A keresés eredménye oldal 9
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2021.09.12.
Grateful
I'm Grateful
Before you
For all your truth and grace
and the good, and the bad, and the good
That you've done with me and with my household
And with my relatives, friends and fellow citizens
And with the whole world and its people
That you've created
Slowly, and silently
Walking mincingly
Is our future to come
And you, are smiling, to me from your sleep
Things will get better, much better, you'll see
It starts early in the morning
And you, are laughing
To me, From your sleep.
2021.05.19.
Pearl Manicure
Pearl manicure fingers caress the piano
Your favorite, [baby pink]
Tears will make it hard to see
You having an unexpected affair with an older person
I'd much rather it be a case of someone I didn't know
[Oh, I'm crying, crying]
Tears at twilight will fall until they dry out
Your favorite, [baby pink]
I'll never paint them that a second time
[My darling] Why have you
loved somebody else?
Even though, surely, I was your one love
[Oh I'm crying, crying]
Kindness was the atonement I got
Your favorite, [baby pink]
I'll never paint them that a second time
[Oh, I'm crying, crying]
Kindness was the atonement I got
Your favorite, [baby pink]
I'll never paint them that a second time
2021.03.30.
The Chula of the Tiny Woman
Someone called me tiny
Someone called me tiny
It didn't make any difference to me
It didn't make any difference to me
I have a mild stature
But I have an immense soul!
It was a great one I spoke to
It was a great one I spoke to
His greatness is not strange for me
Some great ones I know here
They're only big in size
I know some people who deny
I know some people who deny
This that many do not know
This that many do not know
I get to where the big ones go
And where the big ones don't fit
A woman should not be measured
A woman should not be measured
By the size of her body
By the size of her body
The greatness she has
It's inside her heart
The ancient people said
In their wisdom
The acient people said
In their wisdom
'The woman and the sardine
We prefer the smallest'.
2021.03.10.
Unforgettable Memories
The blue street light
Is flickering on the street
Standing alone at the window, staring at the moonlight
The stars are shining
*I'm crying, I'm crying
No one knows me, ah
Who is singing?
Lightly it comes from a distance
I miss you
2021.02.27.
Rain
An asphalt road, in front of a wall
beggars in the corner
i shout all over the city
that they should look at me, only at me.
Take part in battles
victories, defeats
i shout all over the city
that they should look at me, only at me.
Rain, let it finally rain
because it needs to wash it all
don't want to see everything when the rain comes
let it finally rain
because the city is already tired
she is afraid of herself
wants to breathe.
Memories, darkness
asking again, no answer
i shout all over the city
that they should look at me, only at me.
Rain, let it finally rain....
i shout all over the city
that they should look at me, only at me.
2021.02.08.
The Last Performance in the Schoolyard
[Verse 1]
Someone told me that I grew up
Let's not hide behind our own finger
And let's not even hide in the schoolyard anymore
Because no one will tell us to go to the lesson
I don't see you anywhere, maybe you've been marked absent
But the point is that I used to know you better than anyone
And now I've seen you posing in photos with friends
And I wonder if you have the same anxieties you had in the past
Because I once knew you, you see
And I was half in love with you, as always
And I mainly fell in love with the fact that
You were far from everything I usually tend to fall in love with
As if habits have the same meaning
As if we're the same kids, with the same mindset
Just a bit quieter and with wisdom teeth in our smiles
And you'll ask me why I'm writing all these
'Because I unlock my past through girls'
And it's unfair to call my lyrics 'love lyrics'(?)
While I'm just a boy who's holding a flashlight
And in memory's darkness I'm searching
That night they decorated the schoolyard for a celebration
And I walked on stage, full of anxiety
I tore a bad page, before giving away the notebook
And I got up to say I song on the schoolyard
[Pre-Chorus]
Another night when I don't know if I'm sleeping
And I'm scared to open the closet
The ghosts are dancing in the night
And the voices in my head never cease
[Chorus]
They tell me 'Come back
You owe one last performance in the schoolyard!'
They tell me 'Wake up
We dug out your old notebook!'
They tell me 'Forget
For a bit, when we go, when we head to paradise!'
The strobe lights get lower
And in the place everything started, it will end tonight!
[Verse 2]
'Man, the kid can write· who would expect it?'
This fucking phrase is my whole life
As if it would be obvious from my face if I felt a lot
As if art has certain characteristics
'Bravo, Manolis', they tell me, 'you write well
In a similar way, even if it's been 10 years since you were 17'
'Thanks, but why are you surprised?'
I think about it for a bit and I'm in the schoolyard again
Without a girl, though, this time
Without friends, with nothing. I went back, though
Time went back, 16 again. I took everything I wanted
But I remembered how much I hated being alone
I play with a football, and gently kick it on the wall
And him, like an old friend, returns it
And he almost asks if I have any news
But I tell him 'I haven't come here to talk
I have come for the performance, but the place is empty
And everything is dark in the schoolyard'
I thought I came alone, but the witches set a trap for me
I came with a girl, but her name is Loneliness
[Pre-Chorus]
Another night when I don't know if I'm sleeping
And I'm scared to open the closet
The ghosts are dancing in the night
And the voices in my head never cease
[Chorus]
They tell me 'Come back
You owe one last performance in the schoolyard!'
They tell me 'Wake up
We dug out your old notebook!'
They tell me 'Forget
For a bit, when we go, when we head to paradise!'
The strobe lights get lower
And in the place everything started, it will end tonight!
They tell me 'Come back
You owe one last performance in the schoolyard!'
They tell me 'Wake up
We dug out your old notebook!'
They tell me 'Forget
For a bit, when we go, when we head to paradise!'
The strobe lights get lower
And in the place everything started, it will end tonight!
[Outro]
Another night when I don't know if I'm sleeping
And I'm scared to open the closet
The ghosts are dancing in the night
And the voices in my head...
2021.02.03.
Rică from Obor
Wind blows on the narrow street
Aching hearts will skip a beat
Wind blows through the gypsy hood
Hearts cried, if they could!
Wind blows as in sunny springs
Perfume of a girl it brings.
Wind blows through the gypsy slum
Hearts cry out the one!
Winds may wander far away
Girls' longing is here to stay
All their tears, forevermore,
all for Rică, from Obor.
Come, let's run away
Forget what they say
Everything that was
Put all on pause
Come, just dance with me
Fear not what will be
'till the break of dawn
Fear not what will come
Rică from Obor
Girl - my heart's so sore!
Watch their tears still pour
Rică from Obor
Oh, he had such hazel eyes
He was tops, above all guys
And his voice: such soothing sound
All the girls - spellbound.
When he walked around the hood
you could feel that all was good.
He was smooth, his hands were gloved,
he knew he was loved!
For there was no girl in sight
That would not love him that night
And no spouse that's spoken for
Wouldn't miss that score.
Come, let's run away
Forget what they say
Everything that was
Put all on pause.
Come, just dance with me
Fear not what will be
'till the break of dawn
Fear not what will come
He had no match in the world
And his earring's made of gold
And he had a carved out cane
Sceptre of his reign
And as he walked once, in twilight,
No one felt things were not alright.
A small gypsy, with a knife
Jumps to take his life!
Rică falls down, and he's numb
And the ambulance don't come.
'Tell me, Rică, does it hurt?'
Blood pours on his shirt...
Come, let's run away
Forget what they say
Everything that was
Put all on pause.
Come, just dance with me
Fear not what will be
'till the break of dawn
Fear not what will come
Rică from Obor
Girl - my heart's so sore
Watch their tears still pour
Rică from Obor
2021.01.07.
Ash, when will you come into leaf?
Ash, ash, when will you come into leaf?
All trees have come into leaf
Dear ash alone was not coming in leaf
Dear ash only started to come into leaf
When a nightingale flew over
Nightingale is forging a crown
In my dear garden of roses
I neither sleep nor work
I only have to listen to the nightingale
2020.12.18.
I Held Your Hand
So you told me that almost
all that you believed
somewhat blocks the light for you
You'll go as you came
and the loneliness and I
will be left here behind
How long will this all burn?
and when will you know?
That I held your hand
when my heart was trembling
that i feared myself
that i thought it was possible
that now what remains is
to forgive and forget already
So don't tell me that you tried
that the heart is not glass
even if it is now broken
You didn't choose and didn't want
the border you didn't cross
leave it till tomorrow
How long will this all burn?
and when will you know?
That I held your hand
when my heart was trembling
that i feared myself
that i thought it was possible
that now what remains is
to forgive and forget already
I hate but love you
finding out how to lose you
to someone else
that he is yours forever
my heart has almost forgotten
only upon occasion it is a bit stressed
by memories that have not yet
have not yet been erased
I held your hand
when my heart was trembling
that i feared myself
that i thought it was possible
that now what remains is
to forgive and forget already
That I held your hand
when my heart was trembling
that i feared myself
that i thought it was possible
that now what remains is
to forgive and forget already
2020.12.08.
Asal Mein Song Lyrics
Kyun khuda ne di lakeerein
Jismein zahir naam nahi tera
Likh raha hoon dard saare
Yoon to shayar naam nahi mera
Itna bhi kya bewafa koyi hota hai
Yeh soch kar raat bhar
Dil yeh rota hai
Asal mein tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
Aasmaan se kya khata huyi
Taara uska toota kyun
Log mujhse puchhte hai
Sath apna chhoota kyun
Kya majbooriyan kaisi yeh dooriyan
Dil yeh samjhe na
Hote hain pyar mein aise bhi imtehan
Maine ab jaana
Khwaab hi bas reh gaye hain
Jinmein ho tum humsafar mere
Asal mein tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
Mande nai bandishan ae pyar nahio jhukde
Raah teri takkde ae nain nahio rukde
Hisse hain aaiyan ve udeekan tere yaar chon
Kivein lutawan mere hanju nahio lukde
Hove khair sajjna ve paave paer sajjna ve
Kade sannu vi nehde turr aa
Haaye ve hovein khair sajna ve
Paave paer sajjna ve bas
Hunn dena dil ton dua
Kaash tum phir laut aao
Mit jaaye saare gham yeh jo mere
Asal mein tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
2020.12.05.
Black sleep
All these voices speaking in my head (in my head)
There's not one to catch up with the other, blank look on the hotel wall
Then, often, I send everything out the window (out the window)
I know my demon is trying to demonstrate that my problems have first names
Ha, but (ha, but) you won't get me this time
I'm in a good mood, I feel it never ends
You won't get me this time
And I say hello to everything that takes me away from you
In the middle of a dark sleep, if I can't stop myself, go ahead, wake me up
I adore the black sun as long as the good life is watching me and watching over me
In the middle of a dark sleep, if I can't stop myself, go ahead, wake me up
I adore the black sun as long as the good life is watching me and watching over me
Black sun works only if everything's fine, when the soul is misty difficult to paint
Without clearing up, hard to assume that the tears light up and end up extinguishing me
I'm afraid to sink into the love of sound, I see my eyes furrowed in longing for the shadows
The impression of locking myself up, the impression of hurting myself, the intention of looking for the hellish intention
Oh yeah
As if I wanted to discover feelings that I had never lived
As if I took something new to feed myself
Be careful not to get stuck in the action like a controlled dream
Life must make us want to say: 'Fuck the opinion that wants to put us aside ''
Life must make us want to say: 'Fuck the opinion that wants to put us aside ''
In the middle of a dark sleep, if I can't stop myself, go ahead, wake me up
I adore the black sun as long as the good life is watching me and watching over me
In the middle of a dark sleep, if I can't stop myself, go ahead, wake me up
I adore the black sun as long as the good life is watching me and watching over me
Writing nostalgia puts me back on a good journey, erasing the tragic feelings of shipwreck
Feelings of abandonment on a few phrasing, abundant melodies in the manner of Frager
I think in psychoanalysis, replacing my psychologist at the base, eh
I write in my life what happens to me, if I heal, it's because I wrote the bad, eh
In the middle of a dark sleep, if I can't stop myself, go ahead, wake me up
I adore the black sun as long as the good life is watching me and watching over me
In the middle of a dark sleep, if I can't stop myself, go ahead, wake me up
I adore the black sun as long as the good life is watching me and watching over me
Oh
Life must make us want to say: 'Fuck the opinion that wants to put us aside ''
Watch out for me
Life must make us want to say: 'Fuck the opinion that wants to put us aside ''
In the middle of a dark sleep, if I can't stop myself, go ahead, wake me up
I adore the black sun as long as the good life is watching me and watching over me
In the middle of a dark sleep, if I can't stop myself, go ahead, wake me up
I adore the black sun as long as the good life is watching me and watching over me
Oh
Life must make us want to say: 'Fuck the opinion that wants to put us aside ''
Oh
Life must make us want to say: 'Fuck the opinion that wants to put us aside ''
Eh
2020.12.05.
What did you do in my dream?
What did you do in my dream
What did you do in my dream
You could be God
My greatest love
Or my guitar teacher
My father or he,
Who I’ve already missed for so long
The head of my record company
My secret admirer
My friend and even my son
Who I so willingly kiss
I close my eyes once again
And hope now you come again
I feel you, I feel you
What did you do in my dream?
Why’d you come in there?
What did you do in my dream?
I woke up suddenly
And all morning long
I thought only of you
What did you do in my dream?
Why did you sneak in?
Tell me, how’d you get inside there?
What did you do in my dream?
Maybe you’re my night spirit
Or an angel who watches over me
You’re surely not the devil
I don’t let him near me
In any case, you’re not something
Because you’ve got that certain something
And that is mostly much too wonderful
To be true
I close my eyes once again
And hope now you come again
I feel you, I feel you
What did you do in my dream?
Why’d you come in there?
What did you do in my dream?
I woke up suddenly
And all morning long
I thought only of you
What did you do in my dream?
Why did you sneak in?
Tell me, how’d you get inside there?
What did you do in my dream?
I close my eyes again
And hope you come again now
I feel you, I feel you
You could be God
2020.12.05.
Silent Like the Majority
Your image of a mirror
Could have been the reporter on the screen
The being which moves with the glass
Or just something
Uncontainable by the imagination
Never go past on red
The green [boy] in the streetlight is your friend
And the hatred in folk’s eyes is just bluffing.
No practising, no hassles
There are three hundred and sixty-five days in a year
And life is a fact.
Whether you use a tape measure
The cutting-edge discoveries in psychology
Or try to parse it out
There is distance between men
Which is the same as the distance between homes
But there is still loneliness
An individual hill in itself.
Learn to think about what blocks you
The elevator powered by electricity
The block that is another page in your workbook
The light grey gravel and the flag which is equal to your pride
Learn to think about what blocks you.
Though the postbox is always empty
Can you prove your hypothesis
With authorized documentation
The person who pays back on the instalments for their appliances
And takes a breath in front of a mirror.
If you insure yourself
If the television is safe in the living room
You do not even need to open the window
To add light blue to the world in darkness.
You are as sturdy as superpowers
You do not have to worry about anyone else
Sit down on the other side of the negotiating table in your thoughts.
2020.12.04.
Telling Diamond from the Rest - Is It True Love
Is it true love?
Not saying I don't like you
Some part of me just doesn't wanna admit it
Is it true love?
Once I fall in love, I can't go back
I'm afraid of that, too
Folding before the game gets too serious
I thought I'd gotten over the pain
Funny that I'm still scared
Is it true love?
I'm not a child
Fine-tuning the screenplay of romance
Nailing every scene with finesse
If I want to be that actress
Maybe now's my chance
Maybe you're the one
Try telling diamond from the rest
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
Tell me, is this the real thing?
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
This takes skills
Is it true love?
He appears, a little younger than me
Not my type but
His high IQ is sexy
That's my weak spot
What jumps over the invisible walls around me is
A dry, witty conversation
Is it true love?
I want to be polished
Bagging both love & success
Playing every scene with style
If I wish to be that actress
Maybe now's my chance
Maybe you're the one
Wake up the diamond inside you
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
Our time is fleeting
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
A rose-scented sigh
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
Tell me, is this the real thing?
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
A rose-scented sigh
2020.12.04.
Red Rose
Dreaming an endless dream in a dream
The restrained red in the red thread
After all thrills, only pains from fatigue
Then, complete indifference
As I embrace you from your behind
The face you're expecting is not mine
It can't be more ironic
I hardly understand but hope you do
Is happiness too light to be light
And doesn't hurt even if abused?
Ripe and red, an empty pupil
Finally cleared, no end obtained
Those who can't get are always in turmoil
While the preferred feel reassured and emboldened
The red of rose - A fragile dream
When held in hand, it flows away through finger seams
And all becomes in vain
The red is a cinnabaric mole on my heart
And so ordinary as a mosquito's blood
Time ornamented the remaining palpitation
And excitation as well
As I embrace you from your behind
The face you're expecting is not mine
It can't be more ironic
I hardly understand but hope you do
Is happiness too light to be light
And doesn't hurt even if abused?
Ripe and red, an empty pupil
Finally cleared, no end obtained
Those who can't get are always in turmoil
While the preferred feel reassured and emboldened
The red of rose - A fragile dream
When held in hand, it flows away through finger seams
And all becomes in vain
Is love too light to be light
And doesn't hurt even if abused?
Fiery burnt, meandering and twisting in my heart
Finally frozen, no end obtained
Those who can't get are always in turmoil
While the preferred feel reassured and emboldened
The red of rose - A fragile dream
When held in hand, it flows away through finger seams
Those who can't get are always in turmoil
While the preferred feel reassured and emboldened
The red of rose - A fragile dream
When held in hand, it flows away through finger seams
And all becomes in vain again
2020.12.02.
Luna Park
Colourful lights, smiles, loud music
children rushing to catch the rides
Summer nights of sin, unexpected love,
like three rainy days in August.
They told me' ' Loves and firestoms are much of the same'
they scream until they get your attention
Just like brat toddlers
who never learned to behave in a mild way.
And our happiness is a luna park
and shines so bright that if you watch from the Moon, you'll see it
you'll see remorses and insecurities playing hide and seek
among with calmness and a quiet feeling.
Every time she kisses you, you are the seeker
you are counting to hunderd five by five,
You breathe and smile, as you were at the luna park,
here you go, here you forget, here you love,
here you space out and you smile at me like a child.
Colourful lights, smiles, loud music
children rushing to catch the rides
Summer nights of sin, unexpected love,
like three rainy days in August.
They told me' ' Loves and firestoms are much of the same'
they scream until they get your attention
Just like brat toddlers
who never learned to behave in a mild way.
And our adolescence is a luna park
and shines so bright that if you watch from the Moon, you'll see it
you'll see remorses and insecurities playing hide and seek
among with calmness and a quiet feeling.
Every time she kisses you, you are the seeker
you are counting to hunderd five by five,
You breathe and smile, as you were at the luna park,
here you love but you've grown up and you don't go there anymore.
2020.12.02.
The Town Where Sigh Disappear
You were looking for
the town where sigh disappear
yet, where did you go?
The answer is, you're gently
leaving a light
inside the night fog in a faraway town
For example, if you head to the town
with your shadow remains an illusion
It seems like the sunrise sky will always
reflect a never-changing morning
The time stopped
inside the room
reflected by a town where rain pours
Shall I write you a letter
while listening to
the whisper of the wind?
For example, if you head to the town
with your shadow remains an illusion
It seems like the town where the rain pours will always
reflect a never-changing form of yours
You were looking for
the town where sigh disappear
yet, where did you go?
The answer is, you're gently
leaving a light
inside the night fog in a faraway town
2020.11.30.
Where did my years go?
I ran to raise fortunes and money,
In vain I raise them,
Because I gathered enemies
I worked in vain, I struggled hard
And I didn't give anything to my soul...
The years pass quickly, my years pass,
And in my old age I feel sorry for them,
I gathered money in my life, but what's the use?
The youth is gone, all that is beautiful...
I ran to raise fortunes and money,
In vain I raise them,
Because I gathered enemies
I worked in vain, I struggled hard
And I didn't give anything to my soul...
(chorus)
Where did my years, my years, my life go?
I quickly went through them, my years, my life...
I would give all my fortune, if I could,
To have just one day from my youth.
I'm sorry now and I'm still thinking
The years don't come back even if I pay them,
All the money in the world if I would collect
I couldn't buy my youth!
I ran to raise fortunes and money,
In vain I raise them,
Because I gathered enemies
I worked in vain, I struggled hard
And I didn't give anything to my soul...
(chorus)
Where did my years, my years, my life go?
I quickly went through them, my years, my life...
I would give all my fortune, if I could,
To have just one day from my youth.,,
2020.11.26.
Why are you weeping, my violin?
Why are you weeping, my violin?
Have you been hurt?
People want to have fun,
and they are looking at us in disbelief.
At one time your strings sang solely
of love, love and happiness,
and spirited follies took turns
piece by piece.
How lightly flew the bow,
of her each song did sing.
Now my heart sinks
and my hand is so tired.
A silver ring on my finger
quite suddenly broke asunder,
the strings tremolo
like a death cry:
Off from my finger,
only falsehood has stuck to it anyway.
Hey! Look, how I can drink now
and fiddle merrily.
Why are you weeping, my violin?
2020.11.24.
For verdant fields my heart does long
For verdant fields my heart does long
in winter times so bleak
2020.11.24.
Wet highways
At more than 100
Counting the lights to go back
Again, I am
Looking for you not knowing where I'm going
And holding on to the rudder tightly
Guessing what you're thinking
Dying of thirst
To see you again
Two thousand cigarettes and a thousand beers in my head
Imagining that the car rises up above the grass
And again, the sweat
Is chilling my veins
Soaking me in sorrow
And if my fate is
Going down that road, I'll take it
Wet Highways
Frozen Mists
Again I'm driving at dawn
Fearing to be
From what I can see
I will keep on driving the car until morning
It's daybreak, almost four in the morning
Falling alone, the souls that were unhappy in me
Forgive me
I didn't mean it
It's just that I don't understand
If it's such a long time
I know you can come back
Wet Highways
Frozen Mists
Again I'm driving at dawn
Fearing to be
From what I can see
I will keep on driving the car until morning.
Fear of seeing you is surrounding me
It's driving you away from me
It's driving you away from me
Wet Highways
Frozen Mists
Again I'm driving at dawn
Fearing to be
From what I can see
I will keep on driving the car until morning.
Fear of seeing you
Is surrounding me
It's driving you away from me
It's driving you away from me
Wet Highways
Frozen Mists
Again I'm driving at dawn
Fearing to be
From what I can see
I will keep on driving the car until morning.
Fear of seeing you
Is surrounding me
It's driving you away from me
2020.11.23.
My greeting
If I want to send my love
the best greeting to her house,
I will look for it in the fields
and choose the most beautiful flowers.
All over the world
flowers and stars
are the most faithful messengers
and also the most appropriate.
What I tell the stars
and what the little flower says to me, -
stars and flowers repeat it to her
in secret and they don't gossip.
2020.11.23.
That is mine
Thoughts are free - and only you know your own
In their own head, everyone is alone with oneself
And by now so much shit is happening around me
Hooray! Finally I have something to write about
Is it normal if an unknown child only means something to you
When their sad eyes shine from billboards?
Everything is so strange - I say something serious
But you don't take me seriously because you think I mean everything ironically.
Why do I even still get annoyed by nigger jokes?
And why is only Telepizza still open after eleven o'clock, huh?
You think that is cynical? I think you are cynical!
Because in your resignation you accept the lies
You want to tell me what to do? I tell you what I have to do
I write my part on my computer
Write until the day comes and sleep on the subway
You say that is strange? I don't care - leave me alone
That is mine! Noone of you will take that away from me
I made that myself, go away
That all belongs to me
My tears, my sweat, my work
My head, my wandering, my madness
That is mine! Noone of you will take that away from me
I made that myself, go away
That all belongs to me
My tears, my sweat, my work
My head, my wandering, my madness
I am lazy but I make an effort for what I feel
No idea why, the brain is a tricky machine
You say I don't have goals, I say, you don't have love
And will be surprised about where your paths will one day lead you
Let me lie here - I close my eyes
And simply invent some new video games
Fuck my passport, in my head I'm still 14
Just a bit bigger and hairier and my voice is deeper
And the worries? There were some more along the years
And the scars? There were some more along the years
But I stay where I was and do what I want
As long as I can still sleep at night, that's okay
If life were a movie, this would be my soundtrack
If life were a prison, this would be my way out
But unfortunately all this is a little bit more complex
Egotrip - who is not a real rapper now?
That is mine! Noone of you will take that away from me
I made that myself, go away
That all belongs to me
My tears, my sweat, my work
My head, my wandering, my madness
That is mine! Noone of you will take that away from me
I made that myself, go away
That all belongs to me
My tears, my sweat, my work
My head, my wandering, my madness
And it takes fucking long to reach where you want to go
Sometimes I feel alone and no human is an island
And I cannot say thank you enough...
To everyone who is important to me!
Sometimes I live like a woodlouse
Thank you for always calling and sorry that I don't always pick up
Then I hang out at home, my phone is on silent
No sound, just this constant murmur in the back of my head
And I know what it means to hesitate out of fear of fucking up
But with this attitude you cannot even make it
I succeeded in getting my ass of my armchair
Look - this rapper has wings
These are my thoughts and they go in circles
So don't ask why the album is called Egotrip
These beats are not mine, but each fucking line is
Noone can take this away from me, no - that is mine!
That is mine! Noone of you will take that away from me
I made that myself, go away
That all belongs to me
My tears, my sweat, my work
My head, my wandering, my madness
That is mine! Noone of you will take that away from me
I made that myself, go away
That all belongs to me
My tears, my sweat, my work
My head, my wandering, my madness
2020.11.17.
Woman's Turning Away Song
For me drifting all alone
The old playful jokes one by one
Are torn away like nameless flower petals
Thrown away thrown away discarded
A song of a woman's heart turning away
Sometime somewhere I must have heard
An old whispered comic song
I tried to cry coldly but
I'm in a dark dark dark room
A song of a woman's heart turning away
Finally fruitlessly fading away
Even thoughts of fake dreams of my past
What remains on the cold tatami floor is
The red red tears of blood
A song of a woman's heart turning away
2020.11.16.
On our side
I hear the steps when you go to the bedroom
And after you put the door closed
I would ask if you are okay
You know anyway
You answer '' No worries ''
'' I just slept poorly ''
Although you can't know anyone completely
I would like to see your smile again
Where do you go when you sink
To your thoughts and disappear somewhere I can't follow
You think it's better to push me away
When no one could understand
The storms you hide inside your head
But even if we have hard times
Darling, I won't let you push me away
It is safe to fall apart in my arms
When nothing you say could make me like you any less
Although you can't know anyone completely
I would like to hear your silence again
Where do you go when you sink
To your thoughts and disappear somewhere I can't follow
You think it's better to push me away
When no one could understand
The storms you hide inside your head
But even if we have hard times
Darling, I won't let you push me away
And I promise to be always here, on our side
Now that you press into my arms
I feel you completely
Where do you go when you sink
To your thoughts and disappear somewhere I can't follow
You think it's better to push me away
When no one could understand
The storms you hide inside your head
But even if we have hard times
Darling, I won't let you push me away
2020.11.16.
Pretty / Beautiful Face
No one can measure
Your beauty
As long as you can take pride in
Yourself and the only body you have,
You truly are
A beautiful person
A chiseled jawline
Born in 2000 and raised in Tokyo
The young and photoshopped you in the photo is pretty
Change your face, You change your future
Is beauty that wonderful?
No one can measure
Your beauty
As long as you can take pride in
Yourself and the only body you have,
You truly are
A beautiful person
Change your lip line, your eyes, your bones
To maintain your dignity
That was a little girl’s solution
A hundred years before 2019
That girl is my grandma
But she doesn’t look a thing like me
Is beauty spiritual?
No one can measure
Your beauty
As long as you can take pride in
Yourself and this one heart you have,
“She’s beautiful”
You will become beautiful.
The only one to survive the storm
Was a dingy.
Is beauty only the physical?
No one can measure
Your beauty
As long as you can take pride in
Yourself and the only body you have,
You truly are
A beautiful person
My reflection in the mirror is a stranger
Yeah, that day
You were secretly proud
Of the hidden genes
That made you beautiful.
The truth is you were beautiful.
2020.11.15.
Da da dam (I give you my yes)
Everyone’s speaking
Nobody’s saying anything
Empty eyes
And my heart goes damm dada dada damm damm
Nobody’s saying what they’re thinking and most are quiet
Following a sense that leads us to nowhere
Who feels the reality and doesn’t want to know
is lost
In this game
Only love
Breaks the lies
The curtain drops
And my heart goes damm dada dada damm damm
Our wings glow and unfurl
We come in our power and we straighten up
No fear that you’re not lively
Start first
What is eternal
So much fog
You watch
No answer
Where are you
Our heart beats damm dada dada damm damm
Damm damm da dada dada damm damm
Always damm damm da dada dada damm damm
Doesn’t stop
Until sometime
No path too vast
No street too long
We are ready
We are starting exactly first
What lies behind us
Was still comes and what was
No end in sight
And I give you my yes
I give you I give you my yes
I give you I give you my yes
2020.11.13.
The darkest night of the year
the city streets are flooding with snow
when somebody ordered a Christmas package from Silk Road
already from the window I saw it was sleeting horizontally
I put on old boots
I too head off against the wind
I visit my grandmother to bring her a coffee pack
she brews me a coffee and ties me a braid
grandmother wants to die but so do I
maybe the elves will hear our wishes some time
I am searching for light alone on the darkest night of the year
into that darkness I already lost my reflector
in vain endless neon lights try to hit it
only a lost one can see an angel around here
on a bus stop for nothing I was freezing for an hour
and I drove my grandmothers walker stuck to the black ground
Christmas land is also something else than just a bad dream
it is gray like my mind
I wish there was at least snow
where are the celebrations that are not seen on the streets
company seems to visit only on the dead ones
try to forget all your ordinary worries there
when fingers frozen you are laying a candle on your sisters grave
I am searching for light alone on the darkest night of the year
into that darkness I already lost my reflector
in vain endless neon lights try to hit it
only a lost one can see an angel around here
I am searching for light alone on the darkest night of the year
into that darkness I already lost my reflector
I can only eat a Christmas dinner at a kiosk
only a lost one can see an angel around here
only a lost one can see an angel around here
2020.11.05.
Opaque blanket of snow
This opaque blanket of snow
Probably, holds some meaning
For that I collected
I pray
Ah, the shape of my heart
formed in my childhood,
Brought me back to this time
I spent with you
In solitude I was overflowing with loneliness
Unable to say anything, I hid it all
Memories of your crying profile
pile up like snow
I drop you into the restless
depths of my heart
because you bring light to me
The dream ends...
This opaque blanket of snow
Probably, holds some meaning
For that I collected
I pray
I feel like I can still remember
Even your habits and movements
One day, it'll all melt and become pure again
Ah, this place I spent time with you
The mornings I'm not
by your side
pile up like snow...
Your words and voice
Ring in my ears
Even though we were so tightly knit...
My murky feelings
Pushed you away
The words I didn't mean to say increase...
I really wanted to convey it
That I love you
But I couldn't put power into it...
Laugh for me one last time
Will your smile, one day
melt into the snow, and become pure again?
Under this opaque blanket of snow
The days that we spent together
and the love we had, are melting away...
2020.11.03.
Blue airmail
A blue airmail fell on the postbox
In a hurry I take it out without letting it soak in the rain
Pressing the umbrella against my cheek, I can't wait to open it
And I can't walk of how painful is your quirky writing
I wonder if even these news
That sometimes reach will stop coming
But I still like you
I don't give up to the passing of time
Winter will come earlier to your town
Are you wearing the coat of when we met the last time?
If I visited you 5, no, 8 years ago
I want you to shine so much that I can't call you
If I lose you for not choosing you
Sad affections will pierce my chest
But I still like you
I don't give up to the passing of time
But I still like you
I don't give up to the passing of time
2020.11.01.
Beautiful Season
Your breathing disperses in the daybreak light as you're asleep
Takes me back to that day we suddenly went our separate ways
Without writing even a farewell letter, I left for a journey
Always thinking about you in some strange town
Love me again, we'll never be apart again
The beautiful season has come to an end
But if I hold you, I can stand even the cold wind
I used to live lost, stumbling in the darkness
I was told to follow my passions
Why do we only notice what is important after it is lost?
I hope you can forgive the selfishness of my youth
Love me again, this revived love is for eternity
The beautiful season has come to an end
Our hearts' bond will grow stronger after the storm passes
Love me again, we'll never be apart again
Love me again, this revived love is for eternity...
Love me again, we'll never be apart again
Love me again, this revived love is for eternity...
2020.10.26.
No, you won't have my sons no more
Versions: #1
ye senators, i wanted to inform you
you great actors of state, and high-born ones
don't pick my words apart again, I've warned you
you took the farm, and now you're coming for my sons
i nurtured them, and love 'em with abandon
and every year much more so than before
wrapped them in diapers, that my wife was handin'
and no, you won't have my sons anymore
no, you won't have my sons anymore
i taught them have respect for every creature
to feel pity, to feel mercy and forgive
contrary to what in your world i'm seeing
I don't stand for what you're burdening them with
they do not have a need for all your venom
they do not have a need for all your lies
i won't watch them shipped back in sacks of linen
and you won't watch them bleed and hear their cries
and putting up with you is quite a chore
but you, won't have my sons anymore
I taught them to be men among mere creatures
and now all men are dead or are in jail
the scum you are, I read it by your features
and reasoning with you's to no avail
those taxes that I paid, you never earned them
you bend the law to your liking, yes you do
those taxes that I paid, you'll never learn then
were just a bribe to keep them away from you
you wrote me these ten letters, go write some more..
you won't have my sons anymore
no you won't have my sons anymore
i sent them to your schools, what did you teach them
to university, what have they learned
you filled their head with dross, so I couldn't reach them
you made a dollar for every nickel that they earned
those dollars and utopias you presented
and spinning yarn you never seem to tire of
are just a substitute that you invented
for a father's wisdom and a mother's love
you made a lot of money, go make some more
cause you won't have my sons no more
no you won't have my sons no more
I'll rather have them homestead in the sierra
than have them be your well trained puppy dogs
I know of all your plans, your 'war on terra'
you fillers of latrines, and fat happy hogs
they won't believe those things that you're pretending
when you read your script with a painted plastered face
your sons grew rich with loot and money lending
for those are the great virtues of your race
go farm some land or dig some iron ore
cause you won't have my sons no more
no, you won't have my sons no more
I'd rather be a gypsy ever roaming
and show them all the world has got to show
than make them slave to all your constant moaning
and set 'em up and put 'em on death row
they will grow strong and see their children's children
as i still breathe, this is my only aim
and they won't use the toys of war you're building
to protect some other scum's ill gotten gain
pour yourself a pint of pity, and some more
you won't have my sons anymore
no, you won't have my sons anymore