A keresés eredménye oldal 12
Találatok száma: 581
2020.08.25.
Numb
The face of a child
With no expression
Rather than dreaming
They learn to give up
A blurred line between good and evil
Lies that seem to be real
Knowing it's wrong
But the heads turn away as if they saw nothing
They're busy calculating
Closing their eyes and covering their ears
An awful pressure to remain silent
I can't tolerate it any longer, my throat is constricted
Ooh nah nah nah lift your head
Ooh my my my don't let it be like this
Let's not be broken
Let's do anything
Go now now now
Go back to the beginning
To the days of innocence
Take a step forward like the first time you did it
Open your eyes again like the first time you did it
Dream your dreams like the first time you did it
Set everything here
Back to the starting point
I'm going numb
They don't care no more
I'm going numb
They don't care no more
Take a step forward like the first time you did it
Open your eyes again like the first time you did it
Dream your dreams like the first time you did it
Set everything here back to the starting point
This place
Has already become Hell
The not stepped on child
Will soon be stepped on
The answers to the test (the obvious answer)
They have the value of your life on the line
If not 1st place then a loser
Ooh who could be innocent?
The adults sit by and watch
Desperation wearing the mask of disobedience
Apathy causing bruises
Now I can't take it any longer
Ooh nah nah nah lift your head
Ooh my my my don't let it be like this
Let's not be afraid
Let's make it right
Go now now now
Go back to the beginning
To the days of innocence
I'm going numb
They don't care no more
I'm going numb
They don't care no more
Take a step forward like the first time you did it
Open your eyes again like the first time you did it
Dream your dreams like the first time you did it
Set everything here back to the starting point
Ooh everyday it all goes to hell
Now, it's like a battle inside the classroom, aim at your friends, bang!
They suffocate us with obedience to forced education
Dont resist, hey, I told you to smile
You're like an incomplete bar
But you always act like we're the ones off beat, the spirit of cutting off obsolete logic ooh!
What we're discussing is the issue of innocence
It's probably you who is the one to rescue us
Ooh nah nah nah lift your head
Ooh my my my don't let it be like this
Take a step forward like the first time you did it
Open your eyes again like the first time you did it
Dream your dreams like the first time you did it
Set everything here back to the starting point
We gonna break this one
I'm going numb
They don't care no more
I'm going numb
They don't care no more
Take a step forward like the first time you did it
Open your eyes again like the first time you did it
Dream your dreams like the first time you did it
Set everything here back to the starting point
2020.08.23.
Cheap Woman
The sky is clear in my intracranial room, my own little world
I don’t understand the point of my life
While I’m without a boyfriend Stay, on SNS with my phone in hand
Complaining on my secret account about you, “I’m not satisfied with just that”
I feel pleasure while exposing my body, but my ideal self is far gone and the feeling of nothingness is all that remains
I’ve already grown accustomed to joy from attention
My purity lies at zero while I realize the ones surrounding me are nothing but older men
“I don’t understand #selfies” I think that as my results are all that show up
Mom and Dad, I’m really sorry
Going on #eroku, #eroku, #eroku, how sad
Going on #eroku, #eroku, #eroku, how sad
It’s okay if your dirty, the only place you have is here
Although I hide my breasts when I’m entering the bath with a friend
It doesn’t matter if they see. I’m exposing the entire world my whole body anyways
Taking nudes in front the mirror while smiling, it’s laughable
If I hide my face from the nose down it’ll be okay. The gloomy me is in the past now
If something disagreeable happens, I’ll just rant to someone
If I want attention, anyone I ask will give me it
But in truth they’re all lying with different intentions
Talking to a guy I’ll forget and know zero about
“Hey listen, I think we can meet up soon”
“…my beloved follower”
Going on #eroku, #eroku, #eroku, how sad
Going on #eroku, #eroku, #eroku, how sad
2020.08.21.
The modern world pilgrimage
I meet you at the end of eternity,
I will return to the modern world, I will return to the modern world,
In order to take me out from my sorrow,
I will go around the modern world, I will go around the modern world,
The scenery, this world's people,
Good night,
This is the orphans wish,
A wondering dream
Before the transient world's city solitude
The modern world sinks, the modern world sinks,
In order to run away from the real world,
I will go around the modern world, I will go around the modern world,
Mostly, this world's deception is
Ephemeral
If so, then to the next night,
A wondering dream,
I meet you at the end of that world,
What are the things you seek?
In this way the far cloud beckons,
A greeting that comes here immediately,
Unexpectedly, this world also isn't bad,
I guess,
Farewell, beloved person,
The banquet is beginning
The banquet is beginning
2020.08.17.
Mother, brew some coffee
Mother, brew some coffee
for your son-in-law
For he came and snatched
your young daughter
Sun saaria lal-lal-lei
Sun saaria lal-lal-lei
The boys they snatch
The girl isn't doolally
The girl isn't crazy
She did not come to this village
Looking for a boy
Sun saaria lal-lal-lei
Sun saaria lal-lal-lei
The boys they snatch
Hey blue-eye
What are you looking at?
I can see it in your eyes
you're in love with two
Sun saaria lal-lal-lei
Sun saaria lal-lal-lei
The boys they snatch
2020.08.17.
If you meet me half way
If you meet me half way,
I am only yours
Maybe that childhood left some scars
Because I don't know what love is divided in two
I have only cared about my own interests
I tried to find imperfections in you, even though I am not perfect either
Could you change me, move to our home and change me
And even though we have an unspoken agreement
Say once more 'I do', so the words will be a contract
If you meet me half way, I am only yours
If you say 'I love you', I would reply 'I am only yours'
If you say 'I do', you will make this moment perfect
And I am only yours
And I am only yours
And that's the best part of this
You stair me in the eyes and you won't say a word
I wanna wake up next to you when the dawn breaks
There's so much power in that word 'I do'
They say that the attraction would fade away in time
But you are anything else to me than a ball and chain
I would not want to play games but we already are in extra time
I am not a quitter but it's hard to keep up
If you meet me half way, I am only yours
If you say 'I love you', I would reply 'I am only yours'
If you say 'I do', you will make this moment perfect
And I am only yours
They say that the attraction would fade away in time
But you are anything else to me than a ball and chain
And even though we have an unspoken agreement
Say once more 'I do', so the words will be a contract
If you meet me half way, I am only yours
If you say 'I love you', I would reply 'I am only yours'
If you say 'I do'
2020.08.17.
Where is hell, he who judges the dead?
Hateful person, hateful person,
When it rains, it is a late autumn shower,
I wait for the dead of night,
From today, I'm a celestial body that flies in the sky, a ghost.
Hateful person, hateful person,
I fly through the sky, faster then a radio wave
At the end of the realm of the dead,
I'm looking for a pleasant memory to take with me,
Hateful person, hateful person,
Without forgetting my past life,
Hateful person, hateful person,
I am chasing after the next world,
Hateful person, hateful person,
I cannot forgive you,
Hateful person, hateful person,
Because I was too kind
Come this way, let's dance together
I'm not lonely you know, I laugh you know,
The night is scary in this way,
I hold onto your shoulders,
The rain was beating down
It is not cold but I hug you,
Thank you, but I cannot reach you
If you curse someone, it'll come back and bite you,
What is the original sin, he who judges the dead(1)?
If you curse someone, it'll come back and bite you,
If you have three, you'll get the bonus first prize,
If you curse someone, it'll come back and bite you,
Where is hell, he who judges the dead?
It would be better if I'd loved people
A set of three, the big prize,
(Wannabe westerner)
Look at me,
Do you notice it?
(Good children quickly start going to sleep)
The water over here is sweet you know, come!
I tricked the fox, it disappeared mysteriously,
What if the world ended tonight,
A wish to be at the god's mercy
Despite being sad, why do I not cry,
Goodbye, I cannot form words as well.
If you curse someone, it'll come back and bite you,
What is the original sin, he who judges the dead(1)?
If you curse someone, it'll come back and bite you,
If you have three, you'll get the bonus first prize,
If you curse someone, it'll come back and bite you,
Where is hell, he who judges the dead?
It would be better if I'd loved people
A set of three, the big prize,
The rain which soaks hell is as silent as the grave,
The rain which soaks hell is as silent as the grave.
2020.08.16.
Moonlight Milky Way
I sing at the Moulin Rouge at the end of the Mil-Mil-Milky Way
Tonight, I'll put on an act and dance
That girl who gradually falls in love, You Can Do tying dreams together
Tonight's mood has been decided and a pulse trembles out
Midnight, at 3:00, I unprecedently go down the bay coast road
Tonight, I'll put on an act and tie time together
That detached irritable girl, she completely fell in love too late
The chime rings out, 'Are you free tonight?'
A skyscraper looking down on two people
The end of showtime is signalled
Attention that paints the stage
I open the one night curtains
The moonlight at the end of the Mil-Mil-Milky Way shines loosely
Tonight, I'll put on an act and dance
That girl who completely fell in love realises it at the curtain call
Thinking about it at the end makes you get lost in the pulse
A dizzying-like halation
The end of showtime is signalled
Just like a repeating motion
When I want to see you, I always end up doing so
A skyscraper looking down on two people
The end of showtime is signalled
Attention that paints the stage
I open the one night curtains
Give me your hand, give me your hand,
Give me your hand, say good night
Give me your hand, give me your hand,
Give me your hand, say good night
Give me your hand, give me your hand,
Give me your hand, say good night
Give me your hand, give me your hand,
Give me your hand, say good night
Kiss me your hand, kiss me your hand,
Kiss me your hand, say goodbye
Kiss me your hand, kiss me your hand,
Kiss me your hand, say goodbye
Kiss me your hand, kiss me your hand,
Kiss me your hand, say goodbye
Kiss me your hand, kiss me your hand,
Kiss me your hand, say goodbye
2020.08.14.
Wings of freedom
Versions: #1
Here's to your victory
This is the first glory
O my friend!
Let's celebrate this victory
For the next fight
'they died in vain'
I won't let anybody say it
not until I become the last lone arrow
on the battlefield
The enemy is gruesome
We'll bring it on
The enemy is gigantic
We'll spring high
We gripped two steel blades of glory
Sing the song of victory
and have the wings of freedom on our backs
(The enemy is gruesome)
With our determination held close to our hearts
We sever this ring of folly
(The enemy is gigantic)
Dances into the sky -
Wings of freedom
Didn't the birds break out
of their shell in order to fly
and not to climb on the ground
pathetically?
For what reason
do you posses those wings?
Isn't the sky like a birdcage
too tiny?
Freedom
and death
They both are twins
Freedom or death?
Our friend is one of them!
For what reason
that we are born?
I don't know the answers
to complicated questions
Even if our birth
had been a mistake
For what reason
that we are alive
To live
our existence
and live the 'freedom'!
The wings of freedom
The hidden truth
will be charging arrow
It will pierce through
outer layer of lurking of titans
as well as inner layer of darkness
With our previous belief of broken even though we feel lost
let's march towards 'freedom'
(To the left?
To the right?
Which is the correct way?)
Friend?
Enemy?
People, which one are you?
We grab the instrument of fighting spirit
Sing our song of light of hope
And have the horizon of freedom on our backs
(The enemy is gruesome)
With the chains connecting
this world in our chest
We sing a song of what might lurk behind all possibilities
(The enemy is gigantic)
Dances into the sky -
Wings of freedom
O my friend!
Let's celebrate this victory
This is the next glory
O my friend!
Let's celebrate this victory, for the next fight!
The enemy is gigantic... we'll spring...
The enemy is gruesome...
2020.08.13.
Myra
You know, when I wake in the morning,
I see you through long eyelashes, and hold you hand in hand
I guess it's normal by now
But so these days aren't lost, I hug you closer to me
I wanted to love everything that shaped you
I wanted to see the rest of the world reflected in your eyes
I love you, Myra, Myra
In my arms, my love, my love
Towards dreams, diver, diver
Don't wake up yet
I love you, Myra, Myra
It's all blurry and I can't see, crier
You've already realised, you're liar
Just a little longer, let me stay like this
You know, on nights when I'm alone,
I try drawing onto my heart
Shining arm in arm (hand in hand), my future (dreams) with you
I want to think like that, but
We pass by eachother like we're repelling one another
Even though you're right by my side
I wanted to believe every word you spun
I wonder if I can become the rest of the world reflected in your eyes
I love you, Myra, Myra
In my arms, my love, my love
Towards dreams, diver, diver
Don't wake up yet
I love you, Myra, Myra
It's all blurry and I can't see, crier
You've already realised, you're liar
Just a little longer, let me stay like this
The days we were happy,
And the warmth of our overlapping skin,
I'm scared it will all turn into lies
As if it had never existed
I feel like I'm being crushed
I'm tired, Myra, Myra
In my arms, my love, my love
I guess I'm not getting through anymore, yeah
Leave me behind
I love you, Myra, Myra
It's all blurry and I can't see, crier
Is this really you, Myra?
Laugh for me just one more time
I love you, Myra, Myra
In my arms, my love, my love
Towards dreams, diver, diver
Don't wake up yet (don't wake up, don't wake up)
I love you, Myra, Myra
It's all blurry and I can't see, crier (crier)
You've already realised, you're liar (you're liar, you're liar)
Just a little longer, let me stay like this
2020.08.13.
If you realize
If you realize, by my side
You always been
Hold me with an unwithering love
Take me please
Being halfway of happiness is too natural
Maybe little by little it becomes extravagant
I yearned for my days with you
I feel that those days were nostalgic
I made a big mistake
And you wrapped me with your nonchalant voice
If you realize, I always depended
Of a passionate love
I spill tears of love color
If you realize, by my side
You always been
Hold me with an unwithering love
Take me please
We kissed in the twilight, we entwined our fingers
It's annoying that time passes
We embraced on a winter day, the summer sea
Scorches in my eyelids if I close my eyes
I pretended to cry on purpose
But someone unbearable found out
Over and over I was helped
By one of his stock phrases
'Move on with a smile'
If you realize, I always depended
Of a passionate love
I spill tears of love color
If you realize, by my side
You always been
Hold me with an unwithering love
Take me please
2020.08.12.
White Night
(We aren't allowed to be separated, follow me,)
A seemingly innocent person's summer dream
Night after night, I go to the festival,
I wonder if you're still there, a candied apple,
(We aren't allowed to be delayed, go quickly,)
The road cannot be wrong,
I want to convey my feeling of loneliness
But I cannot bring myself to,
Look here, please don't love only one person,
Today is only two people's secret,
I don't want to see only you, who is smiling,
I want to see you, who has tied up your wet hair,
I want your hand, which cuts the coldness, to grasp me in it,
(I hate our parting, more than lies,)
The moon which sees the morning glow
In my misery
I want to face my appearance, I want to stay near you,
But I don't want to see that face
Look here, please don't rescue only one person,
There are always two people on the way back,
I wonder who it is you want to love,
You make a sound, the munching of a candied apple,
My heart is discomposed,
My hair falls into my eye,
If it's too windy, I'll see you tomorrow,
Come now, let's turn back,
Farewell, now the time to laugh has come,
Today is the festival, why did you forgive me,
I could love you until the end of summer,
I want to see you with a frozen eye,
Until it is time for it to snow, it will be hard to forget you.
2020.08.10.
komori-uta
For example, if something bad happens tomorrow,
If we deal with it quickly, we can make the next announcement
For example, if you want to do something really bad,
If you have a backup plan, there’s a hint
A dull life is going down
Cloudy after sunny.
Don’t fill your thoughts with complaints
Overlook the smelly sentences*
A weeping god’s request
Whatever happens, don’t lose tomorrow.
Prayer
“Shall I go far, far away?”
Or something
Crouching under the overpass
Undervalued with solitude
Or something
Just sit at the desk under the ceiling
For example, if you want a sweet life
If you can finish your homework, I’ll give you a big spoonful of sugar.**
For example, if you insist on something you don’t have now,
If you can make a good excuse, you can take back your words.***
Given a troublesome fortune
In addition, gladly
Don’t fool around with love
Tested without exceptions
Every footstep retraced
Don’t take responsibility for your talent
Prayer
Far away, a utopia
Only fading with psychotherapy****
A coward pretending not to know the blasphemy
Or
I can’t escape from boredom
PM 3 o’clock
I wanna disappear
Disaster
So I can’t help but feel suffocated.
PM 3 o’clock
I want to run away. There’s no more cleaning duty.
“Shall I go far, far away?”
Or something
Crouching under the overpass
Undervalued with solitude
Or something
Just sit at the desk under the ceiling
2020.08.08.
Goodbye summer boy
Goodbye boy, let's bid farewell
Without kissing, goodbye boy
I'm not a woman as innocent as you think
While working on a library
(One, two, three, summer boy)
I don't know why, we became friends
(Four, five, six, summer boy)
I ended up picking a character
With the image of a serious girl
A kiss at least
Would be the average but...
Goodbye boy, let's bid farewell
Without kissing, goodbye boy
I'm not a woman as innocent as you think
Goodbye boy, while knowing nothing
I've been rejected, goodbye boy
I don't know what would happen if I liked you a lot
You kept appearing every week
(One, two, three, summer boy)
I don't know why my chest sways
(Four, five, six, summer boy)
If you didn't stop me by force, I'd go home
On purpose I say that the closing time is early
UH WOW UH WOW WOW WOW WOW
Goodbye boy, it was a forced talk
And very inappropriate, goodbye boy
I'm not a woman as innocent as you think
Goodbye boy, surely my lie will be exposed
That's why I can't talk, goodbye boy
It wouldn't hurt me if I liked you a lot
If you didn't stop me by force, I'd go home
On purpose I say that the closing time is early
UH WOW UH WOW WOW WOW WOW
Goodbye boy, let's bid farewell
Without kissing, goodbye boy
I'm not a woman as innocent as you think
Goodbye boy, while knowing nothing
I've been rejected, goodbye boy
I don't know what would happen if I liked you a lot
Goodbye bye bye summer boy
2020.08.08.
Can I keep loving you?
After all you're my eternal unrequited love
I love you
I dream of you vaguely so much
That I don't know if I'm awake or asleep
Like undoing an entangled thin thread
My days with you don't seem to end
From the classroom window,
Friends watch the last landscape
After all you're my eternal unrequited love
I love you
This romance will graduate
I'll wait for a new spring
I had a fleeting first love, a romance with kisses
And even a romance without time for noticing
But we are called lovers
What are you seeing?
Even if I keep growing
I fall in love with someone else
And have a lovely wedding
I'll keep loving you
Even if I keep growing
I fall in love with someone else
And have a lovely wedding
I'll keep loving you
You're my eternal unrequited love
I love you
This romance will graduate
I'll wait for a new spring
You're my eternal unrequited love
2020.08.08.
Tropical love
With the wonderful mood of summer
I just nodded
But, to mom and dad
How will I explain?
I have a tropical love
A cheap trip for two
To the tropical island of dreams
He's so serious
Can I be merry?
What would I do if I had
A weird habit that I don't notice?
Can I be merry?
He's so tropical
If he expects a kiss, what would I do?
I gotta take my passport
I bought a swimsuit
But will I wear it seriously?
Even if I do diet
I feel that I can't
I have a tropical love
I have a serious love
To the tropical island of dreams
The departure is near
Can I be merry?
I'm serious with the table manners
Thanks to mom and dad who taught me
Can I be merry?
My preparation isn't progressing
I can't close the suitcase, what should I do?
My souvenirs won't get in
'Yes...I'm happy...I'm happy but...
No... is not that I hate you...
I like you...I like you but...'
Can I be merry?
I'm serious with the table manners
Thanks to mom and dad who taught me
Can I be merry?
My preparation isn't progressing
I can't close the suitcase, what should I do?
My souvenirs won't get in
We'll leave tomorrow morning
2020.08.07.
The 100th kiss
Don't get into my heart
It's not because I hide particularly
I simply can't talk
So interestingly like someone
Don't peek at me so much
Is not because I hate it particularly
Is that there are parts of each
That we don't know respectively
I think it's better this way
Or perhaps not, never mind
My feelings of that day
Don't look like a lie
If I kiss you a hundred times
I want you to say 'I love you' a hundred times
And then I would laugh unconditionally
And forgive you a hundred times
Yes, it's my love story
Since I met you in this city
I learned many things
I have the feeling
That even the speech changed
On that moment I was alone
Because I had may things accumulated
In fact
Nobody knows me
I think I don't want to talk
Or perhaps I do, never mind
Why tears
Are falling?
If you kiss me a hundred times
I'll dream of you a hundred times
And then I would say unconditionally
Kiss me in dreams a hundred times
Yes, it's my love story
If I kiss you a hundred times
I want you to say 'I love you' a hundred times
And then I would laugh unconditionally
And forgive you a hundred times
Yes, it's my love story
2020.08.07.
Love, tears color
Love, tears color, I read your mail
Love, I didn't want to hear you say
'I broke up with her'
Ah, I was playing innocent thinking
That I forgot you
Ah, complex emotions quickly
Go round my head. It's annoying
With your capricious personality
And my obstinate personality
Surely we can't continue
Love, tears color, I can't stop crying
Love, all ended that night
I won't answer your mail
Ah, if you're halfway a love with her for some reason
Uh, I wonder if you've been calm
Ah, how many times I wanted to forget your number
But I keep remembering it particularly. It's annoying
How much you grew, what part-time job you do
How much weight you won or lost
I only think of that
Love, tears color, now my tears don't stop
Love, I want to return to that night
And presume of your honesty
Love, tears color, I can't stop crying
Love, all ended that night
I won't answer your mail
2020.08.07.
The aesthetics
Without being able to confess my love
I'm overwhelmed and embarrassed
He's a tender man
And so handsome
Always on a hurry
I want the midnight to come soon
Baby I have a trillion things
To say to you
Because I'm in love
It's aching
But even if we love each other
I cry, I cry, I cry
The aesthetics of a man
And a woman in love
If I wake up tomorrow
I'd kiss kiss kiss you there
The glamour of a woman
And a man in love
On a lonely night
Even if I spill tears
It's ok
I consult to all my relatives
About the practicality of a wedding
He's a lovely man
But he's indecisive
So let's dance on this shining midnight
Fall in love please
Baby, half of me
Is ready
I dream with the metropolis
An afternoon of romance
With a yell around the world
Raise my right shoulder
The chemistry of a man
And a woman in love
If there's a reaction
I'd kiss kiss kiss you there
The spell of a woman
And a man in love
On a lonely night
Without being apart
We'll dream
I dream with the metropolis
An afternoon of romance
With a yell around the world
Raise my right shoulder
The chemistry of a man
And a woman in love
If there's a reaction
I'd kiss kiss kiss you there
The spell of a woman
And a man in love
On a lonely night
Without being apart
We'll dream
2020.08.07.
Suicide Dating
Tonight the two of us fulfill our promise
We abandon our worries and take a gamble to eternity
There's only one truth that can't be deceived
The single fragment found that allowed us to meet
Gazing at the night sky, I grasped your hand
Reminiscences surround us and the meter fluctuates
It doesn't matter where
Let's just go somewhere that's not here
Even if there's nothing left for us
Suicide dating
With the end of the blurring memories, there's supposed to be something else that's waiting for us
Like the story that I'm dreaming of right now
With you (with you)
Suicide dating
Without looking back, it's gotten this quiet
It's almost laughable, how we can't be stopped by anyone at all
I wonder if the phone's still ringing now
As if they were looking for us
The only ones who can stop us - are us
If this is how it's going to end, we can still, see, make the decision
Let's abandon the dragged final episode
More so than with words, we have the courage of youthfulness that acts as our strong anaesthesia
'It's scary after all, isn't it?'
Let's soak our minds in it
Even if there's nothing left for us
Suicide dating
With the end of the blurring memories
With the end of the blurring memories
Suicide dating (Suicide dating)
We swallow at the same time
Are choked by each other
Even as we fall together
We wonder why the both of us weren't born as one
Suicide dating
With the end of the blurring memories, there's supposed to be something else that's waiting for us
Like the story that I’m dreaming of right now
With you (with you)
Suicide dating
2020.08.07.
Pink unrequited love
I have a pink unrequited love
I stare at it fixedly
And if we look repeatedly
My chest chokes, pink fantasy
For the first time I have
An unrequited love
It seems that I like
What I can't understand
I wonder if for him
I'm his lover
Even in dreams comes out
I'm so interested
I have a pink unrequited love
In an unknown pause
I met him by chance. My chest chokes
I have a pink unrequited love
I stare at it fixedly
And if we look repeatedly
My chest chokes, pink fantasy
I can't even invite him
I'm so nervous
I understand that it's the time
To confess my love
Giving all of me
I want to talk to him
But being brave I say 'Hello' and 'Goodbye'
No conversation
I have a pink unrequited love
But even if I aim to mutual love
I got closer than yesterday. My chest chokes
I kiss a pink unrequited love
I dream of it fixedly
Is he seeing me?
The color of love is a pink season
I have a pink unrequited love
In an unknown pause
I met him by chance. My chest chokes
I have a pink unrequited love
I stare at it fixedly
And if we look repeatedly
My chest chokes, pink fantasy
2020.08.06.
Yeah! Super holidays
Yeah! Super holidays
Hopes of a happy summer
Yeah! Super summertime
I wanna fall in love happily
I get advantage to the age
Opening a fashion magazine
Incredible, incredible, incredible
Incredible, a swimsuit
Incredible, incredible, incredible
Incredible, on fashion
When all the girls compete
They don't give up before their rivals
Incredible, incredible, incredible
Incredible, passionate
Incredible, incredible, incredible
Incredible, battle
Sometimes, from time to time
I get sentimental
But I do something or other
Me at dreams dot dot slash
Yeah! Super holidays
Hopes of a happy summer
Yeah! Super summertime
I wanna fall in love happily
Yeah! Super holidays
Swelling up of bravery
Yeah! Super summertime
I want to help
A new myself
Fall in love happily
Don't lose the focus
Of an unexpected meeting anywhere
Incredible, incredible, incredible
Incredible, motivation
Incredible, incredible, incredible
Incredible, season
I'm really anxious
Can I do it?
But I have to do something or other
Palpi at tation dot dot slash
Yeah! Super holidays
Hopes of a happy summer
Yeah! Super summertime
I wanna fall in love
Yeah! Super holidays
Hopes of a happy summer
Yeah! Super summertime
I wanna fall in love hard
Yeah! Super holidays
Swelling up of bravery
Yeah! Super summertime
I want to help
A new myself
Fall in love happily
2020.08.06.
Smile
What was unlikely to happen becomes a fact
We all notice our powerlessness
What's right? Where to go?
You can't lose sight of it again
To protect what you love
You stand up and keep walking
But the longer is the road
The more tired you are and the less you can talk
You're not used to smiles when you're sad
But please, try to remember
If you live, something will be born
If you live, you'll be rewarded
So don't give up
Because you're not alone
Hurt by cruel words
Meeting with people turns us bitter
By being denied without letting us explain
No one can persevere nor have self confidence
Keep believing
Even if you keep walking against
The longer is the road
The more you know the true meaning of tenderness
You're not used to smiles when you want to cry
But please, don't get bitter
If you live, because tomorrow will come
If you live, you'll get through
So don't give up
Because you're not alone
Single-minded dreams, clumsiness
You can accept yourself entirely
Your cold heart and body
The way they are
You're not used to smiles when you're sad
But please, try to remember
If you live, something will be born
If you live, you'll be rewarded
lalalala…
lalalala…
If you live, because tomorrow will come
If you live, you'll get through
So don't give up
Because on any moment
You're never alone
2020.08.05.
Subject: Goodbye
I was noticing a little
Your reasons to stop mailing me
But until hearing it from your lips
I didn't want to believe it
If the name of your new girlfriend
Is of a girl I know
Don't you think it's cruel?
Picking a friend of mine specially
In the long time that passed
I couldn't win over the sudden temptation
Before not being able to meet you
I wanted to know your true feelings
I often sent you mails
Why don't you reply?
How cold you leave me
I can't hate you from the bottom of my heart
Because you're the one I loved
At least be brave to retire
A love excluded by the weight
If it doesn't graduate, it's only miserable
My fingers tremble writing a mail
With the word 'goodbye'
Before the screen saying 'Sent'
I spill overflowing tears
'Goodbye'. After being prepared
To never follow you anymore
While I erased the address I was familiarized to
I muttered 'Stay well'
This time I sent another mail
Of goodbye to that girl
Friendship and love
I lost them at once on a cold night
2020.08.01.
The Girls from Tuuteri
Girls came to the village, girls from Tuuteri
Beautiful maidens who could dance and sway
They have silks slipped over their foreheads
They've put on pretty clothes
Hey now, give the floor to the girls, give them space
Make way for us, fine Tuuteri girls
If you don't, we'll be drawn out through the doors
And we'll dance outside under the stars
(x2)
Yes, the girls from Tuuteri
are dancing under the stars now
They sway in the middle of the yard
The girls are itching to dance
Their shoes want to skip around
Please will you let us dance in the hall
Clatter around in our clattering shoes
We've legs that are still young and fit
We can still lift out bottoms from the benches
They stayed for a few weeks
Stayed for a whole month
They had naughty men back home in Tuuteri
They were in no hurry to get home
(x4)
Yes, the girls from Tuuteri
are dancing under the stars now
They sway in the middle of the yard
These girls are itching to dance
Their shoes want to skip around
Their shoes want to skip around...
2020.07.30.
Where can I get this kind of a song from
Where can I get this kind of a song from,
The one about love and life,
So no one would have guessed that this song is about you.
So no one would have guessed
So no one would have guessed
That this song is about you
That this song is about you.
So that this song would have flown around the world,
Would have touched someone’s heart,
Would have drawn someone to a grove,
Would have led someone to the fields.
Would have drawn someone to a grove,
Would have drawn someone to a grove,
Would have led someone to the fields.
Would have led someone to the fields.
So that by the factory clubhouse
And in some distant little village
With a heart set aflutter by this song,
A young girl would have waited for her dear one.
With a heart set aflutter by this song,
With a heart set aflutter by this song,
A young girl would have waited for her dear one.
A young girl would have waited for her dear one.
So that this song would have flown around the world,
Would have touched someone’s heart,
Would have drawn someone to a grove,
Would have led someone to the fields.
Would have drawn someone to a grove,
Would have drawn someone to a grove,
Would have led someone to the fields.
Would have led someone to the fields.
2020.07.30.
Gambina
Gambina, Gambina
Gambina, Gambina, yea yo
Using a newspaper, a baseball bat, this hangover's breaking my mind
But this horrible headache is important
Pennyless boy, coveting problems
They won't write lines for me like for Edwin Rommel
I have a habit of screwing up, cooking up soup, opening up cans and
Drinking up all my money, my persona is a storyteller of these trips
Debts and weakling, people coveting ease
Fear and disgust on the newspaper
Alcohol is poison and I drink it
There is someone inside me that needs to be killed
Alcohol is poison and I drink it
There is someone inside me that needs to be killed
I'd fly up to the ceiling of the sky
But my mind is a wrestler that drags me to the carpet
Your everyday life is a prison to me
My everyday life is to pour up some Gambina
Gambina, Gambina
Gambina, Gambina, yea yo
Gambina, Gambina
Gambina, Gambina, yea yo
All for nothing, the moomins exchange
Black pizza and rape corpses
Teeth worn down by beer bottles
I'm handicapped like Vantaa, Vantaa
I've no clue of new tv-shows
Our life is a bucket list
Were cancer, eating is my job
Gin tonic lights up my night
I want to go somewhere, even if it means going into the night
I don't want to work in parasite-filled offices
With a trip to Thai shining in my mind's eye
I just hang around as a nothing in this dumb group
Called Suomi-Finland
And when I look at you I see no brother
One Pelle Miljoona, a million clowns
Alcohol is poison and I drink it
There is someone inside me that needs to be killed
Alcohol is poison and I drink it
There is someone inside me that needs to be killed
I'd fly up to the ceiling of the sky
But my mind is a wrestler that drags me to the carpet
Your everyday life is a prison to me
My everyday life is to pour up some Gambina
Gambina, Gambina
Gambina, Gambina, yea yo
Gambina, Gambina
Gambina, Gambina, yea yo
I'd fly up to the ceiling of the sky
But my mind is a wrestler that drags me to the carpet
Your everyday life is a prison to me
My everyday life is to pour up some Gambina
Gambina, Gambina
Gambina, Gambina, yea yo
Gambina, Gambina
Gambina, Gambina, yea yo
2020.07.29.
Gentleness
The sound of the june rain loses dreams and has no words
Are days that I gathered saying that I could be happy someday
People are fragile and live on one's convenience
Without understanding the pain that caused
Give me love, love me please
Living without you makes no sense
Teach me now the strength of mom smiling
Saying 'I'm ok, I have no problems'
My chest in love incited the sky overflowing in brightness
I can't be as strong as mom
I can't be so gentle to come across the pain
Even if I press it down, I can't do it completely
A violent emotion sang by the rain of the season
I can't forget this love and the warmth
Now wash it all away
Give me love, love me please
Living without you makes no sense
Teach me now the strength of mom smiling
Saying 'I'm ok, I have no problems'
2020.07.27.
I don't want to know
You're smiling at your phone, I heard the voice of another
This is bad luck
You set the screen against the table
I don't want to find what I'm most afraid of
I don't want to hear it,
I don't want to talk about it,
I don't want to see what goes on in your mind
I don't want to hear it,
I don't want to talk about it,
I don't want to see anything
Ignorance is bliss, that's why I don't dare
to ask if you're thinking of someone else when you're with me
I don't want to know, I don't want to know, (know)
Ignorance is bliss, yet I wonder
If you think the grass would be greener with someone else
I don't want to know, I don't want to know, (know)
We're not like before
Your friends say they haven't seen you in a while
You claim you're with them
You thought I wouldn't notice someone else taking care of you now
I don't want to hear it,
I don't want to talk about it,
I don't want to see what goes on in your mind
I don't want to hear it,
I don't want to talk about it,
I don't want to see anything
Ignorance is bliss, that's why I don't dare
to ask if you're thinking of someone else when you're with me
I don't want to know, I don't want to know, (know)
Ignorance is bliss, yet I wonder
If you think the grass would be greener with someone else
I don't want to know, I don't want to know, (know)
I don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna babe
I have millions of questions on my mind
I won't ask them because I couldn't handle the answers
I don't want to know, no
I don't want to know, no
I don't want to know
Ignorance is bliss, that's why I don't dare
to ask if you're thinking of someone else when you're with me, hey yeah
I don't want to know, I don't want to know, (know)
Ignorance is bliss, yet I wonder, I wonder
If you think the grass would be greener with someone else, do you think so
I don't want to know, no, no, no
I don't want to know, no I don't want to know
I have millions of questions on my mind
I have millions of questions on my mind
I have millions of questions on my mind
2020.07.27.
Gold - Red - Blue
Golden days in summer
Golden as an autumn field
And golden as the hair of my Anemaleen
Full of gold and happiness in our world
Red as the sun, which laughs so beautifully
Red is the blooming clover
And red as the cheeks of my little bride
That is for work, for love, and thinking
Blue as the water as far as we can see
Blue as the sky over us
So blue, like the eyes of my little girl
And true as our love to our homeland
You, do you see, high in the wind
Just above my Anamaleen
So I wish you much faith, like a thought
I see the flag in gold, red, and blue
2020.07.24.
Deep-water Rhythm
Dive into a silent night and you’ll hear it
Traveling swiftly through your body
A deep-water rhythm, attributed to life
The surface of the water looks like a starlit sky
Gently caressing it all
Colored with smiles and tears
I’ll be there for you when tomorrow comes
Fish glowing pale blue are like a shower of comets
Close your eyes and make your own wish
Hoping we can keep adding up small layers of happiness
A surge of bubbles upon the faraway waters
Will you please grant my wishes?
Sharing with you joy and sorrow
I’ll be there for you when tomorrow comes
Though the pounding of each other’s hearts may be transient
They echo on with vigor
The rhythm incessantly linking life together
I’ll play it aloud for the future
The surface of the water looks like a starlit sky
Gently caressing it all
Colored with smiles and tears
I’ll be there for you when tomorrow comes
2020.07.23.
But Not Like
The birds are starting to look like friends
All good things like they can be screwed up
And not like that guy but like they could be screwed up
And not like that they could but like
I could screw them up again
Did that bird talk about me?
I'll soon be ashore
Not as in 'down' but soon in the harbour
Not as in 'make it rain' but soon there
Not as in cognizant but I'll soon have come
Not as in har har but I'll soon be over
I had some follow-up to that but I forgot
I don't exist until you look at me
The rest of the time I'm atoms, trying to take shape
A soul without a body can't find peace
It doesn't have the mass to brake
and be
I just come over to you and fall in love
With you again
But you turn your head
And I feel how I begin to fall apart again
How to get you to notice
I could take a shape
Any shape at all
But maintaining it is more difficult
I try to coo at you from the yard
But without an outline
As much as I may wish
It probably won't reach you
2020.07.23.
Keys Open Doors
Does it matter
Whether the Earth is round or flat
The only thing I care about
Is that you no longer feel like crying
A couple of new religions are born every day
You are my cult
Can't just leave this impromptu
Keys open doors
But they don't fit that door
Or at least that's what you once said
Therefore that's how it is
Keys open doors
But the walls are merely props
This is probably just a test
Well then, a test!
Ran out of paper - I began writing on the desk
Ran out of desk - I began writing on the wall
The same words
Some turn them into a rope
'You know me
I'm always totally a feather'
To walk on water
Or to walk home from the bar
I closed my eyes
So that I could see you better
You picked me up and hung me from the air
With dopamine kisses
When you popped out of the mist
At first I couldn't tell you apart from me
I couldn't tell where everything started
Or did everything start from the beginning again