A keresés eredménye oldal 11

I'll be gone or I'll be going, both can be said or sayed

I used to bawl in the desert like a very bad tenor,
a big, stupid, obscene animal.
I used to jerk off loudly, throwing up like an ancient Roman
to help myself all alone to more and more food.
Again and again estranged to my pain,
I brilliantly ignore myself.
I'm perfectly fine, my body seen from the outside
I'm perfectly fine, quiet now, I'm sleeping.
 
I'll be gone or I'll be going,
both can be said or sayed1
 
I was emptying myself from the read end, my back to the world,
discharged from the reserve army of capitalism.
Brilliantly socially excluded, I was organizing the worst,
often seeking a radical wound
again and again and again.
We've been barely surviving on the brink of society for generations.
I'll leave you in peace and go back to my shipwreck.
Well, so long folks.
 
I'll be gone or I'll be going
I'm going, please forgive me, forget about me
I'll be gone or I'll be going
I'm quietly going into oblivion over there
 
End of history in my meagre present.
I'll stay over there, surrounded by nothingness,
a ghost ship, a glorious failure.
After my self scuttling I end up clutching death.
 

• 1. This is a cultural joke. French is a complicated language which requires some serious effort to be written in a syntactically correct way. It is customary among educated French people to dismiss and belittle those who can't write it flawlessly. This can be interpreted in a political way, but since politics have been voided of their meaning and social classes have become an obscenity, I won't even bother to try. According to the dominant ideology, these guys are just crazy fools who talk out of their asses. And the poor idiots can't even write proper French anyway.

Two lovers

I see two lovers walking,
In the evening mists,
Young couple that prefers to be,
Where no one can see them.
 
And comes to my memory,
Our old story,
From my youth.
 
We secretly loved each other,
And it was like a dream,
Our blue paradise.
 
I see two lovers walking,
In the evening mists,
That they are sighing that to have the age,
That their love does not have to hide.
 
They will dream that what awaits them,
Sweet spring,
And their love will flourish.
 
They will think of adventures,
And the million follies,
That love will bring them.
 
I see two lovers walking,
In the evening mists,
That they love each other as much as you and I
And the light of love they can see
 

A Tender Vampire

Versions: #2
The window is open,
And cold is the wind.
Shadows grew longer
Across the desk’s lid.
I’m a mysterious guest
In a silvery gown,
And you know for sure
Why I visit you now.
 
To give you power,
To give you strength.
I will kiss you wildly,
I will kiss on the neck!
 
Like a tender vampire…
Like a tender vampire…
Like an innocent child,
Like a tender vampire…
 
Rise!
 
The girlfriends of yours
Are high on glue.
With every day,
They are becoming dull-witted and blue.
And in this land,
Sticky like dirt,
You can get chubby,
You can get lost…
But I can ignite
The flames in your eyes.
I’ll give you power,
I’ll give you force…
I’ll push you to be
Distinct from the rest!
Like a lamb to the slaughter,
I came as your guest.
 
To give you power,
To give you strength.
I will kiss you wildly,
I will kiss on the neck!
 
Like a tender vampire…
Like a tender vampire…
Like an innocent child,
Like a tender vampire…
 

AUTO

I’m fed up by
Your distorted egoism.
Just looking at your expression
Really makes me want to hit you.
 
That can’t be settled,
Such unmanageable problems
Pile up one after another until they collapse.
But the paranoia remains, though I don’t know why.
 
In a corner of a pitch-black room,
To stop the rushing waves,
I quit.
 
Spelling it out makes it easier,
I spell it all out.
For the image of your darkened heart,
I reserved an automatic washing.
 
Let’s forget about the worst past days.
 
You can’t sell paid love for free.
Something you didn’t have from the start,
You can’t reclaim it left and right.
You will reap what you sow.
 
With prejudiced opinions, the categorization is slightly off.
I know you’re trying to pile them up,
You’re losing sight of the important things.
Looking at the amount of heat that was still pure white
As it gets dirty, I quit.
 
Spelling it out makes it easier,
I spell it all out.
At this rate, dyed in deeply,
The bleach will expand.
 
Let’s forget about the worst past days.
 
Put away the selfish words
You repaint with a convenient interpretation.
We’re fragile and fleeting just like
Your pretenses, though you may not have noticed.
 
I’m not buying it anymore.
 
Spelling it out makes it easier,
I spell it all out.
For the image of your darkened heart,
I reserved an automatic washing.
 
Let’s forget about the worst past days.
 

Jump in the air

Heavy is the weighty passer-by
Just as elephants are, too
Who does press men against the asphalt?
Their Daisies follow, looking at the effect they have
 
Who, from Equator up to the poles
Did put that burden we have on our shoulders?
Is it the sky, Baudelaire’s lid1
That flattens us, pins us against the ground?
 
I figured it out, how horrendous
Earth’s like a vacuum cleaner
That wants our body, sucks it down, hopes for it
She wants you, don’t let her do it
 
Jump in the air
 
Since we’re inescapably sinking
Into dust, lil' brother
Jump in the air
 
Hold my hand if you’re scared
My little kangaroo, my lil' sister
Jump in the air
 
We tense all our muscles
To escape from that flesh-eater
Cling on to the ceiling, grab the lamps
So the Earth won’t eat you, gobble you
Jump in the air
 
Fresh mimosa, soft grass
Being above or below doesn’t feel the same
Jesus was swallowed, but he resisted
He jumped up, so c’mon! Now it’s your turn!
Jump in the air
 

• 1. A reference to a well-known poem from Baudelaire, 'Spleen' : « Quand le ciel bas et lourd pèse comme un couvercle… » ('When the low and heavy sky weighs like a lid...')

Critical Beauty (예뻐죽겠네)

I was walking and found it on a street
Was is it called? A rose?
There's no choice if you like it
You can have it if you want
You've always liked pink?
I didn't know that
Seeing you holding the rose
You do look good
 
Don't look at me that way
Stop asking me questions
Where did you learn to smile like that?
It's suddenly hot
I'm burning up
 
What's the point of saying what's obvious?
What's the point of saying what's obvious?
What's the point of asking what's obvious?
That's how I feel
 
What's the point of saying what's obvious?
It's written on your face
Why are you getting uspet?
You're so beautiful
 
My eyes give shining signs to others
Don't try to feel the difference with others
I don't want you
To join others who seem obvious
Let's just reduce the gap
Between you and me
 
I feel high
Dive into the sky
As always
I have the pitiful vibe
Every day I live for you
I'll give you everything
When I'm alone with you
Everywhere we go it's Hollywood
 
Something cumbersome, something shiny
Something strange is inside my pocket
Why don't you
Put it on your finger?
Oh, it fits so perfectly on you
I happen to have
The same thing on my finger
 
Don't look at me like that
What are you curious about?
How do you make a voice like that?
It's suddenly hot
You drive me crazy
 
What's the point of saying what's obvious?
What's the point of saying what's obvious?
What's the point of asking what's obvious?
That's how I feel
 
What's the point of saying what's obvious?
It's written on your face
Why are you getting uspet?
You're so beautiful
 
It's Yuto
Burn everything, fire
I lost everything for you
The virus has spread deeply
Like I'm addicted to you
Someone please help me I can't hide this feeling
That's right you suffocate me
 
Don't look at me that way
Stop asking me questions
Where did you learn to smile like that?
It's suddenly hot
I'm burning up
 
What's the point of saying what's obvious?
What's the point of saying what's obvious?
What's the point of asking what's obvious?
That's how I feel
 
What's the point of saying what's obvious?
It's written on your face
Why are you getting uspet?
You're so beautiful
 

Belle

Madame! Gaston!
I listen with pleasure
Madame! Gaston!
Just do it
 
Not me, never, I guarantee it
I can't stand this miserable life
 
The great adventure is waiting for me
In an enchanting region
I can't even say how much I desire it
 
I would venture immediately
If I had a partner
The one meant for me is not the right one
 

Belle

Madame! Gaston!
I listen with pleasure
Madame! Gaston!
Just do it
 
Not me, never, I guarantee it
Because by now I feel I need more thank this
 
From a distance calls
A long-awaited adventure
It is a wonderful strange thrill
 
Maybe my dream is none other than
Simply that of an eternal soul mate
And the desire for a new life
 

Until dusk

The world used to be at my feet
Fate did everything the way I said
I thought: why would I need another to be happy
Today, I know it's not like that
 
The pain will remain forever-
I can see her under my eyelids
I let my heart be stolen too easily
Where to get strength from? Where, I ask?
 
She will always be next to me,
Even if she runs away
She's holding my soul, wounding, lifting up
Teasing... How to stand that?
Alone in this tower, slowly fading,
I squirm like a wild animal
Will she wish to come, here
And be with me until the dusk?
 
Why does love tempt like that?
May eternal darkness be gone
Although she is so far, I don't know where
My sight wants to chase her
 
She will always be next to me
Even when hidden in fog
Always giving me strength, day after day
I count seconds with her
Alone in this tower, slowly fading
I squirm like a wild animal
 
Will she wish to come here?
And in this long night
There will be less loneliness
Just to be with her - until dusk
 

You Were a Mistake

You played within my soul
You were my heaven and my earth
Like a child running on the shore
I was looking for a simple place and some comfort
 
It's over, it's over
Words breaking on the paper
Like a child against the world
I was looking for another direction
 
And you
You were a mistake
You played with my borders of living and dying
I remained a druggie of loneliness
Since you left, I've lost my identity
All the tears have blended in with the humidity
How I lost you so easily
 
We've been through a crazy journey
Such as that time itself can't burn away
Like a child I was waiting for the end
The child within me is gone, he went out for a chase
 
It's over, it's over
Going back to the same spot
Like a child filled with innocence
I was looking for another direction
 
And you
You were a mistake
You played with my borders of living and dying
I remained a druggie of loneliness
Since you left, I've lost my identity
All the tears have blended in with the humidity
How I lost you so easily
 
And you
You were a mistake
You played with my borders of living and dying
In the nights I recovered from the loneliness
Since you left, I've lost my identity
All the tears have blended in with the humidity
How I lost you so easily
 

Belated Caution

Ah... in this era
Um... a love
Has to have a shape -
Someone said so.
 
Ah... but why then
Um... those cold eyes.
This dark cage
Is too cramped.
 
A beautiful flower
Decorating show window
Won't bloom.
 
Pretending we can't hear the wailing of the sirens
Just watching how the stain is spreading.
A jigsaw puzzle piece
Without being put together
Is fumbled in a hand.
Without a doubt, it's a belated caution.
 
Ah... hold me tight.
Um... Even if you kiss me,
A right answer
Won't come to mind anyway.
 
Your deep blue eyes
Piercing me
Are so lovely it scares me.
 
In a world the two of us desired
Someone is crying, an outburst of cricket chirping...
We melt into
The pure white sheets,
Closing ourselves in our world
Staring into each other's eyes... It's a caution.
 
Before the dawn breaks
And we get captured
We run off barefoot (the two of us)
Without even noticing the bleeding.
No need for light
That's why under the veil of night...
 
Pretending we can't hear the wailing of the sirens
Just watching how the stain is spreading.
The two of us are heading to a place of fall.
'Depend on you'.
'You complete me'.
Without a doubt, it's a belated caution.
Love is a belated caution.
 

Kibaszottul gyönyörű

Én, csak közel akarlak tartani téged,
Baby, nem akarlak elengedni.
Még ha nem is hiszed el,
hogy az én világom kibaszottul gyönyörű.
 
Azt hiszed nem értem,
pedig nagyon is tisztában vagyok vele.
Az életem olyan, akár egy party,
újabb vörös rúzs.
 
Minden szabályt áthágtam,
amikor nem vettem fel neked a telefont.
Készen állok, hogy belevágjak
és elinduljon a rock 'n' roll.
 
Baby, csak közel akarlak tartani magamhoz,
kérlek ne engedj el, hallgass meg.
 
Én, csak közel akarlak tartani téged,
Baby, nem akarlak elengedni.
Még ha nem is hiszed el,
hogy az én világom kibaszottul gyönyörű. (x2)
 
Olyan fajta királynő vagyok,
amilyet még sosem láttál.
Keményen lecsapok,
tarts velem ma éjjel.
 
Kezd minden felforrósodni,
ne állíts meg.
Csupán ragyogni akarok ma éjjel,
csak engedd, hogy megtörténjen.
 
Baby, csak közel akarlak tartani magamhoz,
kérlek ne engedj el, hallgass meg.
 
Én, csak közel akarlak tartani téged,
Baby, nem akarlak elengedni.
Még ha nem is hiszed el,
hogy az én világom kibaszottul gyönyörű. (x2)
 
Hogy a világom kibaszottul gyönyörű.
 

Come Back My Love

Why did you leave me ,my love
Why did you punish me like this
And why you turned away from me,my love
It seems like yesterday,when we were together(in love)
It seemed a sweet intoxicating night
Why did you leave me to drown in sorrows,my love
What wrong did I do
For which you punished so hard,my love
The moments of our love are more fragile than glass
My eyes are full of your dreams and memories
And before our love could blossom,
You got so annoyed(angry)with me,my love
All our dreams were shattered ,
Even before coming true,my love
My *miserable heart will be alive again
I have already suffered so much,
Please come back to me my love(x2)
 
Why did you make me fall for you,my love
Why did you play with my feelings(emotions)
Why so cold hearted,my love
Even the cruelest man in the world knows his limits
Will my heart never stop weeping (for you)
Why you didn’t punish me back than
and now our relation ended,my love
Why did you build such a trap
And now I can’t even hug you anymore,my love
After sunset , very soon sun will rise again
I’ve had enough of this darkness in my life
Please be my sunshine,my love
 
And before our love could blossom,
You got so annoyed(angry)with me,my love......
 

Beautiful

From a distance over there
I see you. My heart is pounding.
 
Do you know who I am?
You took my heart from the beginning
 
Even if I close my eyes and cover my ears,
My heart broken into pieces again
I’m going to run towards you.
 
If you’re listening to this song,
I want you to know that I mean it.
 
You are so beautiful
in any form
You are so beautiful
I’ll protect you.
 
Stay with me. Stay there.
Even if you get away from it,
You are so beautiful
I pray that my heart will reach you.
 
across the dawn
I’m going to tell you today
in a tiring day
I’ll be your light and light you up
 
Even if you close your eyes and cover your ears,
My broken heart again.
I’m going to run for you.
 
If you’re listening to this song,
I want you to know that I mean it.
 
You are so beautiful
in any form
You are so beautiful
I’ll protect you.
 
Stay with me. Stay there.
Even if you get away from it,
You are so beautiful
I pray that my heart will reach you.
 
I don’t know yet.
words that have been tolerated for a long time
I love you.
 
You are so beautiful
in any form
You are so beautiful
I’ll protect you.
 
Stay with me. Stay there.
Even if you get away from it,
You are so beautiful
I pray that my heart will reach you.
 

A Fájdalmad Az Enyém

Sikítások a tűz parazsaiból
Egy elveszett birodalom halvány fénye
Az időtlen ködbe omlott
Lámpások lógnak a barlangokban
Ne süssön fény az árnyékember számára
Az amnesztia útján
Megágyazva a névtelen sírban
Az ártatlant elnyelte a homok
 
Az kéz, amely az életért markol
Tisztán belehasít egy késsel
Minden vágás oly mély
Hogy hangzik a oltalmazott alvás?
Süket fülek a szirén hívásának gyűrűjében
Hallom, hogy énekelnek a mennyben
Soha nem fogjuk hallani a dalt
 
A fájdalmad az enyém
Én te vagyok egy másik életben
A fájdalmad az enyém
Régen egyek voltunk
Mielőtt a föld
Ellopta a lelkünket
A fájdalmad az enyém
 
Minden isten búcsút mond fiainak
Amikor jönnek a bombák, fuss
Elkülönítés a golyók sokasága között
Mégegy csecsemő fuldoklik a füstös dicsfényében
Soha nem láttam az igazságot, de most már tudom
Csökkenti az épelméjűségünket
Elszakadtunk a társadalomtól
 
Az kéz, amely az életért markol
Tisztán belehasít egy késsel
Minden vágás oly mély
Hogy hangzik a oltalmazott alvás?
Süket fülek a szirén hívásának gyűrűjében
Hallom, hogy énekelnek a mennyben
Soha nem fogjuk hallani a dalt
 
A fájdalmad az enyém
Én vagyok te egy másik életben
A fájdalmad az enyém
Rég voltunk eggyek
Mielőtt a föld ellopta a lelkünket
 
A festett képek mindig derűseknek tűnnek
De a valóság sokkal durvább, hogy láthasd
És szükségem van rá hogy tudd
Ez a segítség számomra nem elérhető
Vagy legalább higgy nekem
Azt kívánom, hogy békére lelj
De a gondolatban nincs cselekedet
Így egyszerűen elveszett tagadhatatlanul
Az önelégültség és árulás tengerén
És én könyörögtem, hogy kapjatok
Csak egy esélyt, hogy szabad légy
Talán időben, de tudom, megpróbáltam
 
A fájdalmad az enyém
Fuss úgy, mintha az életed függne tőle
Mert egy nap megtörténik
Sajnálom kölyök
A világ soha nem fordul vissza
És soha nem is fog
 

One doesn't renounce, when in love

Versions: #1
One doesn't renounce, when in love
After all, life does not end tomorrow
What if I stop waiting for you
And you will come, all of a sudden
One doesn't renounce, when in love
 
And you will come when it's dark
When a blizzard hits the window
When you remember how long
We haven't warmed each other
Yes, you will come when it is dark
 
And you will want the warmth so badly
Same one that you unfavored once
What you will not be able to wait
For three people at the pay phone
That's how you will want the warmth!
 
I can give everything for that
And I believe in it so strong
That is hard for me not to wait for you
All day long, without leaving the door
For this, I can give everything!
 
One doesn't renounce, when in love
After all, life does not end tomorrow
What if I stop waiting for you
And you will come, all of a sudden
One doesn't renounce, when in love
 

Chained by One Chain

Versions:
Frankpledge is greasy like soot
I take someone’s hand but feel an elbow
I look for the eyes but feel a look
Where above the heads there is a butt
The red sunrise is followed by the pink sunset
 
Chained by one chain
Bound by one goal
Chained by one chain
Bound by one...
 
Here, the joints are frail, and the spaces are huge
Here, the trains were crumpled to make columns
Some words are for kitchens, others are for streets
Here, the eagles were dropped, to give space to broiler chickens
And even when kissing, I keep my eyes on...
 
[.......]
Chained by one chain
Bound by one goal
Chained by one chain
Bound by one goal
 
One can believe in the absence of faith
One can do when there is nothing to do
Beggars are praying, praying that
Their poverty is guaranteed
 
Here you can play trumpet for yourself
But however you play, you always play taps
And if there are those who come to you
There will be those who come for you
 
As you..
chained by one chain
Bound by one goal
Chained by one chain
Bound by one...
 
Here, women are seeking, but they only find age
Here, fatigue is considered as the measure of work
There are no villains in leather cabinets here
Here, the first ones look like the last ones
And no less than the last ones they are probably tired
 
To be...
Chained by one chain
Bound by one goal
Chained by one chain
Bound by one goal
 
Chained by one chain
Bound by one goal
Chained by one chain
Bound by one goal
 
Chained...
 

This evening

Together again and end of loneliness
I leave myself in your hands again
Together again falling into the fire
falling both and wherever it might bring us
 
This evening is going to be ours too
for our love and our dream
This evening is going to be ours too
for our love and our dream...
 
Together again and our time stops us
in our most secretly of Eros(=love) time
Together again to live for the first time
the most crazy trip in our life
 
This evening is going to be ours too
for our love and our dream
This evening is going to be ours too
for our love and our dream...
 

BWV 248 Karácsonyi Oratórium II, 8: Nézzétek, ott fekszik a sötét istállóban.

8. Korál
Nézzétek, ott fekszik a sötét istállóban,
kinek uralma mindenre kiterjed!
Hol elébb egy jószág kereste táplálékát,
ott most a Szűznek gyermeke pihen.
 

BWV 248 II, 8 Chorale: Look, there lies in the dark stable.

8. Chorale
Look, there lies in the dark stable
one who has dominion over all!
Where once an ox sought food
now rests the Virgin's child.
 

Tbilisian Tragedy

'Nobody' will help you today.
'Nobody' seeks comfort.
'Nobody' will win this war.
And 'nobody' will survive today.
 
I see tears are choking you,
how can I help you, tell me, I'm begging you,
I see thoughts are intoxicating you,
tell me what are you crying for, why are you suffering?
 
I have turned flour into liquid,
I have flown as a salt vapour.
Loneliness is my destiny
what this city suffers from - is a tragedy
 
You, you understand this -
madness, the piece of tin foil.
You, you know this -
you are that 'nobody'
 
I see tears are choking you,
how can I help you, tell me, I'm begging you,
I see thoughts are intoxicating you,
tell me what are you crying for, why are you suffering?
I see the pain is breaking you, what is it you got so used to and can't let go?
I see death is chasing you, come home today and let's remember the smile.
 
I see tears are choking you,
I see thoughts are intoxicating you
I see the pain is breaking you
I see death is chasing you
 
I, I will find a way
I will break away
I, I will find a way
I will manage it.
I, I will find a way
I will swim across the sea.
I, I will find a way
I won't kill myself
 
I have a taste of chlorine in my mouth
and a smell of dampness in my nose,
the heaviness of these everyday thoughts
is crawling on my brain like worms
What I wanted to tell you,
I couldn't find in me.
When I thought I'd fly up,
I fell into a ravine.
The young are chased by death.
The old probably by 'passing away'.
I will pluck you from the hands of death tonight
and together we will survive this torture.
Romanticizing of our deaths
won't see the light of the dawn,
just like the song of the swan up in the air,
or the meeting of that kipchak
 

Eyes So Certain

Versions: #1
I try to find you
I have so much to say
My love, it's OK
 
How lucky we are
I wanna make you happy
My love, I always did
 
Your eyes so certain, but I don't know what to say
I don't go, but time comes
Everything's alright, but I don't know what to say
I don't go, but time comes here
 
I try to find you
I have so much to say
My love, it's OK
 
Even though we're apart
It's not the end
Your love, all in me
 
If it's not more than I try to be
If it's not more
 
If it's not more than I try to be
If it's not more
 
Your eyes so certain, but I don't know what to say
I don't go, but time comes
Everything's alright, but I don't know what to say
I don't go, but time comes here
 

Letter

The water in these eyes are speechless
They aren't able to express my pain x2
Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear
your letter doesn't reach my address
 
The broken mirror of my heart
is telling our story
 
Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear
Your letter doesn't reach my address
 
On the days when there is moonlight
Every star looks dim in the nights
Why does it look dim
When the borders aren't there anymore
Colour smears in the hands,flying
Why do they smear, flying
 
This path of mine asks me
Why did I keep relations with travellers
This prayer needs to reach the lord
Why doesn't this prayer come true?
 
Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear
Your letter doesn't reach my address
 
Yes, I lost everything that was mine
Let this life too go now
 
Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear
Your letter doesn't reach my address
 

Elegia

The son drank for another month
And at the beautiful dawn
He convulsed, crying
Now the liquor would win
 
Then mother entered the room
Hearing the lamentation
Quietly she looked at the drunk
Pale as death
 
She closed the curtains
Sat on a chair
As her son coughed
Blood on the floor
 
There was nothing to say
A hand was not reaching for the other
Mothers look went out
To the morning sun
 
So passed an hour, and another
And the sons bed went quiet
So mother got dressed
And pulled boots on
 
Crossed the field
To the neighbours house
Carefully stepped in
To the faint light
 
She was not in a hurry
There was only one concern
'Please call the church
my son just died'
 

Good day

Today is a good day
Day of realization
Today is a good day
To finish the job
 
Today I hate myself
I understand what I am
I know where I came from
And where I'm going
 
Today everything glimmers
In bright lights
Today is a good day
To see through the smiles
 
Today the lovely sun
Burns the liars
Today is a good day
The final day
 

I Had Dreamed of Another Life

I had dreamed of another life,
but life killed my dreams—
the way you stifle the last cries
of an animal that you finish off.
 
Oh, I had dreamed of such a grand heart
where mine could find a place,
but my first Prince Charming
became the assassin of my childhood.
 
I paid with all my tears
the ransom of a meagre happiness
to a society that disarms
the victim, and not the thief.
 
I had dreamed of a single love
lasting until the end of the world,
which you never go around
as surely as the earth is round.
 
I had dreamed of another life,
but life killed my dreams.
Hardly begun, it is over
like a brief springtime that ends.
 
I had dreamed of another life,
but life killed my dreams.
Hardly begun, it is over
like a brief springtime that ends.
 

It Takes Time

It takes time to forget the faces from the past.
It takes time to arrive at the end of the voyage.
It takes time to stop the onslaught of images.
It takes time to debark for other beautiful shores.
 
Time has lifted me out of your life
like sand running through my fingers.
The wind has erased my footprints.
Now the sky turns gray
as the days grow shorter
as soon as I think of my loves.
How stupid one can seem,
as immobile as a poet
in front of a blank page—
completely blank.
 
It takes time to hope to fall in love again.
It takes time to get used to being happy again.
It takes time to no longer see your smile each night.
It takes time to no longer believe that I can die from it.
 
Like a flower pressed into a bible,
my life fades but remains beautiful.
I hear other voices calling out to me.
I still have loves to live
because I still have many tears left
to confront more misery.
With the day that will soon dawn,
I feel it ascend like well-being,
as if it were a beautiful Sunday—
a beautiful Sunday.
 
It takes time to forget to cry over yourself.
It takes time to get used to saying again I love you—
I love you—
I love you.
 

Except for myself

It was something like a sign when their elbows locked
I asked you how it happened,
And you told me, 'with a needle'.
 
I thought it was going to hurt,
You're telling me that it hurts now
I saw you become stressed as time passed by.
 
Except for myself, I'm yelling
For a single moment of this pale life.
 
I remember nights when you were cold,
Even if it were summer.
You marked moments of hate on the wall with a knife.
 
Your friends pushed you round and round,
Two on the inside and one on the outside
And they always sent me away,
But maybe I'll get tangled up with you.
 
-Βασιλική Οικονομοπούλου

Mass of Our Lady

Lord have mercy
Christ have mercy
Lord have mercy.
 
Glory to God in the highest.
And on earth peace
And good will to men
We praise you, we bless you,
we adore you,
We glorify you, we give you thanks
because of your great glory.
Lord God, heavenly King
God the Father Almighty.
Lord Jesus Christ,
Only Begotten Son,
Lord God,
Lamb of God,
Son of the Father,
Who takes away
the sins of the world
Have mercy on us.
Receive our prayer
You who sit at
the right hand of the Father,
Have mercy on us.
For you alone are Holy
You alone are the Lord,
You alone are the Most High,
Jesus Christ,
With the Holy Spirit
In the glory of God the Father,
Amen.
 
I believe in one God,
Almighty Father,
Maker of Heaven and Earth,
of all things visible and invisible.
And in one Lord Jesus Christ,
the only begotten of the Father,
the one before all worlds.
Light from Light,
true God from true God,
Begotten, not made,
Being one with the Father,
By whom all things were made,
For us men,
and for our salvation,
By the power of the Holy Spirit,
And the Virgin Mary,
He came down from Heaven
And became man.
He was crucified
under Pontius Pilate
He died and was buried
But he rose,
On the third day,
According to Scriptures.
He ascended into heaven
and is seated at the right hand of God.
He will come again in glory
to judge the living and the dead
His kingdom will have no end.
and in Holy Spirit,
The Lord and giver of life,
Who proceeds from the Father and Son,
Who together with the Father and the Son,
Is adored and glorified,
And who spoke through the prophets.
As one of the Holy,
Catholic Church,
I confess one baptism
for the remission of sins,
And await the resurrection of the body
And the life of the world to come.
Amen
 
Holy, Holy, Holy
Lord God ,
Heaven and earth
are full of your glory
Hosanna in the highest
Blessed is he who comes
in the name of the most high.
Hosanna in the highest
 
Lamb of God,
who takes away
the sins of the world,
have mercy on us.
Lamb of God,
who takes away
the sins of the world,
grant us peace.
 
Mass is ended.
Give thanks.
 

My other self

My other self, she's bored with you
She thinks you're a bit uncouth
She thinks you're a bit too dull
My other self, you're not getting back with her
My other self, she doesn't like you
It's not my fault,
This is stronger than me
My other self, you don't know her
 
My other self, is she on the lookout
When she reaches out to hold me ?
You're not the one bearing the weight
It's never two without three
Between you, her and me
 
My other self, you don't interest her
You're looking for her, want to turn her on
But she's still staying chilly
My other self, sorry, don't try to tell us
 
My other self, is she on the lookout
When she reaches out to hold me ?
You're not the one bearing the weight
It's never two without three
Between you, her and me
 
My other, she leaves me no choice
She has had enough of enduring
Your highs and your lows
My other self, you don't know her
 
It's never two without three
Between you, her and me
 

Örök Sötétség (Ősz)

1. Rész: Kísértő Sötétség
 
Kísértő sötétség érlelődik az emberben
Szólítja, hogy adja vissza a föld vérét
Baljós árnyak gyülekeznek a megfeketedett ég alatt
Visszafordítják a tiltott születés fejlődését
 
Az üres univerzum lerombolása
A harag és az abszolút erő hajtja végre
A tökéletes káosz beteljesülése
Csillagok színtiszta elpusztítása
 
Én vagyok a halhatatlan árny
Sötét dimenziók ura
Lásd a skarlátszín rémálmom
Én vagyok a gyász teremtője
Marcangoló a nyughatatlan éjszakában
Én vagyok a félelem vadásza, a kétségbeesés elhozója
Én vagyok a halál
Én vagyok az örök sötétség
 
2. Rész: A Sötét Álom Hívószava
 
Szabadítsd el a sötét álmot, a megtévesztés esszenciáját
Az élet fantáziája úgy fog elvakítani téged, akár a lángoló nap
Ellentétes világok összecsapása
Kezdetét vette a természetellenes állapot kozmikus háborúja
 
Öleld át a szenvedést és készülj a transzcendens támadásra
Töröld el az emlékeket és fojtsd el a múltat
És nézz szembe az ismeretlennel! És nézz szembe az ismeretlennel!
 
Halld a végső utazás hívószavát
Halld a hívószót!
Halld a sötét álom hívószavát
Ódon csillagokon túlról hív
Halld a hívószót!
Halld a sötét álom hívószavát
 
3. Rész: A Végtelen Univerzumon Túl
 
Vándorlok a csillagok között... Keresek...
A végtelen univerzumon túl...
Lebontom a struktúrákat...
De csakis sötétséget látok...
 
Átölel a sugárzó óceán
Magasan szárnyalok a szomorúság hullámain
Gyötörnek a legmélyebb érzelmek
Elvesztem a gyönyörű csendben
Ó, a gyönyörű csend!
 
Zuhanj!
Keresztülzuhanok az elme rétegein
Zuhanj!
Ahogy a világ összeomlik a szemeim előtt
Keresztülzuhanok az égető örvényen
És a szívemet égeti a legvégső hazugság
A legvégső hazugság!
 
4. Rész: Halál
 
Nincsen vég
Nincsen kezdet
Nincsen igazság
Csak sötétség van
 
És kiátkozlak téged a feledésbe!
 
Elátkozlak minden vágyad beteljesítéséért
Elátkozlak vad és könyörtelen belső tüzedért
Elátkozlak szaporodásod és sokasodásod szükségéért
Elátkozlak az öntudatodért
A gyenge ellenállás
A hatalmas illúzió
A kozmikus háború
 
Én vagyok a halhatatlan árny
Sötét dimenziók ura
Lásd a skarlátszín rémálmom
Én vagyok a gyász teremtője
Marcangoló a nyughatatlan éjszakában
Én vagyok a fájdalom vadásza, az eső elhozója
Én vagyok a halál
Én vagyok az örök sötétség
 
Örökkévaló vagyok
Én vagyok a halál
 

This will say 'love'

If I asked for it, I would have changed the heavens, the sea, and the entire world
So you could have your moon.
I would have made the world from scratch for your favour
And I would have put the sun in your hands, in your stars, in a single moment.
 
This will finally say 'love'
You'll make the weak strong
You'll give and never ask for anything
This will show, my love, that you can love.
 
I could become a god
I could make the darkness into light
Never come crying to me
I will make sense out of madness
I will make lyrics, I'll make music
I'll make a song for you to sign
I've lost it, what can I say?
I love you so, so much
Ask me whatever you want.
 
-Βασιλική Οικονομοπούλου