A keresés eredménye oldal 37
Találatok száma: 1981
2020.09.03.
Time for myself
You're used by society, don't forget, the world forgets
It throws you away and then they spit you
I don't pray, I don't beg, ain't got a begger's soul
Suck my dick in public, not living blogging
Ain't no drug that can control me, cause I'm tough
My pride is keeping me alive, in one piece, on my own two feet
Get some legal shit, I'll smoke my weed
And I'll be there chillin while you get on the gourney
Ain't telling lies or staying real
That's not something still, on native hills
Ain't got no past, got only present, they're all getting together
Since I was young have learned that it don't last forever
Didn't have a mansion or a C series at my folks
Fuck it, maybe we weren't nice at all
We ain't got no money making works, or money sadly
Like we don't got access to closed cases entirely
Didn't have a lot which is why nothing is lacking
Life is a trial, the street is a test standing
I want time for myself, with hatred forward
Time for myself, to put hatred in a word
It's easy as fuck, no way in hell I will shut up
I wanna do whatever I wanna do in life
We eat cheap food, filled with E-s
And we pay good money to swim in garbage
We are pacified with a perverted stupidity
And we crawl day by day, sleep walking loosely
We spend out cash we didn't work for yet
When we wanna give it back, enough ain't gonna be
Look how we lower life expectancy, get to work
With our shiny shoe and our ironed trousers
Drink your coffee and shut it, that's why you got a leash
Let loose on your char and shine your piece
All the fuckers say that I've lost it
I say what I believe and I believe in what I'm sayin'
Seeking for the beauty in all that is nasty
And living my disappointment with a knot in the neck
Got back to the real world without a 'Welcome back'
Have been sleeping deeply, now woken up
I want time for myself, with hatred forward
Time for myself, to put hatred in a word
It's easy as fuck, no way in hell I will shut up
I wanna do whatever I wanna do in life
2020.09.03.
in whose bosom did you wake up?
While I cry to you
İn whose bosom did you wake up?
While I burn to you
On whose shoulder did you linger?
I couldn't resist,Lover
I couldn't get used to your absence
I couldn't fight against,Love
I hope,it is worth my absence
She executed my heart in the squares of the heart
Don't you worry about...
2020.09.01.
Becoming the Wind
The withered flower petal that resembles you
Will it fly away with the wind?
If only I could see you in my dreams
I’ll become the wind
And embrace the flowing tears
From your cheeks
I’ll become the wind
And stay by your side
By your side
Past the cold fog in my eyes
The sight of your back flickers before me
If only I could see you in my dreams
I’ll become the wind
And embrace the flowing tears
From your cheeks
I’ll become the wind
And stay by your side
By your side
Can’t you feel it?
My heart that is welled up
At the tip of this wind?
I can’t reach you
So I’m lost and wandering
Can’t you see the foolish me?
I’m right next to you
I’ll become the wind
And embrace the flowing tears
From your cheeks
I’ll become the wind
And stay by your side
By your side
2020.08.31.
A Sad Story on a Sunday
On a Saturday night, I spent only for myself
No friends coming to me later
All around I see them
Nothing is as beautiful as before
Could this be the end?
I've been feeling heartbroken
Even though I've said no
It's not like that...
(REF)
My regrets keep getting darker and sadder
I've given up all of my belongings and my life
I don't want to suffer more like this
Hopefully, this is only a dream
Only a dream...
A sad story on a Sunday
Which had always tortured me
I'm afraid I'll bring this
To my death...
(REF)
2020.08.29.
Polish Tango
Versions: #1
Back in the 90s you had no identity
West kept going forward, west had no mercy
We had to help each other to not be overrun in the race
The world of ex-enemies predicted that we'd be hungry
They winked at us to stop fasting
And we were shocked - so many new things in shops
Plastic toys, cool new porn
Paint in colors of raspberries, bananas, blueberries, and peaches!
They call them 'gray flats'? What fucking gray flats
Everything here is vibrant - Girls, guys, and yorks
Purple bruises, probably because she was being naughty
He's got kefir for men, toffee flavored well-balanced protein
My country left it's cage and now it's in shambles
My country can be run by any loser
In my country the education is uneducated
On one side a fair and on the other Europe
I'm dancing polish tango
My legs are in mud because Wisła is a swamp
Our national colors are like Santa Claus which makes sense
Because I stopped believing in Poland long ago
I'm dancing polish tango
My legs are in mud because Wisła is a swamp
Our national colors are like Santa Claus which makes sense, sense
sense, sense...
Who are you? A little Pole
What's your sign? Bag full of white
Where do you live? Under supervision
In what country? This fucked up one
What is this land? It's my sandcastle
How was it conquered? With fearmongering
Do you love it? A lot, I'm serious
And what do you believe in? I don't believe in anything
Who are you? A little Pole
My beautiful scenery is all ruined with fucking billboards
Sometimes i happen to see a familiar face on one of them
I ask them to stop but they just laugh and say
'Okay dude fucking calm down...'
The entire flat is partying in Warsaw
I'm listening to my previews, call the cops if I'm pissing you off
I can hear those sirens ringing somewhere in Muranów
Those sirens keep wailing, those sirens went crazy
I'm dancing polish tango
My legs are in mud because Wisła is a swamp
Our national colors are like Santa Claus which makes sense
Because I stopped believing in Poland long ago
I'm dancing polish tango
My legs are in mud because Wisła is a swamp
Our national colors are like Santa Claus which makes sense, sense
sense, sense...
Their main mission is to tell you that you're doing great
Only you are right, the rest of the world is living a lie
The horizon is pretty but try to look more narrow
(Look more narrow, look more narrow)
Vaccines and 5G are the enemy
Adults are educated by random Facebook pages
Your nephew is a faggot because gender is in fashion
And the most anti-polish thing is hating coal
A little coal never killed nobody
I burn the black gold with my homies
Either way - God is with us, fuck you
Say your prayers, hallelujah, and go forward bitches
2020.08.29.
1990s Utopia
[Intro]
- Do you remember the color of the sky at the French Riviera?
- And the Venetian pink of that apartment near the canal?
- The white of your dress was beautiful (beautiful, beautiful, beautiful)
[Verse 1: Taco Hemingway & Katarzyna Kowalczyk]
[Taco]
Act 1.:
I'll have a flat stomach
I'll have a dashing walk
Bald like some God
Clothes made in Italy
To be fair i don't have my own words but I'll have my own SUV
When you don't have such goods they'd say 'Must improve', and you?
[Kacha]
I'll have a nice wedding, like from Hollywood
White dress, white smile, shine of smooth legs
I'll make him bread with margarine so he loses weight
When he comes back from the forest with son I'll clean any dirt
[Chorus: Taco Hemingway]
You wanted life like from a commercial
The lector always knew how to live and where to go
The candidate says it will be normal here again
But what is this normal supposed to be, who is it for?
[Verse 2: Taco Hemingway & Katarzyna Kowalczyk]
[Taco]
Act 2.:
I'll have thick hair
I'll have a manly chest
Enough energy for more hours, maybe boss will appreciate it
I'll have the prettiest font on my business card
I drink in a pub with my friend, she texts me 'Where did you go?'
[Kacha]
Sometimes he comes back at 3am, I ask him where he was this time
Sometimes he hits, but he's smart, tries to avoid the face
Back when I married him it was supposed to be passionate
But instead he gives me a second baby and new dish gel
[Chorus: Taco Hemingway]
You wanted life like from a commercial
The lector always knew how to live and where to go
The candidate says it will be normal here again
But what is this normal supposed to be, who is it for?
[Verse 3: Taco Hemingway & Katarzyna Kowalczyk]
[Taco]
Act 3.:
I wake up to fresh coffee
I dream about getting a promotion
Wife asks me 'Where's this aggression form?'
I tell her 'It's a manly thing'
She was supposed to leave me but she still looks over
(She) salivates when I tie a loop around my neck - a tie
[Kacha]
I give the babies cereal, for him eggs from a cage
I see him for the last time when he leaves for work
I kiss my kids on the forehead, sit in a boiling hot bathtub
Gillette razor slits a vein, their mother's blood flows out
[Bridge: Katarzyna Kowalczyk]
In a life beautiful like in a commercial
There's no place for my own plans
In a life beautiful like in a commercial
There's no place for my own plans
In a life beautiful like in a commercial
There's no place for my own plans
[Chorus: Katarzyna Kowalczyk]
You wanted life like from a commercial
The lector always knew how to live and where to go
The candidate says it will be normal here again
But what is this normal supposed to be, who is it for?
2020.08.29.
Two Złoty Dancing
A cursed soul, first communion
Dead people stare at me, grim reaper glances from the stained glass
The phantom has stab wounds and nails in both hands
Wound spills on a shoe, my dress is red
Or a 'Carol', a pastoral visit
Dad would leave the house and ride his Opel Vectra
The priest sips on coffee loudly and scolds me
He tells me about Satan and other important monsters from hell
Says I'll burn in hell forever if I'm not faithful
And I'll be heavily depressed until my death
Jesus died for me, and that's no small thing
Although I'm not sure why there's so many contradictions in faith
God can be anything except for second to none
He created the universe, look at all these wonderful planets
He created the man and so many various species
But he still needs a 20 from you
Interesting how greed is one of the deadly sins, right?
Where's loving your neighbor when they tell me to 'shut up', huh?
You are white, you are straight, you are straight
Don't you have anything else to be proud of, huh?
Children starve, there's not enough food on the table again
Their last supper was at the communion
Sparkling 2 złoty dance on a tray
Renovating the vicarage because not everyone is equally equal
Two złoty on me dancing
Two złoty on me dancing
Two złoty on me dancing
Two złoty on me dancing
My pastor was cruising on an axis with a merol car
He was so fat, I guess he didn't get the memo about fasting
He went 'vroom, vroom' in the car, playing only one radio station
Preaching about fruit somehow isn't fruitful
My pastor was cruising on an axis with a merol car
He was so fat, I guess he didn't get the memo about fasting
He went 'vroom, vroom' in the car, playing only one radio station
Preaching about fruit somehow isn't fruitful
In this building where I fight for my own soul
Expensive robes, expensive stone, expensive ore
Dear Lord if you exist you'd understand
You'd understand why I had to run away
Pastor was constantly riding the new car
I thought 'Someone up there must really like him'
Sometimes I talked to my guardian angel:
'Why do people keep stealing roses from grandpa's grave?'
Priest is talking about paranormal things
Fire in his eyes, some other boy is playing organs
I confess my sins terrified that he will tell my mom
I'm forgiven but I'm still anxious, no, no
It's not easy, it's not easy, i know that, my pulse is low
They're going to cut off my head, I'm no 'bad boy'
Just an evil boy that will end up in hell
Two złoty on me dancing
Two złoty on me dancing
Two złoty on me dancing
Two złoty on me dancing
My pastor was cruising on an axis with a merol car
He was so fat, I guess he didn't get the memo about fasting
He went 'vroom, vroom' in the car, playing only one radio station
Preaching about fruit somehow isn't fruitful
My pastor was cruising on an axis with a merol car
He was so fat, I guess he didn't get the memo about fasting
He went 'vroom, vroom' in the car, playing only one radio station
Preaching about fruit somehow isn't fruitful
2020.08.29.
W.N.P
[Verse 1: Taco Hemingway & CatchUp]
'03 classmate brought a CD, some files on it
Three people at a pool drinking, they're rather nice to each other
Both ladies had yellow thongs, he calls them both 'sweetie'
He touches the golden skin like Midas, and they scream like MIDI
A week ago a pussy and a bird in my speech was just Sylvester and Tweety (Tweety)
A week ago it was still Edd, Edd, Eddie, Johnny Bravo, and Dexter and DeeDee (DeeDee)
The guy at school had an illegal business converting sex to DVD (VD)
A week ago they'd stick out their tongue and now they mimic fellatio
It ruined many people's heads, just trust me
After school Fox Kids and at night porn
Then new stuff from eMule
(Hidden) in Baldur's Gate folder or in biology presentation
My friend described a gangbang to me while we were collecting money for WOŚP
My friend would swear up and down that this is how adults do it, because...
[Chorus]
We were raised by pornography (we were raised by pornography)
We were raised by pornography (we were raised by pornography)
Most of us had both a father and mother at home (Most had father and mother)
But in those topics it was always the pornography that raised us (no, no, no, no)
[Verse 2]
Boys see what they want, and then boys want what they see
They want their own sex goddess, who's a virgin at the same time
They want Mary Magdalene in bed, who's a nun at the same time
To put it simply, they want a woman that's liked in both sheets and streets
That woman has to always want a threesome, even though she's not bisexual
You always say 'Homos are ew but lesbians are actually kind of cool'
Her only mission is to guess what cheap fantasies you have in your head
And she has to have big boobs and a 6-pack, but also drink beer and eat pizza with you because...
In a movie: they're in the best form, always want sex and ask the nicest
In a movie: you never come too early, no one will complain 'it's too painful'
In a movie: no one goes to the drugstore because he was supposed to pull out but stayed inside
In a movie: a man doesn't know objection because he knows no one will threaten him with prison
[Chorus]
We were raised by pornography (we were raised by pornography)
We were raised by pornography (we were raised by pornography)
Most of us had both father and mother at home (Most had father and mother)
But in those topics it was always the pornography that raised us (no, no, no, no)
[Verse 3]
When a man watches Matrix he won't jump on buildings (no)
But show him porn about stepsisters and he will start dreaming about cousins (ey)
Although in the head its obvious, lust makes you forget that it's fiction
That's where my hard to grasp message comes from - that porn lies just like TV does
Love is a road toward pleasure but sometimes 'Werther' happens
Sometimes love is a beautiful trilogy and sometimes it's an awkward verse
You can *grunting* her hard, believe me, while still showing her respect
Don't think that it's unmanly, believe me, those thoughts make no sense
2020.08.28.
When I Fall in Love
They say I cannot find a flower
and that I never have anything to give.
They say there is a nail inside my heart
and that for this reason it cannot beat.
But my guy knows that it's not true.
My guy knows that when—
when I fall in love
I give all the good
to whomever is in love with me
and there is no one
that can change me,
that can separate me from him.
When I fall in love
I give all the good
to whomever is in love with me
and there is no one
that can change me,
that can separate me from her.
It is from love that life is born
and I give my life to love.
To whomever tells me, live another day,
I tell him that—that when—
when I fall in love
I give all the good
to whomever is in love with me
and there is no one
that can change me,
that can separate me from her.
When I fall in love
I give all the good
to whomever is in love with me
and there is no one
that can change me,
that can separate me from her.
When I fall in love
I give all the good
to whomever is in love with me
and there is no one
that can change me,
that can separate me from him.
~~~~~
When I fall in love
I give all the good
to whomever is in love with me
and there is no one
that can change me,
that can separate me from her.
When I fall in love
I give all the good
to whomever is in love with me
and there is no one
that can change me,
that can separate me from her.
When I fall in love
I give all the good
to whomever is in love with me
and there is no one
that can change me,
that can separate me from him...
2020.08.24.
How do I show my love?
How do I show my love?
How to be so close
I have thought, actually thought
Something has happened, I have never felt more clearly what I want
But there's something that bothers me about the way he touches me
He's a man, just a man
I have had so many men before, in so many ways, there is just another one
Think if I take charge, rushing, saying, 'Listen to me, I need you'
I have never felt this way before
What does it mean?
Isn't it quite silly
That I should be in this place
I am the one who has been so calm, so weak, not answering to love
She is always in full control - Ha! What a joke
I have never felt this way before
What does it mean?
But if he ever talked about love between us, it would probably scare me
I would fight
For my loneliness
I would flee and not listen
He scares me
I cannot wait
I love him so much
2020.08.22.
Image
DAÐI:
All I see is what I see through the screen
People I’ve never met, but we’re still so close
Pick up the phone, point it into the distance
Then check how many hearts I just got
Don’t do much but take a photo, check in on my empire
because I need to hear everything I do is the shit
Get the right angle, not too early in the morning
Prevent the content-thirsty from dehydrating
Are you in control or are you being controlled
when the profile picture is new and yet somehow so phony?
Is this you or just the image?
(Then there’s a little something that sounds like this:)
ARNAR ÚLFUR:
Hey,
Do we even need to go over this
the decline of the spirit, man, rowers who can’t swim
I don’t need this, rip out my spinal cord
I stare into the light until I lose consciousness
Homie rolling onto the scene like a character from Wall-E
My b-b-bionic body
Now all my secrets are just food for a program
I’ve got warts and viruses
(?) in dirty machines
wrapped in cables and wires
with everything in my hands
DAÐI:
Are you in control or are you being controlled
when the profile picture is new and yet somehow so phony?
Is this you or just the image?
Are you in control or are you being controlled
when the profile picture is new and yet somehow so phony?
Is this you or just the image?
2020.08.21.
Grass
Grass, tall grass,
I would go home
But I cannot because I have swore
I would go home
But I cannot because I have swore.
Tall grass, green grass
I cannot go home
Grass, tall grass
I would go home
But I cannot because I have swore.
???
You've left the shack empty
You've left the shack empty
(A) Wrinkly, (and) covered (shack)
But it's full of poverty
But it's full of poverty
My God, what should I do?
The flowers, (are) yellow in the house
The flowers, (are) yellow in the house
Black roosters have sung, oh
The bells have trembled, oh.
The bells have trembled, oh.
2020.08.21.
A Frame of Mind
As the man I am, I dislike
More purities and feelings send
Into the ecstasy I hate
Nobody controls me
Maybe it's because nobody wants to
Anyway
They watch the terror
In a maze full of gray we shall rest
Incomplete, fictive mirror
Enchanting the way, I do at my best
When a man disconnects, he will lie
A tale telling mayhem inquiries leading
The poor suckers brain
I'm one of those men
But hey then again: Who's to say
Grey is coming, a broken frame
On the cross, my mirror
Unattended my body decays
A future loss, aching nearer
Soon I'll meet the boss
It was one thing or another, I thought it was one thing or another with...
I played completely wrong, I only thought of that doll there
Haha
I think... didn't you notice how many riffs I played wrong?
Yeah, OK
2020.08.21.
Bright Future
A talk about the bright future.
Even though its a cold night you and me are here.
Let's dance a silly dance.
Please stay with me forever.
When you sleep, the night is quiet.
Im sorry, I cant tell you.
I hugged you.
A talk about the bright future.
Even though its a cold night you and me are here.
Let's dance a silly dance.
Please stay with me forever.
I spent my days and it flows.
Even if the changing city suprises you.
Let's walk side by side.
Even that would be a song.
The seasons are changing.
It's like a movie I've watched.
He laughs.
When you sleep, the night is quiet.
Im sorry, I cant tell you.
I hugged you.
A talk about the bright future.
Even though its a cold night you and me are here.
Let's dance a silly dance.
Please stay with me forever.
2020.08.18.
Sleep, Sleep, My Lullaby
We are the nomads of the distances
We are tormented, our wounds are deep
Thirsty and hungry in this wilderness
Elderlies we are, women and young.
Sleep, sleep, my little baby!
You, the patience and peace of my life
You're wilting in front of my eyes
I have no cure for you.
Like savage monsters
They attacked with Napalm
They turned spring into dark and black
They split the sweet life appart.
My daughter's life, sweet and valuable
Today, it is wasted so cheaply
Such a death is
so bitter, hard and dry.
2020.08.17.
Domino Effect
And if i'd try to explain, you will misunderstand
You'll laugh at me, put me in a asylum
Lost love
Expectations, disappointment
The bomb had to explode at someone
This is the revenge of my disaffection
and someone innocent didn't get better
Lost love
Expectations, disappointment
Domino Effect
To don't hurt you, i'd prefer to be alone
I'd know me well, i can't be
I'll spare you, i can't be
And to don't spoil what you think about me
Is better to me to shut up, vanish, let it like that
I'll spare you, i can't be
If i'd try to explain, you will misunderstand
You'll laugh at me, put me in a asylum
Lost love, expectations, disappointment
It was sure that someone was going to receive
This is the revenge of my disaffection
and someone innocent didn't get better
Lost love, expectations, disappointment
Domino Effect
To don't hurt you, i'd prefer to be alone
I'd know me well, i can't be anymore
I'll spare you, i'm leaving
And to don't spoil what you think about me
Is better to me to shut up, vanish, let it like that
I'll spare you, i can't be
2020.08.17.
Can you stop the rain
What they're calling love,
How similar it is with rain.
What they're calling rain,
How similar it is with love.
Can you stop the rain?
Can you stop loving?
Don't you be upset for nothing
Let's say goodbye to all the sadnesses
Give your hand to mine, let's sing a song together
For all the loving ones
Can you stop the rain?
Can you stop loving?
2020.08.16.
One More Minute
One more minute,
If you can and if you want.
It's time to say, to say
I will miss you.
And I speak to myself,
Speaking to you,
Who remain in silence
And cry like that.
One more time,
With your eyes you give me
The courage to ask you a favor:
Don't ever hate me,
Because in a minute
Or in an hour I will be
Just a regret,
Which I will leave in you.
My love,
Still mine,
Someone knows all about us.
See your eyes into my eyes.
My love,
Still mine,
I can't, I don't want to, I know,
But I have to go, and I will,
I will.
One more minute
To believe you are mine,
You, the most beautiful thing,
You, poem.
One more minute,
One more farewell.
You feel like you are dying,
But the one who dies is me.
2020.08.16.
The Dark Room
From behind the wall of my fears
Laugh with me, cry with me
From behind my innocence
Dance with me, cry with me
The loneliness dances in my nightmare
The darkness laughs in my nights
From behind my silent nights
Talk to me, cry with me
2020.08.14.
Whatever
Maybe it's all my fault
maybe it's ours.
Maybe I overthink it
maybe I don't think enough.
Ultimately, the atmosphere is typical
in the wrong side of my memory.
I don't forget like I did back then
maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe it's different now.
Whatever, it is what it is.
Whatever, it happens somehow.
I get it, you hide from yourself
but nobody believes this.
One day you find me too interesting,
the other day, not enough.
Ultimately, it's just secondary shame
I feel the same after I leave the hair salon.
I don't love you like I did back then
maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe it's different now.
Whatever, it is what it is.
Whatever, it happens somehow.
(Whatever, it is what it is.)
(Whatever, it happens somehow.)
Whatever, it is what it is.
Whatever, it happens somehow.
2020.08.14.
Come to me
Believe in miracles
Strange things call near me all the time
There are coincidences
I tried to ignore
but it keeps coming back to me
When I opened the door
God only knows
what I found there
Come to me
If the wind caressed me like that
it's a sign that you're here now
above me
It's been years that I'm imagining you
talking to me
If I had known why I came
I wouldn't have come
I never understood
I only knew that I was attracted
and I knew
that there is something intentional there
Believe in words
Things that they say
and suddenly they call
Doesn't seem strange to me
Look between men
It's hard to explain
it's feels sometimes
that we were already here
So I opened the door
God only knows
what I found there
Come to me
If the wind caressed me like that
it's a sign that you're here now
above me
It's been years that I'm imagining you
talking to me
Come to me
If the wind caressed me like that
it's a sign that you're here now
above me
It's been years that I'm imagining you
talking to me
If I had known why I came
I wouldn't have come
I never understood
I only knew that I was attracted
and I knew
that there is something intentional there
If I had known why I came
I wouldn't have come
I never understood
I only knew that I was attracted
and I knew that there is something intentional there
2020.08.13.
Exclusive
I want to seduce you without saying
There’s nothing else I can do
This is not something like an cosual encounter
Catching a taxi
Let’s go somewhere right now in secret (secret)
I want to get out of this party with you
What do you want to do after that?
You can’t pass me by
Can’t hold back now, no need to hesitate
Poisonous love
Get faster than ever
I want to take you exclusively
Just answer no matter
I want to seduce you without saying
Way too exclusive
Way too exclusive
Way too exclusive
Way too exclusive
Softly whisper
Say you can’t do it without me anymore
In the taxi we caught
want to go check the whereabouts of love
Not saying anything while staring at each other
Words aren’t necessary
You can’t pass me by
There is nothing to fear if I’m with you
Dizzy love
Get faster than ever
I want to take you exclusively
Just answer no matter
I want to seduce you without saying
Way too exclusive
Way too exclusive
Way too exclusive
Way too exclusive
I can see it in your eyes
Can’t deny it
We’re having good vibes
There’s nothing else
We can make it right
Guiding each other like destiny
Get faster than ever
I want to steal you exclusively
Just answer no matter (Oh, no. No matter)
I want to steal you exclusively
Get faster than ever (Way too exclusive)
I want to seduce you without saying
Just answer no matter, I want to seduce you without saying
2020.08.12.
In my own world
All the cats, would live in roofed and windowed houses
And wear clothing with beautiful little patterns
In my own world
All the flowers, would be even more showy in the garden
They would talk to me every day
If I asked them, in my own world
Birdsong, greeting happily from where they are sitting in the branches
But it sounds more like giggling
There, in the world that belongs to me
Sweet music is rippled by streams
Which, sometimes, I can even understand
And I hope my world will look just like that
And it is a Wonderland
2020.08.12.
Start over again
Too many lights
Few stars
In a sky of questions
Fortune
Hesitation
To have a big heart
We're sailors
Unarmed heroes
We're satellites.
Of a forgotten planet
We're incredible stories
Children on the street
They shout that it's spring
You who despite everything
Feel like
To start over again
And we will be the miracle
That no one expected
Drop by drop ocean
A tear that cures
You will remember
This moment
We've never been so alive
And we will be the miracle
That no one expected
That no one expected
Do you remember those buildings
When we were kids?
We thought they were monsters
That's what fear does.
In your eyes wonder
Like a first love
You who despite everything
Feel like
To start over again
And we will be the miracle
That no one expected
Drop by drop ocean
A tear that cures
You will remember
This moment
We've never been so alive
And we will be the miracle
That no one expected
We never get tired
Of one life
To fall better and then
Start again
And we will be the miracle
That no one expected
Drop by drop ocean
A tear that cures
You will remember
This moment
We've never been so alive
And we will be the miracle
That no one expected
2020.08.10.
Ballad of A Poor Beggar
This is a story of a poor beggar
Who almost left the world
On the side of the street
Her stomach aching of hunger
Then she heard a miserable cry
A little child whom she carried around
Who never knew his own father
But only one mother’s love
Day and night, she spent begging
For the sake of love to her only child
As she is facing her end
She prayed to the only One God
Asking willingly to bestow His mercy
To the child she left behind
As she could not bear the suffering
The beggar passed away in this world
Along with the loud crying of her poor child
No kind person wanted to help them
Oh, pity those who shall help them!
Loving people, lend them a hand!
2020.08.10.
Terminal
The breath that now buried under the snow
It was grey
I avoid swinging to those boring feelings
and was wiping them out
The image of you is now hazy in my head
I fixed that
The voice that I’m spitting out
clogged my throat one day
'It's a promise' 'One of these days'
or something like that, I was dodging it
The sound of you that I've buried inside
stings me who is unable to sleep at dawn
I suffered an unexpected defeat from a childish love
One by one it will blur
I’ve grown to wish for the end of the world once again
surely, surely, surely,
Just kill me
Despite there's no table of contents nor an afterword
I removed the bookmark
The fist that I clenched
wriggled like that of a heart
The reason I was agitated at that time was all because of you
It’s just still the same, a completely ordinary sunset
As if it’s mocking me,
the setting sun that continues to shine won’t fall
It illuminated our worried face
More, properly, burn it into memory
I became an imperfect circle and unable to move forward
I want to talk more, I want to stay at loss
Even if I can’t forgive today that has no choice but to make me exhausted again
Please, please
Don’t look away from me
How much more
days that I have to use up
Pretending to be disappointed
I don’t need anything
Your words
annoyed me
Don’t call my name
Now, don’t leave me behind
2020.08.07.
RV 644 4. Recitative: My commander, my Lord.
VAGAUS
My commander, my Lord…
HOLOFERNES
What do you want?
VAGAUS
I come as messenger of your happiness.
HOLOFERNES
What good news do you bring?
VAGAUS
Nothing but a great addition to your glory,
and, truly, a sweet portent to your eyes.
HOLOFERNES
Speak.
2020.08.04.
The eternel feminin
In my filthy basement
Where my stoves burn
Where the damned souls
Grill from bottom up
Look who's here.
Who's fanning the flames?
Ruling over the Underworld,
The Devil is a woman!
No wonder, right?
From brunettes to blondes
Through them came
All the woes of the world!
The Devil is a woman
And you suspected as much:
A woman's place,
Shouldn't it be in at home?
On my charred bed
Lascivious and so cruel
How to invoke me
Do I need to be called?
My devils and my men
And God himself in person
Just keep calling me:
'Mistress. »
For so many prophets,
Righteous scholars
The equation makes sense,
That's proof in two!
It has been proclaimed so much
In a wonderful tone:
The devil is a woman,
Women are the devil!
And whether they are victims
Or whether they're accomplices
Of their males and sons
And their evil deeds,
Just go for the first punch,
Common Taliban
On those beloved demons
Cause they need to be silenced!
On my charred bed
Lascivious and so cruel
Gentlemen, come help me
To take off my laces
In your burning emotions
As I shall command
Come on, call me:
'Mistress.'
Whoever the brigand is,
There's corrupting
Awareness of power
Sleeping between her thighs.
Who's whispering orders
And the dire advices?
You, my sisters, the tarts,
The whores and the pests!
Behind every bloke
Without faith, law or soul
If you're looking for the devil,
You'll find the woman:
The wench, the betrayer,
The bitch, the witch
Borgia's daughter
And Hitler's mommie
On my charred bed
Lascivious and so cruel
I'm waiting for you, now come on:
My lovely damsels
May your last word
That life gives up
Be in a jolt:
'Mistress.'
In the meantime I'm counting
Your crimes and your baseness
All your pious lies
And your affairs of the buttocks
I encourage vice,
I cause wars
I rule the world
And God lettin' me!
Because God doesn't care
Of your little torments
With his white angels
In its white firmament
God is so beautiful,
She's a generous woman!
But don't trust her,
She's just a tease!
On my charred bed
Lascivious and so cruel
To celebrate your sins
I answer the call
And to get me to come
In a voice that shivers
Just have to say again:
'Mistress. »
2020.08.04.
2 Kids
Even if it hurts whenever you breathe in
Leave me alone, let me be alone.
Just to miss you even in regret,
Leave me alone.
Not knowing it was our last time
I tried to argue with you till the end
Now, when I take a look back, it was nothing
Why couldn’t I put my ego aside.
We were just 2 kids too young and dumb
Young, dumb and clumsy hearts
Hold them tight on that particularly sad day
You and I you and I...
Wishing you would hold me but I pushed you
Saying the words “I’m sorry” was Uhm
2 kids too young and dumb.
If I endured everything, would it be different?
You and I...
For everything that haven’t worked out as I wished
I deeply carve them as the reasons for the breakup.
We were in a loop of arguing and regretting like crazy
Sometimes I recall those bygone days.
A breakup that couldn’t get any worse
But I think it was beautiful in the beginning
All the scars and traces you left on me
They were love, and still are now...
We were just 2 kids too young and dumb
Young, dumb and clumsy hearts
Hold them tight on that particularly sad day
You and I you and I
Wishing you would hold me but I pushed you
Saying the words “I’m sorry” was Uhm
2 kids too young and dumb
If I endured everything, would it be different?
We were Just too
We were just too young
We were just too young and dumb
We were just too young and dumb
I kiss every memory one by one
We were just too young and dumb
Just too young and dumb
We were just 2 kids too young and dumb
Young, dumb and clumsy hearts
Hold them tight On that particularly sad day
You and I you and I
Wishing you would hug me but I pushed you
Saying the words “I love you” was Uhm
2 kids too young and dumb
We will have to live through the time, and be forgotten
You and I
2020.08.03.
Amber colored memories
The spirits of a small wind
Blow through the door of time
Among the noise of the trees
A green sprout is born
Though you're not here
On the little road where we walked
The warmth won't change
The distant days invite my heart
If I close my eyes in the nostalgic voice of the wind
Lovely amber colored memories wave their hands
The small room where the setting sun shines
You having a nap by my side
Time playing with the shadows
Those were your favorite afternoons
If in that time we could
Depart together to the future
I wouldn't keep saving
This loneliness in my chest
Though we fade the color with time in the album
Lovely amber colored memories are forever
If I close my eyes in the nostalgic voice of the wind
Lovely amber colored memories wave their hands
2020.08.03.
Sunflower
There's not a single answer
Every day is fresh
A white zigzag road
Continues in the distance
If that day I hesitate and give up
And pick another way of living
How would I be now?
What kind of dreams I'd have?
I'm a sunflower puffed up with pride
Bathing in the down-pouring sunlight
For nodding to the blue sky
I smiled clearly
The wind crosses the summer prairie
Shadows of clouds flow
I'm erasing the yesterday
When I stumbled and mourned
But I can't move forward tying to my heart
Only inoffensive things
The horizon spreads endlessly
How small I am
I'm a sunflower standing tiptoe
If I stretch my hands I seem to reach
I keep looking to the high sky
Someday I'll reach it
But I can't move forward tying to my heart
Only inoffensive things
The horizon spreads endlessly
How small I am
I'm a sunflower standing tiptoe
If I stretch my hands I seem to reach
I keep looking to the high sky
Someday I'll reach it
I'm a sunflower puffed up with pride
Bathing in the down-pouring sunlight
For nodding to the blue sky
I smiled clearly
2020.08.01.
A Year Full of Love
Versions: #1
It can all finish now
But do you really wish
To throw away like this
A year full of love?
If you don't see it yet
Tomorrow you'll know
How slow and empty days are without me
And, at nighttime
And, at nighttime
To not feel all alone
You'll certainly recall...
The days full of joy
You'll certainly recall...
The kisses that I gave you
And then you'll understand
In just one fleeting moment
What year of love means
What year of love means
I know, there's no need
And you'll just let me go
But tell me, don't you know
What we are losing now?
If you made up your mind
You'll never find again
What you once had with me
And, at nighttime
And, at nighttime
To not feel all alone
You'll certainly recall...
The days full of joy
You'll certainly recall...
The taste of my kisses**
And you'll understand
In just one fleeting moment
What year of love means
What year of love means
And you'll understand
In just one fleeting moment
What year of love means
What year of love means
**This is from Luz Cassal's Spanish version 'Un An'o De Amor'