ignorance
 
Sven: When you start to sing, your mind becomes happier
Does that sound, Kristof?
Don't worry so much
 

Forever lasting stories

Flowers bloom while shedding overnight dew
People go on while wiping away their tears
Memories in the past gently called me back
But I knocked on your door
 
It’s my forever lasting story
that keeps rotating the little star
I believe
 
I look back the past fondly in the gently blowing winds
I was hurt but some doors opened because of it
 
I’m not good at expressing myself
I can’t put my overflowing thoughts into words very well
 
I'm going my way
Let’s open up my heart
And let’s step onto the road that I believe in
My forever lasting story
No one can judge the dream I painted for myself
 
I’m not good at expressing myself
I can’t put my overflowing thoughts into words very well
 
I'm going my way
Let’s open up our hearts
And let’s step onto the road that we believe in
 
Our forever lasting stories
No one can judge the dreams we painted for ourselves
 
Just going my way
You just keep going on the road that you believe in
 
It’s our forever lasting dreams
that keep rotating the little star
I believe
I believe
 

The flowers are cherry blossoms, you are beautiful

The flowers are cherry blossoms, you are beautiful,
Spring light filtering through the foliage, your smile,
Winter is over, the snow melts,
Spring comes to your heart.
 
“The rain pounding against the windows will continue”
I hear a voice saying this on the radio,
The voice on the phone was crying,
It was a nostalgic voice I thought I’d forgotten.
 
Do you want to go back
to that time once again?
Like a bud waiting for spring,
I am now lost.
 
The flowers are cherry blossoms, you are beautiful,
Spring light filtering through the foliage, your smile,
Winter is over, the snow melts,
Spring comes to your heart.
 
The unchanging scenery of the town has taught me
That there was one thing missing,
'Our usual place' at the front of the station,
My trembling heart urges me on.
 
Do I want to, once again,
Hold your hand?
Embracing the spring like the mist,
I am trembling now.
 
The flowers are fragrant, you are lovely,
Light dances on the surface of the water,
The wind rustles, the town is lively,
Spring bewilders my heart.
 
Does spring, once again,
Want to make this flower bloom?
Your umbrella is waiting for me
Still open at the station.
 
The flowers are cherry blossoms, you are beautiful
Spring light filtering through the foliage, your smile,
The breath of spring sometimes burns,
Our time overlaps in spring.
 
The flowers are cherry blossoms, you are beautiful
Spring light filtering through the foliage, your smile,
Winter is over, the snow melts,
Spring comes to your heart.
 

Don't Get Cross With Love

Versions: #1
It's on us, they rested their cases
Whatever is needed for this love
They said, speech is silver, but silence is gold
Beg for, pray to God
 
You assume pride has love's back
But the time gives the back to the ones who are patient
Someday if your door will never be knocked
If your side is always a void
You'd get hurt a lot, at that very moment
 
Do the eyes get wet?
Do the hands get burnt?
Do the tongues hush when you long for someone?
Have some patience chap, a sun will surely rise
 
On every nights' morning
Certainly, everyone can be replaced
But don't you ever get cross with love
 

The Office Rats

A story of the office rats
Who likes to swim in dirty rivers
A story of the office rats
Who likes to break promises and hides away
 
They're behind my workmate's desk
They're in the steel file cabinet
 
The cat came and he quickly changed faces
He immediately prides himself as flawless
Never losing his sense of pride
As long as it's not proven, he brushes it off
 
Rats don't feel full
They're greedy, so greedy, without doubt
This rat's brain is not the same as a prawn's brain
The cat then came but the rat disappears
 
Just as the cats' sleepy job
They never remember the office rat who comes to terrorize
He's clever and cunning, the rat acts spiteful
Perhaps the cat was pretending to be attentive
 
The rat knows that the cat is hungry
His beloved piece of bread is on a smooth road
Unfortunately this rat is very clever
Or perhaps the cat is not that quite smart
 
Rats don't feel full
They're greedy, so greedy, without doubt
This rat's brain is not the same as a prawn's brain
The cat then came but the rat disappears
 

Ballad of Victory

The person who doesn't risk death can't live
Victory doesn't tolerate, it runs away.
The person who doesn't shed the red of his blood on the flag,
He goes with shed tears!
 
If you too want victory,
Fill the sky with your thundering voice
The hero fairy, whom they call victory

Twelve Autumn Haikus

***
 
Poplar trees at dawn,
rich dark green furs as the wind
tells of September
 
***
 
Bursting into gold
in the vale, a lone tree crown
pointed out by light1
 
***
 
Unbearable blue
of plums scattered asunder
on the still green grass
 
***
 
Shadows grown longer
A chord rings on the keyboard
Echoes from the past
 
***
 
Low October beams
made some leaves lose their bearings
drifting off their trees
 
***
 
An apple bobs there
where used to slumber last year
an ancient goldfish
 
***
 
An autumn garden
roamed by a mendicant wind.
Each tree gives its alms.2
 
***
 
A damp rain patters
over train tracks and treetops
as memories flee
 
***
 
Such a wild North wind!
Yellowed letters exchanged by
two departed souls3
 
***
 
End of the journey.
Above the border, the cries
of circling jackdaws4
 
***
 
Is the colour of
leaves being digested by earth
truly a colour?
 
***
 
Traveller, you now
step into the realm of fog
and appearances
 

• 1. '[is it being] touched by a finger?'
• 2. I really like this one!
• 3. 'bunches of yellowed letters / from a dead to a[nother] dead'
• 4. technically, mere crows :)

The scent of the sea

I am bringing the scent of the sea
Humidity pervaded into my salty body
My eyes are red because of the morning frost
I am singing a song
Randomly
I can't make it stop
I can't make it stop
 
I am bringing the scent of the sea
The top of the snowy mountains
Is Freedom
The bottom of it is a sea
Here is the Mediterranean Sea
A frivolous lightness
Is flying around my head
I can't believe it
I can't believe it
 
Ankara is half day away
To play the docile, urban (person) in the streets
To read the newspapers again
The night weariness, again
To get used to the night hastes, again
 
I am bringing the scent of the sea
The sun burnt skin of mine
I don't know why I am careless and bare
Like after sex
I really don't know
I really don't know
 
Ankara is half day away
To play the docile, urban (person) in the streets
To read the newspapers again
The night weariness, again
To get used to the night hastes, again
 
I am bringing the scent of the sea
The sun burnt skin of mine
I don't know why I am careless and bare
Like after sex
I really don't know
I really don't know
 

Absolutely Monsieur

Do you exist or do you not?
Are you? Are you?
These sorts of things are
Meaninglessly boring, I love you
If I say I love you, this sort of
(STRANGE/OVERLY-SERIOUS) you
 
Get a hold of yourself, you're really a huge pain
Don't you miss out on this perfect water temperature
Full of anger, in other words jealous
At a temperature that would make even the kettle boil, GO
 
I pretended to find it difficult
I didn't feel like deciding with rock paper scissors
Wait (wait)
Hold on, ahh
 
I felt like tackling it with all I had
I didn't feel like stepping down at the last second,
After all
Maybe I'll ask for something just one more time
 
Are you dictating or are you not?
Heil! Heil!
You can't go in
An absolutely sovereign monsieur, mon amour
 
Bye bye in the night
Bye bye in the holy night
Bye bye in the night
Bye bye in the night
 
Come, come in the night
Come, come in the holy night
Come, come in the night
Come, come in the night
 
I was holding a bomb
I didn't feel like deciding with rock paper scissors
Wait (wait)
Hold on, ahh
 
Shall we end this experiment?
Shall we go downtown singing la-la?
That's right, we meet at 2 am
 
Ahh, why did it turn out like this?
I didn't feel like stepping down at the last second,
After all
Maybe I'll ask for something just one more time
 

Hello, Do You Copy?

Ah, this evening's sweet bedroom
In a ghost town inhabited by monsters
A late-night family restaurant
A distress signal coming from a broken radio
 
Earth is a giant easter egg
Without the secrets hidden within it being unravelled
At Tokyo's Circular Route 8 late at night
A parade of abandoned cars
 
HELLO, HELLO WORLD
HELLO, HELLO, do you copy?
HELLO, HELLO WORLD
HELLO, HELLO, do you copy?
HELLO, HELLO WORLD
 
HELLO, HELLO WORLD
HELLO, HELLO WORLD
 
Even if everyone were to disappear, it won't end, it can't end
Even if everyone were to disappear, it won't end, it can't end
Even if everyone were to disappear, it won't end, it can't end
Even if everyone were to disappear, it won't end, it can't end
Even if everyone were to disappear
 
Come now, the upbeat party floor
A shopping mall where dead people roam
At a reserved runway late at night
Background music coming from a broken radio
 
Stray streep above ground, in the house
Let's make flowers bloom in the rubble
From the top floor of the apartment complex
We look out on the world's parade of evolution
 
My God, my God, why, my God, my God why,
My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Do you copy?
My God, my God, why, my God, my God why,
My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Do you copy?
HELLO HELLO WORLD
 
Even if everyone were to disappear, it won't end, it can't end
Even if everyone were to disappear, it won't end, it can't end
Even if everyone were to disappear, it won't end, it can't end
Even if everyone were to disappear, it won't end
 

Heart Pounding Hacker

It seems my heart is going thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump
Thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump
Are we kissing?
 
It seems I'm constantly flustered, flustered, flustered, flustered
Flustered, flustered, flustered
Did I make a mistake?
 
Keeping a record 24 hours a day
In the middle of falling down a valley of thoughts
Receiving signals at any time,
Like telling the time, I leak you
If it's things on my mind, I have plenty
I need to keep a record, it's terribly inconvenient
I don't mean to force my way in,
But I leak you at the speed of light
 
It seems my heart is going thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump
Thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump
Are we kissing?
 
With just one fingertip,
That quickly throbbing beat is always mine
With just one fingertip,
That shifting gaze is always mine
 
Take that heart pounding and clip, clip, clip
Clip, clip, clip
Clip, clip, clip & upload
Right now, you're at a shopping center
The sunlight is so dazzling that I blink, blink, blink
Blink, blink, blink
Blink, blink
Blink at the sunlight, all right
 
It seems I'm constantly flustered, flustered, flustered, flustered
Flustered, flustered, flustered
Did I make a mistake?
 
You blink at me?
Or you don't blink at me?
You blink at me?
Or you don't blink at me?
You blink at me?
Or you don't blink at me?
You blink at me?
Or you don't blink at me?
 
Keeping a record 24 hours a day
In the middle of falling down a valley of thoughts
Receiving signals at any time,
Like telling the time, I seek you
I wish it could just stay like it is now
Setting straight right from wrong is terribly inconvenient
I don't mean to force my way in,
But I seek you at the speed of light
 
Come now, there's nothing to worry about
Shall I call you?
After all, I'm always watching from your isde
More importantly, next time would you like to sometimes
Go somewhere together?
No matter what it is, I see through your everything
 
Take even that blink and clip, clip, clip
Clip, clip, clip
Clip, clip, clip & upload
Always habitually blink, blink, blink
Blink, blink, blink
Blink, blink
blink at my lie, all right
 
It seems my heart is going thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump
Thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump
What are you doing?
 

Lonely Planet

Versions: #1
Hello, sound only
Mic check, mic check, one two
Just a little lonely
I'll be right back home home home
 
Hello, sound only
Mic check, mic check, one two
What day is it today?
I'll I'll I'll I'll be home
 
How's life over there, is Earth still blue?
I can't see anything at all at all at all at all at all anymore
Mercury Venus Earth Mars Jupiter Saturn Uranus Neptune Pluto, peering through a lens
There's nothing I can do, I just wait for tidings
 
How's life over there, attach an image for me
How's life over there, I wanna eat umeboshi
Do you feel safe? Don't forget to lock the doors
How's life over there, take care of yourself
 
Hello, sound only
Mic check, mic check, one two
Just a little lonely
I'll be right back home home home
 
Life over here is boredom, is Earth in the ice age?
I can't feel anything at all at all at all at all at all anymore
One, ten, a hundred, a thousand, ten thousand light years, counting on my fingers
There's nothing I can do, I just listen to the radio
 
Life over here is boredom, there's not a single soul
Life over here is boredom, I'm like a king
Danger watching over my lifestyle, metorite warning
Life over here is boredom, I'll write to you again, okay?
 
Hello, sound only
Mic check, mic check, one two
Just a little lonely
I'll be right back home home home
 
Have you completely forgotten, the Earth seems to spin
There's no reception at all at all at all at all at all anymore
I built an antenna in space but my phone's not responding
There's nothing I can do, I just send emails
 
Have you completely forgotten, my lover on land?
Have you completely forgotten? Say it's a lie
It's fine if you forget the stamp, write the address carefully
Have you completely forgotten? Even got a reply
 
Hello, sound only
Mic check, mic check, one two
Just a little lonely
I'll be right back home home home
 
I'll be back home for sure baby, where is Earth's orbit?
I can't even guess at all at all at all at all at all anymore
On this foreign planet that even Urashima Tarou would turn back from
There's nothing I can do, I just carry out my mission
 
I'll be back home for sure baby, Observe the warp of spacetime
I'll be back home for sure baby, Call a taxi
I bought you a souvenir baby, be careful of aging
I'll be back home for sure baby, make sure to come pick me up
 
Hello, sound only
Mic check, mic check, one two
Just a little lonely
I'll be right back home home home
 
It might be hopeless, sorry, stay by my side Earth
Even the UFOs aren't here at all at all at all at all at all anymore
Ten thousand light years ago, the climate had an abnormal showtime
There's nothing I can do, I just wait for the end
 
It might be hopeless, sorry, fuel's running out
It might be hopeless, sorry, my tears are salty
Did my last message come through okay? Be careful of the future
It might be hopeless, sorry, I'm off then - bye bye
 

Would You Know What Being Offended Means?

Versions: #1
Would you know what being offended means?
Being offended is righteousness
It's dewey-eyed and hence it's intemerate
It ain't pork pies
Being offended is 'I love you'
It means standing your ground
Being offended defines me
It's 'I got angry but still here', it's 'I wasn't walking away' , it's 'I can't walk away'
Being offended is playing hard to get, feeling close, it's 'You're jewel to me'
Being offended means 'Tell me that you love', it means 'Come on, get it!'
Being offended is hope, finalizing the I wonder ifs, feeling certain.
 
So, this is all to say:
I'm offended at you!
 

The Norns

Versions: #1
Your eyes spin around and around
Looking around for the terminal station
A fanfare resounds
The city makes a rattling sound
At the lies the place of origin tells,
 
Even now we still hadn't notice
“What, why?” a silhouette shouts
I ignore it and sound the departure bell
In the secret tunnel
I clutch my chest that is making a fuss
For the time being, I tried listening
To this world that should be disappearing soon
 
I’m sorry
It feels like we can never meet again
Fate laughs at us
 
I’ve breaking past the critical point
I'm already leaving the limit
Absolute control has collapsed
'Apocalypticism is nothing but a theory on paper'
I’ll shout from the edge of the world of 0s and 1s
 
Spinning around and around, my gears are malfunctioning
Where is the key to wind them up?
“Mind the gap”
While we idly exchange words,
In this world where the emergency exit
Should be opening soon
 
Goodbye
Without reaching the end of the thread I reel in,
I get tangled up and fall
 
I’m anticipating some major plot twists
Dividing the survival rate of 0
A desperate situation arrives quietly
'Eschatology is only in the dreams of yesterday'
From the end of the tangled worldline, even now,
I'm just praying for you
 
The emergency bell on the eve of the revolution
The pure-hearted maiden's lovesickness
The first and last great prophecy
The last train is now arriving
Board the ark without forgetting your luggage
Breaking through one small point, the principle of causality
To be continued
The boys’ and girls’ revelation
The ragnarok of life's delights
The final battle, Armageddon
You'll disclose a secret of the world
 
I’ve watched everything from the last stop
Biting the forbidden fruit
I’d been bored for the longest, longest time
Fatalism or whatever is only in our delusions
For all or nothing, shall we destroy the structure of the world?
 
I’ve broken past the critical point
If you mean the limit, I've already passed it
Even absolute control will collapse
'Eschatology is only in the armchair theories'
I’ll scream it from the wordline of 0s and 1s
 
I wonder why I'm here
Everything around has stopped,
But it feels like you’ll come see me very soon
So I’ll close my eyes
 

Venus & Jesus

Versions: #1
I wake you up from your doze with a kiss
A princess with strange lips
I give you a ticket to meeting me as you dream
A make-believe VIP airforce
 
There's no time, what time is it?
Five minutes before class begins
I'm not rushing, right now is precious
Five minutes before I meet you
 
Venus is my next-door neighbour
Why? While we still don't know,
Jesus is living across the hall
You should never ask why
 
His bold attacks
'Bye bye' I pretend not to notice
His bold impact
Almost a living hell
 
A wake-up kick instead of a greeting
Bare legs always covered in wounds
Gambling the poker chip in hand on that girl,
With three winks, knock down
 
I don't hate it, I just don't like it
This unpredictable feeling
Don't start anticipating, it's just cause I'm free
The five minutes in which I disappear with you
 
Venus, will that girl always be like that?
If I go now I'll get there in time
Jesus, I can't turn back
Hurry up and realise
 

Unknown World Map

(Unknown World Map World Map)
(Unknown World Map World Map)
 
I don't do things like wishing on stars
I don't think things like 'If only my wish would come true'
 
Even teachers won't teach it
It can't be guessed with school grades
I don't need jealous gazes
It was my first love
 
I don't care about love charms
I've never had girl talk
The tutorial won't start
It was my first map
 
I'll stretch my hands to the sky now
The spark effects burst out
My chest sounds out at a world I've never seen
Together with the wind, the field spreads further
 
Dot to dot, they get connected (Unknown World Map)
A chain reaction spreads further
 
I don't do things like wishing on stars
I don't think things like 'If only my wish would come true'
 
A sun that rains down brilliantly
A voice that sings out lala
Even the sweet smell of soda
Was an uncertain dream
 
The adante tempo continues on
The exclaimation mark loiters about
 
Even angels can't explain it
After the ending finishes
The moments I touched spark out
I cheer up and my heart dances
 
I'll stretch my hands to the sky now
The spark effects burst out
My chest sounds out at a world I've never seen
Together with the wind, the field spreads further
 
Dot to dot, they get connected (Unknown World Map)
A chain reaction spreads further (Unknown World Map)
 

Darkness Darkness

Versions: #1
A voice comes from the darkness, 'Hey'
A voice just came from there, 'Wait'
You can't be seen by anyone's eyes
I feel like you're always there,
So I call out, 'Hey'
You happily responded, 'Yes?'
You tell me I won't lose to anyone
And that you'll always be by my side
 
Look, even behind you
Look, even on top of my head
There's a chilly and cool fellow
An optimistic voice calls out, 'Hey'
 
The elder tilts his head, 'What?'
The fortune teller gives up too, 'Sorry'
You won't lose to them, you know
I wonder if it's possible to go over there someday
 
Look, in the corner of the room
Look, in the gap in the closet
There's a careless dark fellow
A listless voice calls out, 'Hey'
 
I wonder where it is, I can't seem to fall asleep
I wonder where it is, tonight
I wonder where it is, I can't sit still
I wonder where it is, I don't even know if it's here
'Who knows?'
 
We rendezvous in the darkness, a sudden development
Groping, blindfolded, a fast approach
I pet my dog who barks at blank space
Poltergeists are my forte too
 
Look, even right now
Look, even in the cracks of spacetime
There's a fellow with an outrageous aura
A mischievous voice calls out, 'Hey... Hey!'
 
Look, behind you and
Look, even on top of my head
There's such a cool fellow
In a playful voice, 'See ya'
 
A voices disappears from the darkness, 'Hey'
Now there isn't a single reply, 'Wait'
Where are you? Ah, I can't see you anymore
I can't believe you're no longer by my side
 

Living to the Fullest

No matter how much is taken from me,
I feel that I've lived my life to the fullest.
I'm fine, so why don't we just put this to an end?
 
I was an amateur in every sense of the word.
Only when it came to my emotions was I a pro.
I did nothing but dream of sprawling out in the middle of an intersection.
A dark figure always says to me, 'I can't feel sad except with someone I love', causing me to wake.
I wanted to continue being that loved one.
But I have no regrets about it.
 
No matter how much is taken from me,
I feel that I've lived my life to the fullest.
I'm fine, so why don't we just put this to an end?
I heard a voice say, 'ah, as I expected',
but my life really wasn't all that special.
Smile.
 
I became a vessel for saccharine chocolate emotions,
inhaling them in my own way.
Ah, they tasted awful.
I shouldn't have eaten them.
My life was full of that sort of thing.
But I don't hate it.
 
Show me the light.
Show me emptiness.
If I scratch at something overflowing,
I wonder if I'll be able to change, too.
Pride always gets in my way.
Hey, show me more!
 
No matter how much is taken from me,
I feel that I've lived my life to the fullest.
I'm fine, so why don't we just put this to an end?
I heard a voice say, 'ah, as I expected',
but my life really wasn't all that special.
 
When I told you to hurt me, I meant it.
I don't need all the answers.
Just shut up and make me feel the pain.
Please.
I beg of you.
 
No matter how much is taken from me,
I feel that I've lived my life to the fullest.
I'm fine, so why don't we just put this to an end?
I heard a voice say, 'ah, as I expected',
but I swear my life really wasn't all that special.
I sang, and sang, and sang, and sang, and sang.
 

Emily and the 15 Promises

Now listen.
I'm going on a journey to a far off place.
But I'll be sure to bring you back a souvenir, okay?
Until then, I want you to promise me, Emily.
 
1. Before you go to bed, always brush your teeth and say goodnight to your dad.
 
2. Do not expect anything in return for being nice to your friends.
 
3. Keep your appearance nice. Spend money on your clothes.
 
4. Make sure to walk innocently, but always calmly.
 
5. Don't be afraid of connecting with others. Shame is something we bear together.
 
6. Live when you want to live, die when you want to die. The value is yours to decide. Your choices are limitless. You can only believe in yourself. But make sure to become the kind of person that can bear responsibility for all of these things.
 
7. Your grades don't mean anything. Work in a place you like.
 
8. Learn how to love purely and correctly. What is correct is for you to decide.
 
9. Sometimes you need to surrender without trying to get everything for yourself.
 
10. If you are going to say something that will hurt someone, face them directly and say it.
 
11. Don't flaunt your tears around. Weakness is something to reflect on.
 
12. Watch a lot of movies, and read a lot of books.
These days are not eternal, after all. Develop your common sense through your values. Then think deeply about who you are.
 
13. When you become an adult, forget about me, your own values have to uphold you. There are a lot of things that can't be defended with reason. But the things that you believe in and the things that you love will become a truth more precious to you than anything else.
 
14. No matter what, always smile. A smile will make you stronger. But when you're sad, or when you feel like you're in pain, cry in front of somebody important to you.
 
15. There's no need to fear. There's no need to feel lonely. Take your life into your own hands. It's okay if it's full of mistakes. The only one that you can believe in is you. But make sure to become someone who can regret all of these things as well.
 
Emily.
Emily. I miss you. I want to see you.
I love you. I love you.
I love you.
 

It's a rotten life.

Yesterday, I saw in the neighbourhood a girl riding her tricycle
If my real smile is this dirty, I can't show it - Transparent sweat was dripping
Compared to the before, have I become free? Or did I just come to know the darkness?
Giving in to the will of a stranger, falling into the whirlpool of a dysfunctional society
How do I make it to 21 years without company? Please tell me.
I take my shoes off, abandoned washed dishes and clothes
 
Well, isn't this okay? I feel alive - I can feel it in my body
Even those I hated, with the flow of time, they disappeared. In a way, it was freedom
 
If I hadn't been born, I wouldn't have been able to taste it:
The lies from the people I love, jealousy towards my friends - I want compensation
It was really tough
What do you experience when you die? Do you see a new horizon? This world, hell?
The ultimate goal of this life, no one knows it, it can't be helped
I don't know, so why don't you live however you want?
 
Aah, screw it! Let's live for ourselves!
 
Well, isn't this okay? I feel alive - I can feel it in my body
I was a joke, and with the flow of time, I disappeared. In a way, it was freedom
 
Even if my best friend gets married, I can't cheer them on properly
Even if I always leave it behind, my heart is still a kid who wants to stay!
 
This is okay! I feel alive, I can feel it in my body!
Even those I hated, with the flow of time, they disappeared! In a way, it was cruel
This is okay! I feel alive, I can feel it in my body!
I was a joke and with the flow of time, I disappeared! In a way, I was free
 
But even so, I will continue wandering.
 

Diet

Striped trousers, striped trousers
you can cover up your overweight
Although after french fries and fried chicken
the next is not the broth in the top list
 
Keep your head up, chubby child
little girl or little boy
Anyway you are an amusing child
Don't be so conceited
 
If you go on a diet,
you don't have starve to death
The way to reduce hunger:
Just eat less
and more often go to the toilet
Take 10 pills of Bilagit
 
If you go on a diet,
you don't have starve to death
The way to reduce hunger:
Just eat less
and more often go to the toilet
Take 10 pills of Bilagit - 10 pills
Take 10 pills of Bilagit - 20 pills
Take 100 pills of Bilagit
 

That stealthy lad

1. That stealthy lad,
that stealthy young one.
||: Oh, how stealthily he allured
the maiden into the darkness. :||
 
2. Oh, how stealthily he allured
the maiden into the darkness.
||: How stealthily he took
her wreath of rue away. :||
 
3. „Oh you, my dear girl,
oh you, my young one,
you shouldn’t have walked out
that late night,
 
4. You shouldn’t have walked out
that late night,
you shouldn’t have listened
where the young men sing,
where the young men sing
riding to herd the horses grazing in the night.
 
5. You should have listened
in the early morning
||: where the young girls sing
while herding the oxen.” :||
 

Third Planet Сhronicles

I'm pressing 'Start',
Finishing the Third Planet Сhronicles.
I'm slowly sinking
In absolute endless loneliness
 
'Earth, Earth!
How are you there?'
'Everyone are falling down and dying'
'Earth, Earth!
Can you hear me?'
No one answers.
 
Now I'm left alone.
Everything I knew and loved
Has become just a memory now.
But I won't forget,
But I won't forget!
 
That's my hand crossed out the dot and declared:
'Seven planets and five dwarfs in the solar system'
I've already forgot how it started.
Well, what does it matter now...
 
'Earth, Earth!'
Has anyone ever heard
Such a word?
'Earth!', 'Earth!'
Can you even
Imagine that?..
 
Now I'm left alone.
Everything I knew and loved
Has become just a memory now.
But I won't forget,
But I won't forget!
 

My own circus

Gravestone spirit,
Where are you going?
Leaving me here, how far?
 
The dust-covered mug
As if saying it doesn't need any warm coffee
Remains there silently, unmoving
 
The cigarettes stuck to the empty can are plenty dry now
They remain clinging to the bath
Calmly there, unmoving
 
Didn't I say I was perceptive?
It's awful to be distrustful
As I thought, both you and her
Were very humane people
 
The cold, sad spirit stuck deep in my throat
Sinks to the bottom of my stomach
Quietly there, unmoving
 
My shaking limbs lose to solitude
The collapsed bedding is like a bed of needles
My frozen heart, unable to overcome evil
Silently begins to move from there
 
Where are you going?
Leaving me here, how far away?
 
The rack I touch makes a muffled sound
My grasp smells of rust
With my favored antenna
I follow, follow my beloved you
 
From the oozing red, my soul is purified
My own circus that I give her
Calmly remains there, unmoving
 

Shit named 'Gender'

Please, someone. Destroy this hell of a reality. Take me to the dreamy world.
Even though they think we’re foolish. Just ignore them.
As long as we love each other, run through the world.
 
Though we’re taking it very serious.
They will never approve our love, right?
Conversation ends without gaining any trust.
'And they taunted me a few days later.'
You accepted someone like me, who is eccentric.
Now, even trifles can make me laugh. Because I’m holding your hands.
'Gender barrier has no right to deny us.'
'You are my destiny.' Believe in yourself.
The world is in slow motion when I am with you.
Hey, I love you. Hey, thank you.
The scene I used to see has changed.
 
Please, someone. Destroy this hell of a reality. Take me to the dreamy world.
Even though they think we’re foolish. Just ignore them.
As long as we love each other, run through the world.
 
Wish we’ll be recognized by the society. Hope we won't abandon ourselves.
 

BAD PARADOX

That day I didn't realize it was an SOS, and I'm still running after it
I can't go on looking at your hurt figure, stuck between black and white
Just so that no more sad thoughts fall out of your eyes
I'll stand in line with you and be struck by the rain, forever
 
When you try too hard to look for the right answer the problem becomes unsolvable
「I'm right here」
A shout that seems like it could disappear at any time rocks my eardrums
Just so that I'm not late for the rest of my life as it draws near with the sound of 'tick-tock'
I pray, I run, and I'll continue to earnestly protect you
 
I stick out my umbrella over your ashen-colored aspirations, so live on in ecstasy
 
In this world full of uncertainty I just searched for your voice
Embracing only our emotions,
We dance and our hearts beat with excitement.
And even this day, that takes upon the form of my ideals of still wanting to meet,
I want to forget it and don't pay it any mind
Even if 'right now' isn't perfect
We dance and our hearts beat with excitement.
I can hear you
 
What should I do?
I'm going along not knowing the way to progress forward
It's bothersome, annoying, I want to run away
There's enough people to replace me, right?
In the end, I just rested my laurels to those unrewarding days and realized
That paths aren't for anything else except trying to walk them.
 
Use your blue-colored intent as a shield, and just be as wild as you want
 
In this world full of uncertainty, I just wanted to know what love is
There's no need for sympathy
We dance and our hearts beat with excitement.
I find you
 
If you gloss over everything nothing will be solved
In the midst of this pain we managed to meet, so just believe
 
In this world full of uncertainty I just searched for your voice
Embracing only our emotions,
We dance and our hearts beat with excitement.
And even this day, that takes upon the form of my ideals of still wanting to meet,
I want to forget it and don't pay it any mind
This perfect moment happening right now is boring
So we dance and our hearts beat with excitement.
I can hear you shout
 

The Last Kiss

Versions: #1
Eventually, the day comes for everyone
Where we must pay for everything, then we'll stand there
Think, how nice it once was
Regret our mistakes, would've liked to have done everything differently
Never would've committed all our evils
 
We live hidden, wiping all our traces away
From the others and from ourselves
So that no one will ever see, who we really are...
 
Where is the place for the truest kiss
I know that I need to find it for us
On a street in the rain, on a mountain close to the moon
Or can you only get it on your deathbed
Where is the place for the truest kiss
The only one that I still need to give you...
 
All those who stand closest to us, are the ones we love to hurt the most
And the question as to why that is, remains for our whole life
 
When is the time for the truest kiss
The one that's got to wipe away our lies
Give me the time for a true kiss
That's how we want to kiss one another, at least at the end
It'll be a kiss that absolves everything
The one that forgives everything and frees the both of us
You've got to gift it to me, I might be a thief
But if it's stolen it's worthless, and then I won't need it
 

Passion for Freedom

We are Ferhat1 of the freedom
Our love can't be left half finished
This is the heart of us which pierce both prisons and mountains
This is us who walk in prison, assuming these four walls are roads
This is us who infest the peaks of mountains like a smoke
 
Does Ferhat's Şirin can be left without veil?
Our longing will end, our enemies are hopeless
That wall, your wall isn't matter a whit
 
When preventing opression
When being a home for resistance
Can that lovesick heart fit
Into walls of prisons?
It overflows to peaks and flow to tomorrow
While it take the fire of hope along itself
 
If you make these fusty walls from iron
Freedom is in our hands, your barriers are desperate
That wall, your wall isn't matter a whit
 

• 1. Ferhat is lover of Şirin in a famous Turkish folk love story.

Kiss me (hairy pussy)

Versions: #1
It always stays still
Because it wants to be fingered
It blows itself up1 in the dry grass
The moist little eye becomes wet
 
Imprisoned2 in darkness
Never sees the light of the sun
Quivering with lust, it begs
men's tongues
 
Kiss me
 
It bites firmly in every tongue3,
because it loves being licked.
But since it tastes somewhat bitter,
it will rarely be kissed
 
Imprisoned in...
 
Kiss me
 
The tongue now crawls out of the mouth
and strikes it wildly and ecstatically.
Several times intensely in the face
It bleeds terribly from the nose
 
Imprisoned in...
 
Kiss me
On my moist lips
Kiss me
Even when it tastes bitter
Kiss me
 

• 1. This can literally mean inflate!!
• 2. trapped
• 3. Think of how the labia majora somewhat represents lips biting at tongues during oral sex